WARNING : This fanfic can be quite dark themed.
if you are thinking of dying or anything close to that, call your countries suicidal hotline
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I guess this is it…
The end of it all.
Just quit and let it be over.
The torture I've been going through, the one no one is seeing.
The one that everyone seems to be ignoring.
Sorry to everyone I leave behind, jack especially….
You probably need to clean up the mess I created, and the one I am going to create.
Just be happy that I won't be something that is holding you back anymore.
Just know I've always cared about you, but I can't go on any longer.
Maybe this seems weird to the one who will find me in a horrible state.
Sorry if you need to see the mess, this note,knives or my body.
This raging war in my head just doesn't stop by itself, so I need to do it.
Don't call an ambulance, just leave me… I don't need to be saved anymore.
It's too late, the damage is probably already done.
To the one who's reading this, I did this just to escape the darkness.
The mess in my head, the horrible thoughts.
Not being able to do anything, just because of the negativity.
I hope you all understand why I've done this…..
I guess this is it…
Mario
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AUTHORS NOTE:
Just needed to vent some stuff without being to explicit…
Dolfijn5