Why hello people :) I'm new at writing and this is my very first attempt at a fanfiction. I'm not the most talented writer out there but I tried OTL

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Disclaimer: I don't own Gintama...Sorachi does (bless him for being born and creating the best manga/anime ever)

Beep beep beep

She was lying somewhere….her eyelids felt heavy making it hard for her to open them.

Beep beep beep

It hurt everywhere and the stench of blood was overpowering

Beep beep…beep

Hands were frantically pressing against her chest, pumping at it….Why were they doing that?

Beep…beep

She wondered why she couldn't open her eyes and why she can only hear beeps slowly dying out.

Beep….beep

"QUICK! We're losing her! Try and stop the blood flowing!" An unfamiliar voice was shouting.

Beeeep

Is this a hospital? She wondered. The girl had no memory of how she got there

Beeeeeeep

She didn't really care anymore. She was too tired to care

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-

As she slipped away into darkness she could hear someone crying out her name.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-

The doctor shook his head sadly as he stared upon the girls face. The nurses stopped what they were doing as the long beep signaled that she was already gone.

"So young." one of them murmured.

"Well there's nothing we can do now…You guys pack up everything as I tell her friends the bad news." The doctor sighed. He turned to the door and as he walked out he looked upon the pale face of the young girl. She was very petite and had youthful smooth skin.

"She would have been quite a looker when she got older" he thought sadly, her hair was drenched in blood but he can still see the amazing color it was.

"Such a beautiful red" Were his last thoughts as he walked out the door, ready to tell the people waiting for the bad news.

The day before-

It was a typical day in Class 3Z. The diabetic techer, Ginpachi, walked down the corridor towards his classroom door hearing the loud clamor his class was creating.

It was nearing the end of the day when Ginpachi walked into his class smoking, I mean, eating his lollipop. The sweet tooth sighed as he stared at his class; they paid no attention to him as they chatted amongst themselves. Okita was annoying the Yato girl by throwing paper planes at her head constantly, Kondo stared at his beloved Otae as she giggled with the flushed Kyubei, Catherine cackled on her mobile while painting her nails and Hijikata was….well Hijikata wasn't there since Okita attempted to kill him by shooting him with a bazooka which lead him to the sick bay.

"Oi~" Ginpachi clapped catching everyone's attention. "Now as you all know our school is dump" The students nodded their heads in agreement "This lead for the lazy bum of a principal to think of a great idea. And that is for all the students of Class 3Z to clean up the yard." He said with his monotone voice while he chewed on his lollipop. The whole class moaned.

"Aww c'mon! Why us! Why is it always our class that has to do this crap?"

"That's because this is the troublemaker class, you guys are half the reason why bombs and bazooka's *Ginpachi gives Okita a look* go off, which destroys half of the property." He looked at his students with his dead fish eyes. "Now I want you guys to make sure the place is clean by the end of the day, and don't you guys dare skip out on this!"

Everyone glowered as they trudged out the class. After some time they found the cleaning equipment in the storage room (they also found a tied up Sa chan moaning with excitement…they decided to leave her there) and the students of class 3z begun to clean outside. The exception of Okita, of course.

Kagura, who was struggling to sweep the courtyard while trying to hold her umbrella up right, was the one to notice the boy dozing under a tree (Much to her annoyance.) The girl crept up on him while raising her broom, feeling smug thinking she will be able to smash his face inwards (at last), but as she brought it down onto his face, Okita just manages to dodge the death blow, avoiding the damage that she could have inflicted (She did leave a huge crater in the ground though).

"Oi china, can't you see someone is trying to sleep here" Okita sighed as he got up from his position "Do you love me that much, that you can't leave me alone just for a minute?" he smirked.

"You're supposed to be cleaning like the rest of us, sadist!" she spat unlady like at his shoes. Okita jumped aside with disgust and gave the red head his sadistic stare. Though he loved annoying the heck out of his greatest rival, he just wasn't in the mood today. Okita has recently gotten news about his sister's health from the hospital; things weren't looking good at the moment. The flaxen haired boy sighed and pushed past Kagura, who gave him a look of surprise and suspicion, as he made his way out the school gates. Kagura scowled and shouted at him with colorful language for him to come back, but the boy kept on walking.

"How dare he ignore me, aru! Gah That sadistic bastard. This could be a challenge; he must be inviting me to fight somewhere else!" She thought (Don't ask how she came to this conclusion). "Heh. I'll show him what it's like to mess with a Yato."

Kagura quickly followed him outside the school, forgetting what Ginpachi said about not leaving the school grounds, and got ready for battle. They turned a few corners, crossed a road and kept walking until they reached a small park. Kagura grinned flexing her arms as she kept an eye on the sadists back. Okita sighed and stopped. He spun around to face the girl. Kagura got into stance.

"Why are you following me?" Okita asked blankly. Kagura blinked. The girl frowned with confusion.

"Didn't you invite me out to fight?" she cocked her head to the side. Okita stared at the girl, and then cracked up laughing.

"Hey-wait- don-don't- DON'T LAUGH YOU MORON!" Kagura gave him a heel kick to the head. She looked flustered and embarrassed as she now realized that Okita was actually just ditching school. Okita blocked her attack and jumped backwards.

"Humph I wasn't really in the mood to fight but if you insist! You must love me that much huh?" he smiled as he darted forward pulling his arms back to punch her.

"Che as if!" she shouted while swatting away his punch but she smiled glad that he was himself again "You were just acting all depressed and shit." Kagura knee kicked him into the groin but Okita grabbed her legs before she could. Okita looked at her in surprise, he had tried to act normal that day and no one seemed to have noticed but it looks like it didn't deceive the red head. He suddenly felt a warm feeling in his chest of gratitude, of all people it's his rival that sees through his façade, and though her way of trying to cheer him up was strange it still comforted Okita.

The two teenagers fought. But as they battled with all their might Okita thought of Mitsuba, and felt an overwhelming emotion wash over him, he tried to push the thoughts of his bedridden sister away but flashes of his memories kept coming into mind. Him, when he was young, sleepily listening to his sister read out a bedtime story, him forcing down the deathly meal that was covered with chilly she had served him, him glaring at Hijikata jealously as Mitsuba giggled at whatever he said, him looking horrified at the collapsed Mitsuba, him, the day before, hearing the bad news from the doctor.

As Okita and Kagura fought, Okita felt the pain grow, how he hated this depressed feeling, his heart felt as if it was being twisted and squeezed by unknown forces. Okita staggered back from a kick by the China girl. He grabbed her leg in the air and stopped. Kagura frowned and as she looked into the sadist's eyes, she noticed something. Emotions of anguish, frustration and…longing? Eyes filled with longing that stared right at her.

Okita dropped her legs and wrapped his arms around Kagura. Kagura stiffened as she felt his breath on her neck.

"Oi what are you trying to pull sadist? Get the hell off me-"

"She doesn't have long to live" Okita have a shuddering breath and pressed against Kagura. He knew he should stop. He knew he should pull away. But he just couldn't. There was something about the warmth from the small girl's body that was reassuring. Kagura has stopped struggling now, she wasn't saying anything.

"Good. It's better that way" he thought as he closed his eyes. They stayed like that for a while longer and both showed no sign of pulling away from the strange embrace. Kagura didn't know who he was talking about but she knew it was best to just keep quite. Slowly and uncertainly Kagura raised her arms and snaked them around Okita's back, she laid her head onto his chest listening to his heartbeat. The girl hated this sadistic bastard. But she also had the strong urge to pat his head and say that things were ok.

They didn't know how long they were there and they didn't care. It was strangely comfortable for the both of them.

After who knows how long the two pushed away from each other. The sun was now setting, staining the sky a beautiful color or red and orange. "Like her hair", Okita thought wistfully. He blinked. Did he just think such a corny line? "Pff I meant it was like the color of blood", He corrected himself. Kagura kicked Okita in the shin.

"Cheer up!" She shouted.

"Shut up flat board. If you kick me again I'll make you cry like a little baby" Okita said monotone looking down at her. The both of them argued some more as if the hugging incident never happened

"Well, I gotta go! Ginpachi will eat all my sukonbu!"

"Who in their right mind will eat that crap?... Anyways see you tomorrow, have a crappy trip back home"

"Hmph…." Kagura looked as if she had something to say before she left "umm…Have faith in whomever this person is you're concerned about…..and if this person does pass away in the end…" The red head pulled a face as she spun around ready to walk off. "….you always have me, so you won't be alone." Kagura said as she tossed her head back to him with a big grin on her face. Okita eyes widened (but only for a millisecond), her smile made him feel strange and his surroundings suddenly felt brighter.

Okita smirked, maybe it was possible for the both of them to be happy…...together. Shaking his head at his silly thoughts Okita walked away, both of them going separate directions. But little did he know that will be the last time he will see her.

The very next day Kagura died.

And thats that. Well it's not finished yet (I'm predicting maybe about 6-7 chapters, that is if this does well ^^) I felt that maybe Okita and Kagura were a bit ooc OTL What do you guys think? Anyways, this is my first fanfiction so don't hesitate to correct anything I did wrong but I would prefer it if there were no harsh comments :3

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