Disclaimer- Stephanie Meyer owns all that is Twilight I simply own the plot of this story JPOV
It was intoxicating; it filled all my senses and took control of my body.
I could feel the venom pooling at the back of my throat and the last of my self control snapped.
I could see the source of that delicious smell through her dimly lit living room window and I knew that I had to taste her.
She wasn't alone; she sat with two older people that I assumed were her parents and another young girl. It didn't matter, I would kill them quickly so that I had time to savour her without being interrupted.
It didn't matter that they were four innocent people.
It didn't matter that I had been living this vegetarian lifestyle for so long.
It didn't matter that Edward was probably reading my thoughts right now.
He wouldn't get here in time and even if he did nothing would stop me from tasting the sweet nectar of her blood.
All that mattered was that smell.
I knew that I didn't have much time before Edward got here, so I acted quickly; breaking the lock on the back door and sprinting into the living room at superhuman speed.
Before the source of that delicious smell; a small girl, could even blink the other three people in the room were lying dead on the floor and I was lunging toward her.
She closed her eyes and recoiled in fear and I hesitated momentarily; I really didn't want to kill this poor girl but her scent was too much.
I mentally promised myself that her death would be as quick and painless as possible before lunging toward her again.
Before I could reach her I smacked into something solid and it held me back in a vice-like grip; Emmett.
I snarled and attempted to bite him but another pair of arms grabbed me.
"Jasper calm down, it's alright. I understand but you don't want to do this"
I recognised Edward's soothing voice and borrowed some of the calm I felt radiating from someone else in the room; Carlisle.
Edward must have enlisted the whole family to assist in stopping my slaughter of four people.
At least they had managed to save one, how ironic that she was my only intended target and that she had already seen enough that she would have to be killed in order to keep the Volturi off our backs, however I knew that Carlisle wouldn't allow me to drink from her.
All of this murder, the guilt that I would be feeling for years to come. All of it was for nothing.
I could feel myself begin to grow angry so I focused on the emotions of everyone else in the room.
There was calm and compassion coming from Carlisle, forgiveness and understanding from Emmett and Edward, slight anger but a small amount of forgiveness from Rosalie, concern from Bella and Esme and horror and panic from my intended victim who was curled up in the corner.
My entire family followed my eyes to the small girl who was rocking back and forth; her eyes squeezed tightly shut and small whimpers escaping her lips.
As though she could feel that everyone in the room was staring at her she stopped rocking and opened her eyes.
Esme approached her slowly; her hands up in the air with her palms facing out to show that she meant no harm.
The girl's bright green eyes studied Esme wearily but she didn't resume her rocking.
"What's your name honey?" Esme asked "Al...Alice" she stuttered in a small voice.
Esme smiled reassuringly at her "how old are you Alice?" "Sixteen, I'll be seventeen in June" the girl replied shyly.
Esme nodded and backed away, huddling in a small circle with Carlisle, Rosalie and Bella.
They spoke in such quiet whispers that even with my inhuman sense of hearing I couldn't make out what was being said.
Emmett must have heard though because he gave a slight nod to show that he agreed with whatever it was Esme was saying.
Edward who was still gripping my shoulder was too far away to hear but he obviously read it from Emmett's mind because he too was nodding in agreement.
Esme glanced around the room before returning to the girl, who was still watching her; bright green eyes glistening with tears.
"Alice, honey?" Esme smiled; "yes?" she answered "we're going to take you home with us and everything will be okay, alright dear?"
The girl; Alice, sensing that she had no choice in the matter nodded timidly and Esme scooped her up in her arms and carried her back to our home.
Everyone else smiled kindly at me to let me know that all was forgiven; forgiveness that I did not deserve.
Edward and Bella escorted me hunting; Carlisle had already returned with Esme and Emmett and Rosalie were left to clean up the mess of bodies that I had made.
And that's the story of how the best smelling human that I had ever come across cam to be living with my family in my house.
A/N As you can tell Bella is already a vampire in this story and I know that it's a little dark and depressing at first but it gets better I promise
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