A/N: I do not own bleach or the characters. Also Rukia went back to the Soul society willingly so Ichigo hasn't met Byakuya yet but he has meet Renji.

Chapter 1

"Brother I am sorry I was away for so long but I have tell you something you should know"

"Can it wait till later I have some paper work to do" he shuffled through is desk

"Well that depends but I just have to tell you the sooner I say out loud the better I'm… I'm pregnant "I said then my eyes started to tear up my brother looked at me and disgust

"You well tell Ichigo goodbye in a letter and you will never see him again tell him you are going to die so he won't look for you "he gave me a pen and paper.

"Thank you brother ".

"Give the letter to a hell butterfly to deliver. That is all".

What do I say to someone who I might love goodbye forever. It took me a while and caused me to cry with every work I wrote.

Dearest Ichigo,

I have been sentences to death. Due to giving you my soul reaper powers, don't try and save me you will die trying.

Love you

Rukia

I have to tell Ichigo that I am going to die so he won't come to look for me. My brother has asked me to marry Renji my childhood friend. Because I have recently found out I am 6 weeks pregnant and the baby is Ichigo. But my brother wants to keep this unwraps he wants to past the baby off as Renji's but what if the baby has the orange hair. How will I explain that? The night Ichigo and I spent together I will never forget. He gave me a great gift and I don't know how I will be able to thank him a child made of our love. But I never can thank him now. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do.

"Now take this too Ichigo please" the hell butterfly left I went to my brother's office to find Renji there too. "It is done"

"Good, I have told Renji you two are to marry in a few days. I didn't tell him why that's your job tell him and thankfully he has agreed. You are dismissed". We bowed and shut the door behind us.

"What's going on? You know you can tell me anything" he hugged me and I allowed him to embrace me.

"I'm pregnant and it's Ichigo" I said and cried in his chest.

"Shhh Rukia we will get through this together and it will be ok. We can raise this baby together. Look at me Rukia". I looked up and wiped my tears away "I love you Rukia i don't know if I ever told you that but I have for a long time".

I embraced him again and he kissed my forehead. Soul Reapers are considered weak if they show emotion but this was a different case.

Meanwhile in the world of the living Ichigo was about to receive my goodbye letter.

"When is Rukia coming back "Kon said annoyingly and try to bug the shit out of Ichigo as he usually does.

"I really don't know Kon stop asking me damn it!" He threw Kon against the wall. "You never shut up! Give it a rest!"

Flashback

"Where are you going Rukia?"

"I'm going back to the soul society…where I belong… please don't try and look for me. I have broken one of the biggest laws by staying here this long and I return willingly and might give me a lower sentence. I'm sorry" I grabbed my bag and open the door as it was opening Renji was there waiting for me.

"Come Rukia, You need to leave now or you will get in more trouble then you already are" Renji said walking through the doorway.

"Who is this clown with the red hair? You won't force her to leave if she doesn't want to I will make sure of that!"

"Keep your mouth shut kid. Rukia go through the door now!" I waiedt for a hell butterfly and told Ichigo my last goodbye.

Ichigo's POV

Rukia left so suddenly . I hope it's nothing I did. I miss her lot I think I am in love with her. That night we spent together six weeks was breathe taking and I have a lot of feelings for her. I have to see her again even if I die trying.

Next thing I know there was a letter from Rukia dropped from a portal in the ceiling saying don't try to save me you will die trying. Saying that makes me more determined I will save Rukia. I should go ask Mr. Hat and clogs for help to see if he can help me. The next day I went to him and he said he would train me. But it would take several months four months to be exact to train me to a captain level so I can beat any captain who comes my way. I hope she can wait that long for me.

Back in soul society

Renji's POV

"How far along do you think you are?" I said rubbing her back.

"About six weeks I would say".

"We should see captain Unohana to know for sure. I will escort you Rukia".

We walked in silence to the hospital and they took us to the 4th squad captain right away.

"What can I do for you Rukia and lieutenant Abarai?" Captian Unohana shows them into her office.

"We would like this to be discreet but Rukia thinks she is pregnant. We want to know for sure"

"Of course I can examine her come into the back room" I held Rukia's hand and we followed into the room and Rukia was hook-up to the ultrasound machine it took a minute or two with each passing second I could feel Rukia getting more and more nervous so I stood on the the other side of her and held her hand.

"Rukia, It looks like you are pregnant. Congratulations you can see the baby on the monitor see". She pointed to a little dot not much bigger than coin moving around. "I might be able to pick up a heartbeat." Then we heard a small beating and Rukia looked away and started to get emotional.

"I will go print the picture out if you want it. Be right back" she left the room. Rukia was curled in a ball and crying. I decided to comfort her without saying anything. She might need to just cry it out and I let her.