xShine: I just suddenly had this writing mood. The story plot was also inspired by this song: .com/watch?v=Cfx9_H1M7wc. You should listen to it. It's very nice. Oh and, I think you'd enjoy this story more if you listened to the song while reading. So, please do! Anyway, Bleach doesn't belong to me. Enjoy this story! Btw, the start of the story starts before he betrays soul society. I haven't watched Bleach in a while. Why I decided to write about Bleach then, I don't know. Oh my, I think Aizen's fairly OOC in this one. Oh well, enjoy anyway! :)
Aizen Sousuke Oneshot: Heart Rate.
"Admiration is the emotion furthest from understanding."
-Aizen Sousuke
"Aizen-taichou!" A petite girl, with just the gorgeous blue green eyes that Aizen found so... so enticing.
"Hm?" He asked, longing for the girl who stood before him. He didn't understand. Why he had taken such an interest in the girl, no one knows. All he knew for sure was that all he wanted was to hold her in his arms and protect her from harm though he knew he couldn't do that. He was plotting to betray the whole soul society.
My heart, you know, when it stops
I think then I would have had enough of this world
"Are you busy tonight?" She had asked. Truth was, she admired the brown-haired, glasses-wearing captain. Slowly but surely, her admiration towards him was turning into love, "I was wondering if you wanted to go for dinner?" She asked, in a carefree way. Aizen envied how she could be laid back, without worrying about anything at the moment.
I wouldn't have any things left undone
I just want to keep smiling here beside you
He truly wanted to go for dinner with her but it was time for him to start maintaining distance from the black-haired woman. He knew if he continued to grow attached to her, it would only end up wounding him and scarring her. It was time he started to maintain distance from her, before he falls for her even more. He smiled, his best fake smile and said, "Sorry, Misaki-chan. I can't. I have some paper work I have to do."
She looked at him suspiciously. She always saw right through him. He loved her breathless blue green coloured eyes and yet, whenever she looked at him, he would feel those very same eyes piercing and seeing right through him.
While this chest is pounding, I want to protect you
I'm fine with that as the only meaning of my existence
Once more, once more, I count the same tears,
And once again, we understood each other.
"O-oh. Well, okay. See you around then, Aizen-taichou." She said, retreating. 'I mean, it's not like we were dating right? He didn't have to agree to go to dinner with me.' And with that in mind, she started to walk away.
My throbbing pulse conveys
The overlapping sounds and the streaming emotions
Let's promise not to part anymore
So that you will never be lonely
Watching her retreating figure, he had let his emotions take over as he grabbed her wrist and suddenly hugged her from behind. With a shocked gasp coming from her, she let him hold her. She felt so safe in his arms. As if he was meant to hold her. All she wanted now was to stay in his arms, letting moments pass by. There was silence. Not awkward. Comfortable silence as they each enjoyed the other's company, fully content with just holding or getting held by the significant other.
My heart, you know, in one minute
It shouts, "I live" seventy times.
She couldn't shake of the feeling that things were about to change drastically. If only she knew he was the very reason for the change that would probably change her whole life.
But when you're here with me, it hurries a bit.
It shouts "I love you" a hundred and ten times
"Actually..." Aizen started, "I just remembered I didn't need to do my paper work tonight." He smiled.
She knew where this was going, she smiled her smile, giving off light that rivalled even, the sun's, "If you don't have to then...," she started, lifting her face up to look at the captain, eye to eye, "would you like to have dinner with me?"
He gently smiled, kissed her forehead and whispered, "I'd like that."
While this chest is pounding, I want to protect you
I'm fine with that as the only meaning of my existence
Once more, once more, the same feelings pile up
And once again, we understood each other.
And for once, in a long time, he felt truly happy. Like he belonged. He even thought of not going with the plan. But then, he had worked too hard to be able to just, go back.
Gin grinned and laughed, "Little Misaki-chan, huh? Why don't you ask her to come with us, then?"
"No. That's too reckless. Besides, she'll be happier beside her friends. I'll just be putting her in danger she doesn't need to be in, if I ask her to come with us..." Aizen muttered, though he wouldn't admit it, he did think of that.
"Hm, whatever you say, taichou." Gin said, walking away.
The two of us meeting by chance
If there was a reason behind it
Even if I don't know if it's really fate
The happiness felt still won't change
"Aizen-taichou's.. dead." Misaki had muttered, falling to her knees, her once colourful and full of life blue green eyes that he had so, very much loved, dull and lifeless. He regretted doing this to her. He wished to hug her one last time, though just one simple hug from her was way out of his reach by now.
Until that some day when I have stopped (existing)
How much "I love you" can I say?
I am grateful that you are here
And for simply existing, thank you.
He was alive. As much as she pretended to hate him, a small glimmer of hope shone through, and she couldn't help but be glad by the fact that he was alright, though, of course, she'd never admit it to anyone. What she didn't know, was that seeing him face to face again would be one of the most painful things she had to go through.
"AIZEN SOUSUKE, What is the meaning of this?" she said, crying hysterically. He had never once imagined seeing her like this, and he did not like it one bit. He promised himself that he would protect her from harm yet, he was the one inflicting it on her.
'I'm so sorry, Misaki. Even if you don't see me, I'll always look out for you.'
"I believe the Aizen Sousuke you're looking for..." he pauses, hoping for his voice not to show any signs of him breaking down inside, "The Aizen Sousuke you're looking for doesn't exist."
My throbbing pulse conveys
The overlapping sounds and the streaming emotions
Let us promise to continue loving each other
Until our heart completely stops beating.
'I love you, Misaki.'
xShine: Angst to fill the bittersweet lover's hearts. Whenever I write something, it most of the time always includes angst -.- Angst's my bitch. ;) HAHA, this was just a weird little oneshot. This was my first songfic and I just happened to think of Aizen when I heard this song. At first, I was thinking, Hisana and Byakuya but then, I didn't really know much about them, their love story and all. If you didn't like it, I'm sorry. Please don't put flames, but, put suggestions on how I can get better. Was the song right for the plot? I mean, I hope it does. I actually kinda like this one a lot. I hope you did too. Reviews are very much welcome! I don't bite... that hard. :D