A/N: I didn't want this to be long. This is really the shortest fanfic I have ever posted. Plus, I didn't want to go into great detail with it. So, I would assume it's just a drabble on how he did it since they didn't mention it in the show, or show how it happened.
Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi.
Summary: Relief exists, he found it when he was cut. "I'm sorry Maya."
Song: Cut - Plumb
"You're a psycho."
Those three little words echoed in his mind.
Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes as he walked by the empty school ,and he reached up with the sleeve and dabbed his eyes, not wanting to cry anymore. He was tired of it. He was tired of crying in front of people. The parking lot was dark and empty, just like how he felt at this moment. Empty... dark... He clutched the owl that he had kidnapped from Maya in his hand, squeezing the soft, plush animal.
"Stop crying in public where everyone can see you!"
Cam breathed heavily, looking for somewhere to be alone. He stopped in front of Degrassi's green house and walked in through the side, turning the over head light on. Cam slid down on the wall and brought the owl up to his face, smiling softly.
No matter how hard he tried, the tears spilled down the corners of his eyes.
He clenched the owl in his hand and uncontrollably choked on a sob.
What's the point?
Why bother?
No one would care—no one would care.
Cam set the owl down on the floor of the green house and got up. His bloodshot brown eyes looked desperately around the house. He stopped and picked up the sharp object in front of him. Cam sniffled and he sat back down. The tip of his finger played with the pointed end of the box cutter. He sniffled and tilted his head back, his eyes closing.
He pulled his phone out from his pocket and read the last message he had sent to Maya earlier this morning.
Sorry I'm not coming. It's over.
Cam set his phone aside and opened the box cutter and he sighed deeply, pulling the sleeves of his red hoody up. He placed the box cutter on his wrist, making sure that it was poking at his flesh. He pulled down, cutting his skin open and blood seeped out of the open wound. Cam switched and did the same to his other wrist.
He dropped the box cutter and looked up outside, the moon was high in the sky and bright, lighting up the green house.
The blood poured from his wrist, creating a deep red puddle. It was getting hard to breathe – his breath was coming out in short pants as the blood drained from his body.
Cam's eyes were becoming droopy and heavy, slowly dilating and becoming lifeless and dark like coals.
"I'm sorry... Maya."
He closed his eyes and his head hung.
His heart beat slowly came to a stop.
The last blood droplet dripped into the puddle, and everything went black.
There you are.
I may post again for the Degrassi genre, but I have no idea what to write about since I wrote about absolutely everything... from incest, to dog killing, to rape, to innocent girls being corrupted, etc. etc.
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