A/N:I hope you like this fic.I know this first chapter its very short but it had to be like this.
Disclaimer:I do not own Gundam Wing AC
I can't give you what you want.
He should never had done that to her.She should have vanished completely.Why did he come back anyway?He didn't understand himself.Feelings was a too complicated issue for him to deal with.
He just wanted her to forgive him and to be happy.With someone that could actually make her happy.And he was not the person for it.He was trained to die.He never expected to live, or wanted to.But then she came into his life.He tried to be rude and walk away but she followed him wherever he went.He fought for her, he promissed to protect her.Why?Because he met a feeling called love.But had no idea of what he could do with it.
He isn't ready for it.And never will be.No matter how much she wanted him to be, he is not.No matter how much he wanted to be ready to love and to cherish her he wasn't.
So he had to let her go.To free her.He had to...and so he did.
Flashback
He held her hands and looked at her emotionless eyes even thoughshe wasn'tlooking at him.
"How do you expect me to leave this behind me Heero?I can't pretend I never loved you.I can't pretend I love someone else either."-she said looking down.
"I don't expect you to pretend."- he said.She looked in shock at his emotionless eyes.She looked for something.Something that made her change her mind.She looked for a feeling in his eyes.But there was none.
"But Heero, I wan-"she tried to say but he cut her off.
"I can't give you what you want Relena.I can't be what you want me to be.I can't make you happy.That's is something you have to accept."- he said coldly.Her eyes filled up with tears.They became emontionless again and the tears fell.She realesed her hands from his.
"Goodbye Heero.Have a nice life."-she said
"Have a happy...marrige."-she stared at him for at least 30 seconds and left without saying a word.
End of Flashback.
She is going to be happy without him.
He knew that.And seeing her now in her wedding was proving him to be (almost) right.
She looked beautifull , like an angel.She had a bouquet of white roses on her hands , and the maids of honor were trowing petals at her.She had a smile on her face...but...it didn't reach her eyes.Her eyes were cold and sad.She didn't want to get married.Not with the man standing infront of her.He knew that.She knew that.But they had to live theirs lives and by staying together that wouldn't be possible.Has Heero said before...he couldn't give her what she wanted.
He was the perfect soldier.He was trained to be a killing machine , he doesn't know another kind of life and can't know.By trying to make things right with her he would only hurt her even more than he alreadyb did.She would hate him for the rest of their lives but that was the right thing to do.
"I know pronounce you:husband and wife!You may kiss the bride."- the priest said.her husband lowered his head towards hers and they kissed.A tear fell from her eyes.Her husband thought it was a tear off happiness but Heero knew she was dying inside.It killed him to know that , but soon it would change.Soon she would forget him and live the happy life she deserved.
Him...well he wouldn't live such a happy life anymore.
A/N:Read and review please!
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