What a shitty Christmas this was becoming, Edward was going out of town and I was not allowed to come, and I don't really see how that is fair since I can barely walk without him, or that is what he says. This was so ridicules and so beyond frustrating! I sat down on my bed and rolled my eyes and let out a sigh. "Is something wrong?" I heard Edward ask. I glanced up and saw him standing next to the window. "No nothing at all, Edward." I got up and walked over to my dresser. "Ah, this would be about Christmas right?" I said nothing. "Bella how many times must I tell you this, I wish you could come with us, but that is just impossible. You wouldn't be able to be with us. You can't not while you are still human." He grabbed the bridge of his nose. "Edward it is not fair! I wanted to spend Christmas with you!" He just looked at me. "You don't even understand do you?" I slammed down the shirt I had in my hand and stomped out to the bathroom. I slammed the door. Edward was knocking on it. "Bella, love come out, lets talk about this." But I didn't want to, this hurt almost as bad at the time he left me. I felt like I was not part of his family. "Edward just leave." I yelled. "Bella." I shook my head. "Edward I mean it leave!" I heard nothing after that. I opened up the door and he was nowhere in sight. My phone began to ring. I looked at the caller ID. It was Alice. "Hello."
"Bella do you mind to tell me what is going on?" she yelled in the phone.
"Alice I don't want to talk about it. I just want to go to bed."
"Okay do you mind telling me if you and Edward are broken up?" Edward and I broken up! What? No there was no way! I could never be broken up with him! "Alice I did not break up with Edward."
"Oh, cause your future just got really blurry and I didn't see you with Edward.
"What? I want to be with Edward forever. I am just upset about the Christmas thing this year."
"Oh, Bella I am so sorry, didn't Edward explain?"
"Yes, but I… you don't understand. It almost hurts worse this time, because I can't be part of the family."
"Oh. Bella, you know that it is not like that at all."
"Alice I just want to go, you have a good time in Alaska and where ever else you will be going see you when you get back." I hung up the phone. I was fully aware that she was yelling my name on the other end of the phone, but I could care less at this point. My biggest fear was why Alice did not see me together with Edward. That was something i would never think of. I began to worry. I took some sleeping pills to help me so i could relax and forget what Alice had told me. I quicklyfell into a dreamless state.
*Well tell me what you think, i have chapter two fairly done, and it gets really interesting the next chapters. Guess who is coming for a visit?? And why they are! thanks leave a review! :)