"Sakura I need to talk to you" said a grey haired ninja walking through the door of his and his fiancés apartment.
"what is it Kakashi" replied Sakura kind of shocked the fact the her man talk as soon as walking through the door.
Kakashi took the pink haired girls hand and walked her over to the couch. And signalled for her to sit down as he sat down on the coffee table.
"look, Sakura . Tomorrow morning im being sent away on a mission." as she looked away he slightly tapped her cheek with the side of his index figure to get her to look at him again.
"Kakashi you promised you'd be here tomorrow, I need you here" A single tear rolled down her face.
"look baby I know I promised but I cant fight the fact im being sent away , I'll make it up to you when I get back" he looked at her and just kept looking.
More tears streamed down Sakura face, she could take what she was hearing. But she couldn't speak anymore all she could do was cry. Kakashi took her into an loving embrace and kissed her forehead lightly. This was the first Anbu mission he had been on in months. She knew it was coming sometime.
"pleas Sakura , understand . If it was up to me I would bunk off but I cant." he looked in her eyes
"I understand, but , I cant plan the wedding without you." she looked back at him
"how about we hold that back till I get back. Look I'll go call him now. And how's this tomorrow I'll take you to the spa and pay you in before I go. How dose that sound? You can bring a friend" he was smiling at her and she smiled back. She was close enough were she could throw herself onto him and rap her arms around him.
"that sound great" she said happily into his ear. "I'll go call Hinata"
That night was long , Kakashi could barley sleep. He spend most of the time he had finding stuff he needed than spending it with Sakura. He decided he wasn't going to sleep so I turned and kissed Sakura gently on the cheek and got out of bed. He sat down on the couch, Sakura had been working on a scrap book for a while and was bugging him to help, so that's what he decided to do to pass the time. The box with all the pictures and the book was sitting under the couch. Kakashi rustled about and found it. Sitting it down it made a hushed thud. Flicking through the book took him back to when there had just young.
*flashback*
"hey Kaka-sensei hurry up" yelled a young sakura from the ground below Kakashi's open window.
"give me a minute. The snow wont melt in another minute" he said popping his head out the window only to get a snowball right to the face. " ok that it when I get down there someone is getting tripped"
He shoved his gloves over his hands and ran out the door with his coat in hand, the chilled air breathed across his pale naked flesh of his arms. Pulling his coat over his shoulders as he ran over the snowy grass. Sakura being herself grabbed a big hand full of snow and farmed it into a ball. As her hand left the ball of snow, Kakashi had already retaliated. As she was brushing the snow from her blouse she was pulled to the ground by the man who through the ball.
*end flashback*
That was the first time they found out there true feelings for each other, looking back Kakashi thought that maybe he should have told her sooner. He let out a sign. As he did a pair if slender arms raped around his neck.
"hey , can't sleep?" said a furniture voice behind him.
"no, im starting to think maybe I should see a doctor about this" he said in a near whisper.
"something wrong baby?" asked sakura worriedly.
"im just… im worried your not going to be here when I get back, what if you find someone better than me" he started off loud and then to a whisper.
"don't be stupid, you know I need you. I love you nothing can ever change that."