A little more than love
Freddie's POV-
"MOM! MOM!" I yelled, crying over her bloody, lifeless body which lay pale on my stained couch. I shook her head, slapping her cold face, knowing she would never wake up, yet stupidly hoping her heart would beat, her brain would think. Her eyes were stuck open, her mouth wide open. I cried and cried and cried. I couldn't stop the stream from coming. Carly came back out of her bedroom with Spencer, and Sam walked from my kitchen and behind me.
"I always said such bad things, but know I never meant it." she said, and touched my back. I felt a spark as her one finger slowly went down my back for comfort. It only made me cry harder, my Mom used to massage my back. Her hand quickly flew off, and she fled the apartment. Carly ran after her, and Spencer walked up to my now shaking body. He put his hand on my arm, and made me face his now worried body.
"The police are on their way. I have no clue what to say now, except stay strong, or try to." he said, and walked back to his spot in the apartment. I looked at my Mom her large brown eyes staring at me. I pictured her once life filled body, her crazy beliefs, and how much I missed them. I was happy, the last words I said was I love you. She said Love you too, and that was about it before heading out. Carly knew how I felt, and I guess Sam too, and they both will be there for me. They both lost their Moms, Sam in a metaphorical way, and Carly for real, age seven. I sighed, and the police soon barged in, pushing me aside and checking for a pulse. They confirmed time of death was one hour ago, and that she died of murder. I stood, and stared, before walking out of the room, pushing policeman aside, and leaving the building. Carly called after me, but I didn't stop. It was raining now, and I was soaking wet. I heard the apartment door slam open and a pair of hands turn me around.
"SAM NOT NOW." I said, and pushed her away. She screamed and stumped her foot and I turned around. We were about two inches away, and her warm breath sent tingles down my spine.
Sam's POV-
His warm breath sent tingles down my spine.
"Dangit Freddie, this is not the you I know. You lost your Mom, you should be happy the way you lost her!" I screamed. His mouth dropped open but I continued anyways.
"Both our Moms were crazy, my Mom was a player, she drank, she abuses me to this day, never cared for me, and is miserable, she HATES her life. I lost her the moment I was born, the day she killed the man I loved the most, my Dad. Your Mom was crazy and never lived because she only thought about you. She died, Freddie, not only do you not have to deal with her antics, but she won't suffer for years with intoxication and guilt, depression, she won't hit you everyday then apologize and freak out, searching for the cops. Yeah, she was stabbed, but one stab, quick, didn't feel it, and went peacefully. You don't have to live with yourself for being part of the reason your Mom's life sucked, you MADE her life. Yes, you have EVERY right to be sad, and yeah you can have your moment, but be the Freddie I loved everyday since sixth grade! Be strong and cry, but then realize the good things about your life, and then cheer up and make everything better." I finished, breathing heavy. I noticed Spencer and Carly from Freddie pointing, and ran to a trash can kicking it over. I ran to Freddie and hugged him tight, we just started crying as we passionately hugged, switching positions, lying on each other's shoulder.
"I don't want your life to corrupt like mine did, Freddie." I cried out. We were all soaked and shivering by now, Carly and Spencer just standing, staring. Freddie looked at my wet face, my hair slicked down and deep brown, the blond only few strands. He kissed me, a sudden pang of excitement surged through me. It was amazing, and as we pulled away, I cried a little.
"I just lost a little more." I said, and walked past and away. I heard Freddie's frustrated scream, and the awkward built as I made my exit, sobbing. I had no where to go, but all the determination to get there. Nowhere.
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