This is wolf story with the Cullen's/Bella making their usual appearance..

Things might not make sense since I'm starting it at Day 60, instead of day 1 first but there is a reason why I'm doing that.

I'm only giving this warning now there will be lots of lemons, starting from the next chapter pretty much up until the ending...

Disclaimer: SM owns Twilight as we all know :)

Day 60: Broken Door For a Broken Heart

Leah lies in her room, on her back, under her thin purple dark sheet, wide awake with a light sheen of sweat shining over her otherwise naked body. She doesn't worry about wiping it off, as it's the only thing hiding the traitorous tears that are falling from her eyes at the moment. Neither the open window, nor the fan is doing the job of keeping her over heated body cool as she turns to her side away from the open window.

Her heart is racing along with her mind. She feels as if she were the last person left on earth, a shipwrecked survivor on a deserted island.

A few scented lilac candles burned on her dresser. She thought maybe it might get his scent out of the room, but as she inhales yet again she can still smell the warm scent of pine, cinnamon and earth.

Well, so much for that, she rolls her eyes at nothing in particular.

She hadn't phased in a good two days so that she could avoid anyone being in her chaotic mind. Especially her overbearing, nosy Alpha turned lover Jacob Black.

She doesn't flinch when she hears the thump as he jumps through her window into her room. At that point in time she wishes that her hearing wasn't as good as it is with the curse of being a wolf. It's a wish that she knows won't be granted when she hears his cut offs fall to the floor. She doesn't dare breathe because she already has what he smells like engrained in her head.

She feels the heat of his exposed body behind her as he slides under her sheet to join her. Leah doesn't bother turning as she already knows who it is with just his touch. He does what he had been doing for the last sixty days, minus the last two, pulling her into his huge warm arms where she knows she is completely safe.

She can feel his need for her pressing against her back as he pulls her even closer into his warmth. And for once she wants absolutely nothing to do with it.

She tries to roll herself out of his arms almost tumbling off the bed in the process but he catches her before she could fall onto the wood flooring. Not that it would hurt her much anyway but he cares now far more than he should. He pulls her back into his body and for a moment she's glad that she's not facing him, or he would be able to see her tears, even though she knows he can smell each salty drop that falls from her eyes.

"Leah… please talk to me." He nuzzles his head into her neck pulling her even closer as he takes a breath probably scenting her.

"We can't do this anymore…" she says softly into her pillow. Because although she wants him to leave she definitely isn't going to get up, it is her bed after all.

"You've been avoiding me." His breath hits the side of her neck that isn't marked and for once she is glad for that. Because he would have used it to his advantage had she been laying the opposite way.

"It would take a lot to avoid someone who lives right across the street." she sighs irritably.

"Exactly my point, you locked the windows and the doors, you refused to patrol with me if at all and I miss you... I miss you so much it hurts." he pauses for a minute making her feel every bit of the pain he has been feeling.

"Stop that." she shows her teeth but keeps the growl back in her throat knowing he can't see her.

"We need to talk." He says. She had been waiting for him to say that. This was the exact reason she had been avoiding him.

She finally has the will to move his arms away from her as she gets up, grabbing a long t-shirt that she laid on the small dresser next to her bed. She walks over into her bathroom shutting and locking the door before he can even think about what she's going to do next. She pulls on the t-shirt leaving the bathroom light off knowing she can see without it, even in the pitch darkness that she's in now. She can hear his heavy footfalls as he walks towards the closed bathroom door. He tries the knob once before she can hear him lean against it as he taps his hand lightly against it.

"Leah we need to talk you can't do this." his voice breaks towards the end as she sits on the edge of the tub finally wiping the stupid tears from her face. She didn't want him to see her cry; he could feel, hear and smell it for all she cared. But she refused for him to see her weak.

She shakes her head even though she knows he can't see her. He tries the knob again once, twice, three times before he growls out in frustration.

Suddenly there is a thunderous crack, then another and the door bursts into a bunch of pieces as he gets it open. He stands there in all his nude glory, a wave of temper and concern wafting out ahead of him. "I told you I don't like locked doors when I'm around you." He holds onto the edge of the door and she can see pieces of the sides crumbling in his hands.

She knew she couldn't keep him out, although she wished he wouldn't have destroyed her door in the process. He was always like a force of nature, a hurricane or blizzard that was relentless in its approach and impossible to escape.

Choosing to remain silent she glares at a few splintered pieces that had landed at her feet before looking over at him. She started with his feet, up his legs noting that he still hadn't put his cutoffs back on, up his abs, to his chest, finally getting to his neck which was still marked even after all this time. No matter where they went in life they would always have to carry a piece of each other as long as they lived.

He rippled with fury. What right had he to be angry? What right did he have to break down her door when she said she didn't want to see him anymore?

"I saw Seth today after patrol." He starts after taking a calming breath.

Leah wondered if Jake cornered her poor little brother. Although he could protect himself if need be it still wasn't fair. Seth always gave into what Jake asked of him. Stupid teen idolization.

"How'd that go?" Leah narrows her eyes at him.

"He told me that you're planning on leaving." He snarls.

"You mean you commanded him to tell you." Leah crosses her arms under her breast. She dared Jake with her eyes for him to lie to her.

"Maybe…" he looks down feeling guilty. "But is it true?" he looks back up at her and she can see the pain in his eyes but she wouldn't let it get to her.

She just couldn't.

"Yup it's for the best Black." Leah gathered up every little bit of anger inside of her and made sure to throw it his way.

"You told me you wouldn't." he grimaces as if she had punched him in the face.

She shrugs. "I guess I changed my mind I'm tired of protecting the leeches and the pale clutz known as the leech lover."

He marches the five steps across the floor and towered over her. "I won't let you go."

"It's not up to you." She stands up if only to have a little bit better height advantage.

"Oh, we'll see about that!" he huffs.

"You don't own me Black. You can't keep me here against my will I've done my job let me go."

He is so irate that he longs to lash out, and if she hadn't known him better, she might have worried he'd hit her. She would love to see him try that.

"How could you do this me?" he demanded.

"To you!" Her temper ignited, and she closed her eyes to simmer some of the anger down. "You have the balls to ask how could I do this to you?"

"You're everything to me." He grabbed her arms and shook her for a second. "You're , my life, my soul, my… my…"

"Don't you dare lie to me." She shoved him back a bit if only to allow her the space she needed to not melt into his body. "Don't you dare fucking stand there and lie to me."

At her assessment his mouth falls open. "You're my entire world." He takes the step back toward her.

Leah wants to frown choosing instead to laugh out loud. "I'm to you what you were to Bella."

"Is that what you really think?"

"It's what I know."

"That's a lie Clearwater if I ever did hear one. After all we we've shared, how could you want to leave?" He gestured to her pretty much empty room. "You weren't even planning on saying goodbye to me or the pack."

"That doesn't matter. You got who you truly wanted in the end." she shook her head; she would not start crying again. "I won't watch you give her everything you promised me. You can't make me. I swear I would kill you first." she growled out, closing her eyes to fight the tremors coming along.

"She has nothing to do with us."

"Are you insane? She has everything to do with us! She always has." Leah scowled.

He touches her mark tenderly and it takes everything in her not to lean into his hand. "I love you."

"You don't know the meaning of those three words." she squints at him backing away from his touch.

"Will you stop being difficult for once?" He groans when she shakes her head no. "I want you... it's always been you. Don't push me away please babe." he moves closer to her pulling her into his warm body even though she wants to pull away.

"You broke my door." she mumbles into his chest as his hands snake around her waist to the small of her back.

"You almost broke my heart. I think its a fair trade." he chuckles tugging on her ponytail so that she would look up at him. "You aren't leaving me Clearwater." his deep voice takes on a hint of Alpha tone but she knows it isn't a command. "You remember what my dad said."

She finally looks up at him knowing she won't be able to move not with him embracing her like this. He leans down to kiss her mark gently before leaving a fire trail up her neck towards her lips.

"Yeah but what he said wasn't apart of our agreement." she says as he gives her a Eskimo kiss.

"Fuck agreements." he says gruffly lifting her off from the floor. " You. are. mine." he says against her lips in between each kiss. "We never followed the rules anyway why should we start now?"

Ehhh you're probably like "Another new story that I don't understand? What's wrong with this girl?"

And my answer to that is... I have absolutely no idea.

But I was in a crappy mood so this came up and I felt a bit better...

The next chapter starts at Day one and it will continue from there & things will definitely be explained... Like when does it take place and stuff. I just wanted to leave the mystery in it for now.

Review & tell me what you think! :)