The idea was in my head and I just couldn't keep it in there, so I lust wrote it even though it will be short.

I hope you like it anyway.

So here goes Chapter 1

Chapter one:

Alice skipped to her position as pitcher. "C'mon I can't wait," she whined

A small tingling feeling started to creep up my spine.

Oh god! Not now, please wait until the game is finished!

I didn't tell Edward about my issues yet. I don't now I should tell him, but now isn't the best time. The tingling started hardening into pain.

"Are you ready for some ball?" Edward asked, his emerlad green eyes eager, bright.

I tried to sound appropriately enthusiastic to hide my pain. "Go team!"

"Shall we go down?" Esme asked in her soft, melodic voice

I braced my pain and asked curiously "you don't play with them?"

Edward whispered in my ear "She thinks we cheat"

She glared back at him "I know you cheat"

We were at a small clearing deep into the forest beside the Cullen's house. They used the clearing as a baseball field. The weather was nice today so they said they would play. Edward told me it'll be fun, so I came.

I wrapped my arms around myself and clutched me body. I bit on my lower lip so I won't scream. The pain turned into agony and I started gasping for air.

Edward was beside me and asked anxiously "Bella?"

I gasped for more air.

More anxious "Bella, answer me?"

"Edward, sorry but please take me to your house and get my med box from my home? Don't let Charlie know, just do as I say and I'll tell you later?" I gasped for more air as I was swept into warm arms and I was moving to the car, I guess.

I kept my eyes closed and braced my self again. It will pass, don't loose your grip. It will pass.

I was placed on a soft object and I heard a soft engine start. I closed my eyes and waited as the car started moving. We stopped once and I heard murmurs like "Bella told me to get her something" Alice! The engine started again and after a while it stopped. I was carried and placed on something soft. Maybe a couch.

I heard Edward's worried whisper again, "Bella?"

I opened my eyes to find my box in his hand and a glass of water in his other hand. Alice was standing behind him.

"Get the Cyclotron (Not really a med my imagination), 2 pills" was all I managed to say

He gave me the pills and the water. I abruptly swallowed it.

"Is there anything I can do?" He asked pained.

"Just…hold me" I gasped

He held me close and I fisted my hand in his shirt, bracing my self from the pain. He never stopped rubbing my back or humming my lullaby.

We stayed that way for an hour, I guess. Finally the pain was gone and all I could think of right now was how to tell Edward. I regretted that I never told him when Charlie instructed me to

Flashback:

"I'm dating Edward Cullen" I said to Charlie at dinner.

"Thought you said you didn't like any of kids in town" he said

"Edward doesn't live in town, technically."

"Hmm, A Cullen, Which one?"

"He has bronze brown hair & green eyes."

"He's too old for you, isn't he?"

"No he's a junior, I'm a junior."

"Do you like him, Bella?"

"Yes, more than what you think."

"You now you have to tell him"

"I will, just not now"

"But you will tell him eventually."

"I promise"

"Even though, I think you should tell him now, & I now it's the most rightful thing to do, it's your choice, Bella?"

"Thanks, dad"

End Flashback

I pulled back and looked into Edward's worried green eyes.

"Edward, there's something I have to tell you?"

"Yes, love"

"I'll go out." Alice said as she turned to leave.

"Wait! You have to know too!" I took short breath and said "I… I just don't know how to say it" I said as I shifted my gaze to the ground.

He put his finger under my chin and lifted my face to face his. His green eyes were burning into mine. "You know you can tell me anything Bella, right?"

"I know it's just I don't know how." I said as my voice cracked and I broke into sobs.

"Shush, Bella don't cry. Please don't cry" He said as he pulled me into a hug and started moving back and forth quickly to soothe me.

"It will be hard for you to know that…Oh Edward." I said as I sobbed loudly.

"No need for you to tell me, just stop crying" he said, his voice agonized.

"I have to tell you Edward, I should've told you before, it's my fault" I said as I pulled away and inhaled a deep breath to calm myself.

"Edward, Alice," I took another deep breath and gazed into their different shades of green in their eyes and said "I'm…

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