Three Oneshot Challenge Chapter 1: Not Ready To Make Nice, a het huis anubis/house of anubis fanfic

Author's Note- my first one shot for allyouneedislove's challenge song is 'not ready to make nice' by the dixie chicks. keep in mind this is in the beginning when amber and mick first broke up and he started dating mara like the very beginning. anything thats written. like this. with these random. end points. is meant to be read a little faster because their thoughts that come like really quickly (picture me snapping as i say this) here we go

Disclaimer: i dont own hoa or the song

Amber's POV

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

I want to forgive him. And her. And part of me does you know? But then there's the forget. I won't. I can't. I can't forget my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend. I can't forget he broke my heart. People are always saying 'Time will heal it all Amber just forgive and forget'. Nina tells me that all the time. I think she's wrong though. Cuz it's been 4 months and im still waiting for the pain to go away.

I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying

I'm done doubting their relationship. Thinking they'll end and he'll come back to me. I'm done trying to find the kinks in their relationship. Done paying for our breakup every night when I toss and turn wondering what I did wrong. Or what I could've done better. Or what SHE did or has that I didn't. And still don't. Screw that.

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know Nina wants me to get over it. I know she thinks I'm over exaggerating everything. But I'm not ready to make nice. I'm not ready to stop fighting back. He hurt me and I'm pissed. It's too late for him to fix this. Too late for us to be mates and hang out and talk and get along. And even if it wasnt too late I wouldn't go back and befriend him. Even though it's what right I'm too angry to try without saying something I'll regret.

I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I know you told me 'God Amber can't you get over it!' I can't though. You flipped me upside down. Turned me inside out. And then it stopped when you left. But in a way I'm glad it did. You were too much sometimes. Constantly running and excercising and telling me I couldn't do any of this because I was to weak or too girly and putting me down and HURTING ME!

Mick's POV

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I chose who I wanted to and I don't regret it. She's better for me than Amber. Amber was always so judgemental and always tried to control. She pushed me away and I think she started falling for Fabian. She's always with him and Nina's there too but sometimes you can never tell with Amber. Her mom always liked Fabian better. She never really was a kind woman - at least not to me. I just don't get how my words 'Were better off mates then dates' Can affect a girl so much that she writes me this letter. And she tells me how much I hurt her. And how she'll never forgive me. Did I hurt her so bad?

I won't leave my girlfriend. I don't care what Amber says. I'm not ready to be her friend either. Nor am I ready to do what she thinks I should do. I am Mick and I don't let people tell me what to do. Right?

Mara's POV

She's such a judgemental bitch! Amber I mean not Nina or Patricia or Joy. She got mad when I had a crush on Mick, But came to me with her problems with him. I started dating him and she threw herself into a 'Secret Depression' as Nina called it. Not only is Amber judgemental shes also a drama queen. I'm not ready to make nice with her. I don't think I ever will be. Even if everyone wants me to.

What it is you think I should

Even if it's what everyone thinks I should do.

Amber's POV

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

Forgiveness awesome option. Forgetting not so much. People tell me time heals everything. If thats true why am I still waiting?

author's note continued- done it only took me two days! since its taking me so long to get to the computer i may not be able to update haunted. so tht suxs. follow me on twitter angela1997taa or just search in Angela Rose oh tell me in a review if you guys want me to post the songs i use on my profile. k thts it i guess.