CH 1.
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! Ugh. 6 o'clock already. Fuck my life. I untangled myself from my way to comfortable covers and just about crawled my way into the shower. The hot water from the shower woke me up a little more. I definitely need to do something about my sleeping habits. There almost nonexistent. I get at most three hours of sleep a night four on a good night. I try not to sleep though because when I do I dream and that's something I try my hardest to stay away from lately. After the water started getting cold I got dressed for my first day of school. Most people would dress up but I'm not most people and I could care less what the fuckers at this new school thought about me. Especially not in this town I just moved to, Forks a little town in Washington with all of 3 people living in it. The chances of meeting anyone worth dressing up for here are so small I'd bet my left leg there's nobody interesting enough for me to impress here. Another downside of this town having so little people in it is that everyone and there mothers will know I'm new and want to know every little thing about me considering nothing important ever happens here. So I decided to wear a pair of skinny jeans a fitted gray sweat shirt and my red vans to match the hood of my sweatshirt. What? Just because I don't care doesn't me I don't match my shit.
After I blow-dried my hair straight I left my bangs out I put it into a ponytail. My grandmother took me out for a day of pampering the other day and I got a new hair cut. She thinks it looks to edgy with all the layers and me already having my lip pierced but its my style and I like it. Its not like I look like some freak its just cute to me. After getting ready I headed downstairs and decided on a pop tart for breakfast because lets get real, there the shit. Nobody but me was here so I locked all the doors back up and climbed into my baby after looking it over to make sure she was in the perfect condition she's always in. I cherished this car, I saved every penny I had to get it. it's a white 2004 Mitsubishi Lancer evolution 8 and she's the sexiest car ever. Sadly she's going to stand out like a sore thumb in this town.
I plugged my Ipod in and switched it to my Taking Back Sunday playlist turned it as loud as I could and started off to the school. Just when Cute Without and E starting playing I pulled into the lot and took a look around. Just as I thought my car was one of the few shiny looking cars. I was probably a little early since there weren't many cars here yet so I decided to park in the back corner of the lot and listen to the rest of the song. I didn't really want to do much thinking about the day ahead of me so I just closed my eyes and got lost in the music if only for a little while. When the song ended I decided I couldn't put off the inevitable any longer so I grabbed my bag and got out.
Shit. Of course everyone was looking at me. Great. Whatever its not like I've never had to put up with it before I slung my bag over my shoulders and started walking. That is until some asshole decides to whip into the spot next to me and just about run my feet over. If he wasn't such a dick I'd be drooling over his car right now. A fucking midnight blue Aston Martin Vanquish , well at least my car isn't the only nice thing in the lot anymore. So after I picked my jaw up off the ground from this ridiculously sexy car I started walking towards the school building. Then I remembered my Ipod was still in the car so I went back to go get it. I was just closing my door when I heard a low whistle coming from the car next to me. I turned around to tell whoever it was being an ass off and almost fell on the ground from the shock. Who is that!
Whoa. I don't think I've ever seen a guy that… that pretty?… No that didn't even begin to cover this dude. He was fucking gorgeous. He had a nice build not to big but definitely not scrawny, his hair was the weirdest shade of color I've ever seen. It was almost like coppery bronzish if that's even possible. And it looked like he just came from having a wild night in the sack standing out in all different ways. But the best part was his face! He had the greenest eyes I've ever seen and they were so intense and deep I felt like he was staring into my sole and crazy shit like that. Ugh and he had the most fuckawesome lips ever they were plump and pink and just ungg. All the smartass words I was ready to say to him just flew out the window. Well fuck. I'm not going look like an ass in front of him who cares that he's hot he definitely doesn't have the right to be a huge flaming douche bag.
So instead of looking like an idiot I spoke up "I'm sorry, did u just whistle at me?" I said that a bit harsh but what the fuck I'm not a dog. I hate when people whistle at people.
"No, I was whistling at your car sweets but your not to bad yourself" he said and did this weird half smile thing as he proceeded to eye me up and down slowly. Wow that's uncomfortable. And sweets? Who the fuck was this guy? and then he winked! Was he being serious right now? Did he think that was a good pickup line or some shit?
"I'm sorry, your are?" I wanted to at least know the name of this guy who had the nerve to be so blunt with me.
"Edward Cullen" he stuck his hand out for me to shake it and even though I kind of wanted to punch him I took his hand because that was the decent thing to do, even if I'm the only decent one here right now. "and you are?"
"Bella, uhm Bella Swan" why was I nervous? Oh god I needed to get away from this boy he's making me feel crazy.
"oh yah the new girl. " I grimaced at that. "do u need help finding your way around?"
I'm sure with the way he looked he definitely knew his way around. I didn't want anyone's help but I did need to find the main office before homeroom. so… "yah that'd be great, thanks."
So I followed Edward Cullen into school and to the main office where a lady Ms. Cope was sitting behind a desk. It seemed I wasn't the only one who thought Edward was gorgeous because even her, this fifty something year old woman was in fact eye-fucking him. I don't even think he noticed, and if he did he did a good job at hiding it. That would have made me uncomfortable as fuck.
After ms. Cope peeled her eyes away from him she found my paperwork and gave me my schedule and map of the school. Great. My first class was English with Ms. Mack then history with Mr. Gregg then Spanish with Mrs. Sullivan then biology with Mr. banner. Lunch and then gym with coach Egan. Today was going to be a long day. When we walked out into the hall I turned to Edward because this question needed to be asked.
"So does she always eye-fuck the shit out of you or was that just today?" he looked at me like I had two heads and then just laughed like I told the worlds funniest joke. I'm pretty sure everyone in this town was slightly crazy at this point.
"Wow swan you got a mouth on you huh?" he threw his arm over my shoulder and just walked me through the hallway "yah she does it all the time but I don't complain because I can get anything I want from her." what was with him. Did he not know the rules of personal boundaries. I slid from under his arm ready to make my hasty escape and then looked up. Why was everyone looking at me? I looked down to make sure I remembered my pants or something because Christ! everyone was staring at me today. I started to fidget under everyone's intense gazes. Then some blonde bimbo looking girl who looked like she wanted to rip my eyes out and force feed them to me walked right up to me and Edward who were stopped at my locker by now and just about ripped him away like a toy.
"Edward why weren't you waiting at your car for me this morning and who is this?" the sound of her voice was like cats in a fight. She wasn't ugly but she wasn't gorgeous which you could tell by the way she carried herself she certainly thought she was. I just kind of sat back and smiled waiting for the fun. I don't really enjoy confrontation but seeing this cocky Edward look somewhat unsettled was sort of funny.
"Tanya I told you last weekend was a mistake please stop your embarrassing yourself." ouch.. I didn't even know her and I pitied her right now. "And this is Bella Swan she's new here." will everyone quit it with the new shit. Please.
"Well Edward what are you doing over here with her I'm sure she's smart enough to open a locker herself?" Bitch. That was the only word that ran through my mind. She's reminds me of those clingy girls who can't take no for an answer which is probably exactly what she is. Even Edward looks a bit aggravated. Oh his name does funny things to me. I have to stop now I'm becoming just as crazy as everyone else in this town.
"What I do is none of your business Tanya , go away" right now I really wanted to get away from these insane people because they have me feeling so on edge and that's just not needed considering I'm already nervous as fuck when I'm trying my hardest to remain non-fuckin-chalant. I mean fuck! Why are they fighting about something that's clearly fucking private right in front of me and my innocent goddamn locker when all I'm trying to do is get my shit put away and my notebook out to take to class! So while they continued to argue I did what I had to do and took off like a bat out of hell the opposite way. Phewww crisis averted. Well at least by me, I could still hear them yelling from down the hallway and there only getting louder. Whatever their not my problem. I took a breathe of relief for the first time today.
"Swan, where are you going?" fuck Edwards following. Uhh quick think fast. Ah hah ! Girls room, there's no way he can get to me in there. I'm fucking genius. I just about jumped into the girls room to escape the apparently popular and very stubborn Edward Cullen. Hah! doesn't he know that when someone walks away that means there done talking to you or whatever your not supposed to fucking follow them. I pulled my schedule out of my bag along with my map and tried to memorize that shit because I wasn't trying to look like a douche pulling it out all day. It didn't help that only 3 of my classes were close to each other but at least my first ones close to the bathroom. I held onto the door handle of the bathroom ready to psyche myself up before I left and fed myself to the dogs so to speak and then realized what the fuck I was touching and how gross that shit was and let go. So with my hand by my side this time I gave my self a pretty damn good pep talk if I do say so myself. It went something like this " Kay Bella don't be to much of a bitch to the nice ones, be a huge bitch to the fucked up ones, and avoid Edward Cullen and that Tory Tasha Tanya bitch all together. With that in mind I made my exit out of the bathroom and gave myself a pat on the fucking back because Cullen was nowhere in sight. If I had a happy dance right now I'd bust it out. I'm pretty sure I'm going to need a list of all the shit I have to do later. Adding create a happy fucking dance to the bottom.
I made my way to the first class of the day. English with Ms. Mack. I briefly wondered if she got a lot of shit for that name, and if her first name was Mary because yes I'm a child like that. When I walked into the classroom there weren't many students there yet so I gave the teacher my slip and headed to the extreme back of the room, because lets be honest I'm to cool to sit in the front. Ha-ha not really I just don't like when people look at me and it's a hell of a lot harder to do that when your in the back of everyone else. Students started filing in and yes they all looked at the new girl in the back. Christ! you'd think they never seen a new face around here. So I just averted all there gazes and let them get there peeks in because this was the only chance they would get. But when the chair right next to me squealed against the floor I look up to find this girl about four foot nothing with short black hair in like a spiky bob sitting down. I wanted to make a mad face and be a child and demand I get to sit alone but then I looked around and noticed all the seats were occupied.
Taking another look back at the little thing sitting next to me I realized what she was wearing. She had on a black I am the Avalanche band t-shirt skinny jeans and black converse. I fucking approved considering that band was the absolute shit and I had the same shirt. I guess she could sit next to me then, I'd rather have her than one of those freaky Barbie clone looking chicks that were still staring at me.
However one dirty look from me turned there heads for them pretty quickly. I still got it I thought to myself with a smirk. Then I heard a snort from next to me and turned to see the tiny girl looking at me with amusement. I quirked an eyebrow in her direction because I'm pretty sure I didn't do anything funny and wondered if this girl who I almost considered becoming friends with was also on the crazy wagon.
"sorry I just like the way your handled the stares from the freaks up front, I'm Alice by the way" she whispered since Ms. Mack the 106 year old looking teacher started her lesson already even though I'm pretty sure she wouldn't be able to hear us if we were screaming in her face.
I smiled back because she seemed nice and I didn't want her to think I was mad at her for laughing I probably looked pretty funny doing that "thanks. I'm Bella , notorious new girl I'm sure u heard all about" I rolled my eyes at that last part because the new girl shit still pissed me off, but it was a playful eye roll because Alice was cool to my standards.
She smiled back "yeah you have been brought up lately but don't worry it wont last long I was new here last year and they got over it pretty quickly probably less quick than most because the way I look and the music I listen to." I liked Alice right then and decided we could be friends because I have a feeling she knows exactly what I'm going through.
"Well for the record" I told her with a brilliant smile of my own "I own the shirt your wearing and happen to think of there music as some of the best. Along with my favorite band Taking Back Sunday of course" and then her smile got so big I thought her face was going to rip. I'm pretty sure she even started bouncing in her seat a little.
"oh Bella I think we're going to be great friends. You'll fit in great with the rest of the gang to." I tried to smile a real smile because if were being honest with ourselves and we seem to be doing a lot of that lately its not very common at all for me to make friends, but the idea of meeting a whole group of people at a time made me pretty nervous. Which I'm sure Alice picked up on because she assured me that there were only five people and they were all really great. "Hey Bella this is my number so u have it. I get bored in class and like to text and I'd love to talk to you some more." and with that she threw a note in my direction and made me feel like a fifth grader again. But I didn't mind in the least. I very stealthily took out my phone and programmed her number into it then sent her a text so she has mine then I put an I am the avalanche picture up for when she texted me along with her name to know it was her. Soon after that the bell rang for next class and Alice met me at the door. I kind of liked having her around she was so full of the energy I seems to lack and I felt a lot better in her presence. We talked about ourselves all the way to my next class where we sadly had to part.
This class was history with Mr. Gregg and this time there were already a lot of students here. The only open seat was next to some blonde kid who had his head down on the desk and appeared to be sleeping. I don't think the teacher noticed though so he was good. Did the teachers even care what we did at this place. From what I've seen so far I'm guessing not.
I gave my slip to the teacher and he asked if I wanted to introduce myself. Hah! Yeah fucking right. Is he kidding me? Who asks that. Well I politely declined with "uhm not at all." to which he laughed at and shrugged his shoulders. I'm pretty sure he's going to be an easy going teacher. So with that I made my way to the middle of the room next to sleepy and tried but failed miserable to avoid anyone's gazes. After I got settled in my seat Mr. Gregg started the lesson and I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I dug it out and looked at the screen to see Alice's name with the awesome picture I picked out for her and smiled to myself before I opened the text.
How's Greggs class? -A
Was it wrong to be this excited to have a friend. Probably. Did I care? Fuck no. it's been awhile.
Boring as fuck I already know all this stuff. Are all the classes this easy?-B
She replied faster than should have been possible which made me smile because this girl had to be on something to be this hyper this early in the morning.
Yeah its all easy like that. I learned that last year. Anyone interesting in this class at least? -A
I took a look around before I answered because I haven't even surveyed the area yet. But was once again disappointed and even more self conscious because there was no one here interesting and they were all staring still.
Nah not really just a bunch of people with staring problems. ;] and one boy who isn't even awake. Lol- B
It took all of 4 seconds for her to write back this time. I took another look around before I answered to make sure the teacher wasn't looking and noticed that sleepy was awake and staring at me. Wow! I was not ready for such a pretty face to be connected to his sleepy form. What was with the boys in this town being gorgeous , its certainly not all of them because I've seen ugly ones in this very classroom but him! He was more a surfer looking dude I'd expect to see in California or something with his shaggy blonde hair and bright blue eyes, the way he dressed you could tell he really didn't give a fuck either. He had on a worn out rolling stones t-shirt on and distressed jeans. Even with his grungy look you could tell he was clean, and he just looked all together bored here. Just like me. Then I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket again and looked down again there were two texts one from Alice and one from an unknown number. that's odd. I checked the one from Alice first.
Oh that might be jazzy [: he's my boyfriend and he's in that class now. He's not always tired but he had a late night last night. Oh and heads up my brother took my phone and got your number sorry /: he seen us talking and claims he knows you. Just ignore him.-A
I laughed because I could just picture little tiny Alice trying to wrestle her phone away from her brother. Its okay its not like her brothers a creep or anything and she didn't tell me. Well… she did tell me to just ignore him. How would he know me though? Whatever. I opened the next text message.
Hey swan what's crackin?-E
You have got to be kidding me… there's only one person that has ever called me swan. And the E he signed at the end of the text confirms that Alice's brother is indeed Edward Cullen. Well shit. What do I say now? I couldn't very well ask who it was because I'm pretty sure he would see through that lie and I'm not a great liar anyways. Even through a text message.
Are you stalking me-B
That should do it. Now before I forget about Alice..
Don't worry its fine about your brother I did meet him earlier this morning. He just cant get enough of me it seems. And is your boyfriend wearing a rolling stones shirt today? Blonde hair and blue eyes?-B
I looked up and realized we had only fifteen minutes left of class. Insert non-existent happy dance here*. I really need a fucking happy dance and soon. I gathered up my things because I hate having to rush at the end of class. My phone vibrated again and I was not going to admit I was a little nervous for who it was this time. Luckily it was just Alice.
Yep that's him alright [: Kay thanks for not being mad about Edward. And ill meet you outside of your classroom at the bell. -A
Thank god for Alice because I had no clue where my Spanish class was.
Thanks because I'm going to need help finding my next class [; -B
I put my phone away and waited for the bell to ring. Once it did I bolted to the door like my ass was on fire. I was so ready for the day to be over. Unfortunately someone had other plans. Before I could get out of the room some boy pulled me to the side and right when I was getting ready to knee him in the balls for putting his grubby fucking hands on me he introduced himself.
"Hi I'm Mike Newton, Quarter back for the football team" he said this all with the most sickly looking smile I had ever seen and it took everything in me to not laugh my ass off at this boy. He would have been better off saying 'Hi I'm Mike Newton Fork highs official IT boy and I think I'm awesome so you should want to talk to me.' As fucking if. This Newton boy was just not someone I would waste my time on. And the sad thing is he could probably be a pretty cool guy if his head wasn't so far up his own ass his goddamn voice echoed.
"Well mike, I'm Bella and if u ever put your hands on me again without my permission you wont have any." I said with the best smile I could muster because lets face it I didn't want to be a bitch but he was pissing me off. Then I walked away. Jesus what was with the boys in this town. I met Alice in the hallway and she officially introduced me to 'jazzy' whose real name I learned was jasper hale and he was in the group of friends Alice was talking about earlier. He was actually really cool and walked with Alice and I to my Spanish class.
This class I found a seat in the back and was immediately sorry about it. Some girl next to me who's name was like Jessica or something like that just wouldn't stop talking to me. I'm pretty sure all I said was 'hi I'm Bella' and it was like I pressed the fucking on button because she just kept talking and talking and talking. Like the fucking energizer bunny or some shit. So in Spanish I added another task to my list of things to do. Avoid ever sitting next to Jessica again. This class was also easy as fuck. Were all the classes in this place beginner or some shit? I have a feeling I won't be learning anything new this year. Instead of paying attention in this class I pretended to listen to Jessica blab on about this place like it was interesting and I drew in my notebook to pass the time while also wondering to myself where this chicks off switch was located.
When this bell rang I wanted to personally thank the school bell and once again wondered if this town was making me in fact crazy. My next class was biology with Mr. Banner and I hope for some entertainment in that class. I found it rather easy because it wasn't far from my last class and went to talk to the teacher and give him my slip he filled me in on what they had been working on since I was coming in the middle of the year. He also told me he read my transcripts and said I would have an easy time in this class. Great. Another boring class. Jesus fuck I need to find something fun to do in this town. After he was done I turned to find that just about everyone seat was filled. There was one seat open at a table in the beck that I made my way over to. When I got there I debating sitting on the floor because on the other side of my lab table was.. You got it. A very happy look Cullen.
"sup swan. Did u miss me?" like a headache. I tried to smile but was not in the mood so I'm sure it came out as more of a sneer.
"Your are stalking me aren't you?" I questioned only half joking because come the fuck on people seriously he's everywhere. "and no Cullen I cant say I missed you since its been about an hour and a half since I last fucking saw you." even if it had been weeks I still wouldn't have missed him. It looked like my plan to avoid him was shot to shit anyways so I guess I had to be civil, considering he has a kickass awesome sister who actually wants to be my friend. I look over to him to see if I hurt his feelings because he's being really quiet and from the time I met him he hasn't shut the fuck up, but when I look he's eyeing the shit out of me. I look at him like he's crazy because he's still just staring, and normal people look away when they get caught looking but I'm beginning to realize this kids anything but normal. When that didn't work I cleared my throat and just quirked an eye brow at him. That seemed to knock him out of whatever parallel universe he just drifted off to because the cocky smile was back. It sucked that he was so arrogant because he was really beautiful but as soon as his mouth opened it was ruined.
"Wow you have such a way with words Bella, you know just what to say to make me feel special" he said with very heavy but playful sarcasm. I guess he wasn't so bad if he could take my shit and give it right back. I just smiled I was being a total bitch and he was taking it like a champ. He's still not cool yet, but he's a little closer to being cool. Now that I thought about him being cool I decided to check out what he was wearing since I had yet to do so. He was wearing a gray v neck t-shirt with fitted jeans that weren't too tight and gray vans. Well holy shit on a goddamn stick maybe he was cooler than I thought. It was weird for me to find this many people with the same style as me and I already found two of them. Today might be my lucky fucking day.
"thanks I try" then I remembered something "oh so what's with your friend Tina or whatever the fuck her name is?" honestly it was bugging the shit out of me that she was so hostile towards me for no apparent reason. I mean it was my first fucking day and I have yet to say any words to her never mind something to make her not like me. But from the look she gave me earlier was definitely not a friendly look.
"oh she's just some girl don't worry about her, why do you ask?" he asked that last part a little suggestive and I almost laughed in his face.
"I don't care who she is to you ass, but she didn't look like she liked me very much. Not that I care because I definitely wouldn't choose to be her friend, its just pointless for her to not like me." I tried to describe what I was thinking but I'm not really good with words I guess you could say. What the fuck ever at least he got that.
"oh she probably doesn't like you because she seen us together but she'll get over it, I'm not her property and were going to be together a lot anyways." what the hell? When did he decide I was going to be around him? This boy makes me laugh.
"who says we are going to be together a lot?" I might have said that a little to defensively because he looked at me in amusement before answering.
"well, your friends with Alice who is my sister and one of my best friends so its going to be natural to be around you a lot to." he finished with a smile and a wink in my direction. Did that sound like he's been thinking of that idea before or was that just me loosing a few more marbles. fuck. This boy was seriously fucking with me. Hardcore.
"yeah I guess your right. So tell me about this school the only stuff I've heard so far about it is from that god awful Jessica girl, Christ she's like the cat in the hat on speed that one." that made him chuckle so I'm guessing he's been subjected to her motor mouth before.
"yeah that's Stanley for you. She's highly annoying and will talk for hours about absolutely nothing if you let her. She's also like forks town crier so don't tell her shit." Pffft wasn't planning on it. " she's really good friends with Tanya the girl from earlier, they have there own little posse or some shit because there always causing some kind of drama together. Just stay far away from them." I looked around the room to see if any of the current people in discussion were present and caught a glance of the famous Mikey Newton himself glaring in Cullen's direction. I smiled because shit he was really hating on him for talking to me like I was his or some shit.
Edward must have seen my smile and mistaken its meaning because the next thing I know he snorted and said "figures you'd be crushing on Newton already" I was torn between gagging, punching Cullen's face in, and laughing out fucking loud because that shit was A. hilarious for him to even think B. disgusting as fuck and C. why would that shit matter to him?.
"uhm yeah fucking right Cullen. I'm smiling because Newton's pissed I'm talking to you when just last class I was this close to causing him bodily fucking harm for putting his hands on me." I said and made a little gesture with my thumb and index finger to show him just how close to death Newton came.
Whatever I said made him feel a lot better because the unexplainable mad look he had faded. but then he gave me a look somewhere between murderous and incredulous and once again I worried about his sanity. "what do u mean he put his hands on you?" whoa that was unexpected. what was with everyone and there possessiveness I mean really ever heard of an inde -fucking-pendant woman! apparently not.
" Wow take a fucking chill pill Cullen he grabbed me and pulled me aside to introduced himself. I obviously fucking handled that shit. "I said but then added " and what if I did have a crush on Newton ?" the look he gave me made me add " well of course I don't but if I fucking wanted to I would."
He looked a lot more relaxed but his eyebrows were still fucking knitted together like he was thinking way to hard about some shit. I wanted to run my hand over it and smooth them out. but instead of looking like a huge freak I kept my hands to myself.
"I thought u meant he tried to hurt you or something sorry for caring" well fuck. now I felt bad. time for the hard part that I hate.
" I'm.. I'm sorry. I guess I'm just not used to people caring that's all. he didn't hurt me don't worry." I just sort of looked at him and stared into his eyes trying to find out what he's thinking and fuck! I think we just had a moment. Why was that so easy with him. I hate apologizing but it made me feel like absolute shit when he made that little sad face. I'm so fucked.
"its okay," he said and I thought he was finished until he added "and I thought u liked Newton because just about every girl here does and I got upset because I thought u were different. which your still proving to be by the way." he finished with that goddamn crooked grin that made me melt and a little rib jab with his elbow.
I let it slide because I was just a bitch to him. plus the melting feeling wasn't even so bad anymore. I'm getting sort of used of it. I probably should be worried about feeling so comfortable around him but I couldn't find it in me to fucking care right now.
A few minutes later the ball rang and I was equal parts relieved and sad. sad because Edward wasn't so bad when he wasn't being a dick and relieved because its lunch and I'm fucking starving.
Edward and I were on our way to lunch when Jessica Stanley came over and started talking like we were friends. where she got that crazy idea I don't fucking know.
"So Bella, I was thinking you could sit with me and my friends at lunch today?" fuck. how do I politely decline because honestly I would rather eat shit for lunch before subjecting myself to her and the saucy posse of forks high. luckily Cullen has a heart somewhere in that hot bod of his.
"Actually Bella already said she'd sit with me and my friends for lunch today sorry jess." he didn't look one bit sorry.
Maybe a little smug but sorry… no not at all she looked somewhat disappointed till she said "oh that's okay maybe tomorrow." I didn't get a chance to answer before she went to her table which is probably a good thing.
"Shit I'm going to have to get on her bad side. Why does she even want to be my fucking friend?" I wondered out loud
"Because your cool as fuck that's why. Don't worry you can sit with us all the time by the way." his answer shocked me because I wasn't expecting such a nice thing to come out of his mouth.
"Awe is my potty mouth rubbing off on you Cullen? and thanks for that by the way" I said pointing my thumb in Stanley's direction.
"no problem you'll just owe me. and that ain't the only thing of yours I want rubbed on me" I looked up into his face to make sure he was in his right mind right now and just to make sure I heard him right. he just smiled , winked and kept walking to the table like he didn't just say he wanted to.. rub. Things.. with me. well fuck that! I will not be one upped. When we got to the table Alice and Jasper were already there sitting with a big muscular dude with dark hair and dimples to die for and some blonde chick who look like she just walked out off the cover of a fucking magazine. Yep I'm pretty sure my self esteem just hit a new low. They dressed just about the same as the rest of the group all pretty alternative and laid back.
"Hey Bella" Alice was the first to speak up "this is the rest of them I was telling you about. this big guy here is Emmett and this is his girlfriend jaspers sister Rosalie."
"hey, I'm Bella" I said pretty lamely considering they already knew my name but I wanted to introduce myself. I stuck my hand out to Rosalie and she took it with a sweet smile.
Then I turned to Emmett a little intimidated by his size and stuck out my hand he wrapped his huge one all the way around mines which was tiny as fuck in his and pulled me into a huge bear hug. "So this is the famous Bella I've been hearing about all morning. What's good girlie." he said pulling back finally allowing me to breathe. I could only smile because fuck that was unexpected and everyone here pretty much acted like it was his normal behavior. which it probably was.
"Well guys it was really nice meeting you but I'm going to get my lunch I'm fucking starving" I said rubbing my stomach and turned to walk off and get my lunch before hearing Emmett.
"Wow, she even eats like a real person. I can tell she's awesome." what the fuck. I chuckled at him. Has he not seen many girls who eat ?
The lunch line at this school was confusing to say in the least. Where the fuck do I go! I thought I'd be able to just buy my food and eat it. Guess not there's like lines and shit.
"Need any help" why was that voice so familiar and why did it make my bones cringe. I turned around to see none other than Mike Newton. fucking hell! I was ready to seriously just eliminate this boy on my first day I mean honestly does he not catch fucking hints?
"No I'm good" I'll just starve today. whatever.
"You sure? you look a little confused" fuck you I'm not confused. I'm debating.
"Really Mike, I'm good "be nice. be nice. be nice he did this weird humph thing and stalked off. finally he's getting it.
Now time to get my food I thought humorlessly since I had no idea what to do. so I just walked up into the line got my food left a five with that lady and walked back to the table. I must have had a big accomplished smile on my face because the whole table was looking at me questioningly.
"what" I asked because fuck I was proud and they were killing it.
Emmett was the first to speak up "damn Bella, how much people are you feeding today." what? I don't get it.
"just me...why" I answered confused. was I missing something?
" because the only other person who's plate I've ever seen like that is Emmett" jasper answered with a smile oh aha I get it now.
"no I just like to eat." I said with a big smile because they weren't the first people to comment on my eating.
"how are you not huge right now?" Rosalie questioned laughing and looking at my stomach. I looked down and checked my small waste out shrugging my shoulders because fuck if I know.
Lunch was spent with us all joking around and me getting to know everyone. they all seemed like a pretty solid group of people and I'm glad that amongst all the fuckery and insanity that was in this place I managed to find a decent bunch of friends.