This chapter won't make sense if you haven't read 'Helpless', I recommend you read it, but the next and following chapters will make sense regardless if you've read helpless or not, but I recommend you should anyway.

There wasn't a day that passed during the whole 6 years of her separation from Brittany that Santana didn't cry herself to sleep, though over the years her big cries turned into small sobs. She had gotten better control of her tears, the 6 years of rejection and depression had taught her how to hide her feelings. She built up the walls she had once with Brittany and added some more. She swore to herself that she would always protect everyone that she ever cared for. She wouldn't let anyone suffer as much as herself, and her very best friend had. She swore to herself that she would figure out a way to keep everyone close to her. She had regrets and she couldn't take them back, so without Brittany she put all her love and dedication to the few things she loved, singing, dancing and her faint memory of Brittany.

There wasn't a month that passed the 6 years of Brittany's separation from Santana that she didn't think about her choices, and how different things could have been. But when things got out of hand, she swore to herself not to dwell on the past. Santana had taught her that, dwelling on the past makes you live in a world of fantasy and great depression. She never got over Santana, and the pain in her heart never dulled down. Brittany was offered a job as a professional dancer and she put all her dedication to that, she was a well-known dancer.

Brittany moved back to Lima a year ago, she lives on opposite sides of Santana, Brittany knew Santana wouldn't have the heart to move out of Lima. She never planned on going to see Santana because she thought it was selfish of her, to just turn up at her door still completely broken and in love. It was wrong. And anyway, she wasn't sure where Santana lived. They hadn't heard from each other ever since that text message Brittany sent Santana on Brittany's phone. Brittany was asked to write a book about how she landed her job and her childhood. She agreed, she thought it was a good way to get things out of her system.

Santana stayed in Jenna's house for the whole 6 years. She stayed in Lima because she never gave up hope that Brittany would come visit some day. She's been signed onto a recording studio and makes a living out of writing and singing songs. She's well known, but just like Brittany, wasn't like a big star. Both of them were thankful for that, because neither one wanted the other to think that they were doing well without the other, because honestly they weren't. They only stuck with their jobs because it was the only thing they could do.

Santana got her first other love interest after Brittany the same month and the same day Brittany started to write her book.

2 months later the book was published, and Santana was still with her lover. This person was the only one person she had got involved with ever since Brittany left. But no matter how hard she tried, she never fully let go of Brittany, they hadn't spoken to each other for 6 years but Santana's love for Brittany couldn't have grown more. Santana kept all memories of Brittany and she carried Brittany's phone and letter everywhere she went.

So this chapter was quite hard to write because I didn't know what to have and how much to give away. This story is going to be Brittany's book, this chapter was just, um you could say 'a catch up.' Next chapter will be Brittany's book, just to clear up confusion. Also, I'm sorry if this chapter is a bit confusing. I don't know if some of the things here are correct because I wrote this before I wrote the last few chapters, so I apologize. I want some feedback, what would you like Brittany's book to contain?