Chapter 1 The Thoughts

Tweek and I have been married for 2 years. I love him so much. Tweek and I own Tweek Bros. Tweek's parents gave him the shop once he graduated from high school and then they moved to Florida. I moved in with Tweek as soon as he told me about it. I was nervous to ask Tweek to marry me. So for his 24th birthday, I took him to a restaurant. I bought a ring with diamonds encrusted all around it. I was planning on proposing to him when we get the dessert. But Tweek had plans.

I excused myself during the middle of dinner to go to the bathroom and calm down. Expecting any answer he gives me, yes, no, I need to think, or a slap in the face. I was going to be prepared. As I was sweating bullets in the empty bathroom. Clyde walks in, "Oh hey Craig, how are you doing? I haven't seen you in a while." He sees my distressed face.

I grab the ring out of my pocket and tell him. "I am going to propose to Tweek in less than an hour!"

Clyde squeals like an anime schoolgirl and hugs me. "I didn't know you have the balls to do it. You'll be fine, Now go out there and be a man! I'll be watching."

I put the ring back in my pocket and leave the bathroom. I walk back to the table with confidence. We will stay together forever. He's my Tweek and I'm his Craig. I see him as I walk back to the table. He looks really bored as he plays with his favorite fidget spinner. It has pictures of us printed all over it. I gave it to him for his 16th birthday. I sit back down on the chair and grab his hand and hold it.

"So how are you doing, honey?" I ask him because I don't know what to talk about.

"I'm good, so are we going to have dessert?" He asks.

"Yeah, I'll tell the waitress it's your birthday." Our waitress comes to us. "How is everything? Do you want dessert." Oh my god, it is going to happen. "Well, the thing is, it is my boyfriend's birthday. What is the most special thing you have on the dessert menu?" I am screaming internally. The waitress sees through me, she knows. " We have a birthday sundae. Do you want that?" Okay, she doesn't know. "Yes, thank you." She leaves to get the sundae. "I love you, Craig." Tweek says. "I love you more Tweek."

The waitress arrives with the sundae. "Have a good day." As she leaves she winks at me. Okay, now she does know. I look at Tweek. I grab the ring from my pocket. "Tweek, there's been something I have wanted to ask you. I am scared to ask but I need to know." Tweek puts his hand on my free hand and squeezes it. "You can ask me anything Craig." I take a deep breath and look at his soft eyes. "Will you marry me?"

I hold the ring up. Tweek starts to turn red. "Really Craig, That was the same question I was going to ask when you left to go to the bathroom." The whole restaurant laughs as I put my ring on him and he put his ring on me. We kiss of course. I pay for the check and we leave. We start to walk home when I hear a familiar voice yelling behind us. I turn around and see Clyde walking towards us. "Tweek, the reason Craig went to the bathroom is because he was so nervous he almost peed his pants." Tweek and Clyde laugh as I give Clyde my famous middle finger at his face.

2 months later we got married. It wasn't anything too special. We invited the whole town and had the wedding at the church. Anyway, last month I was working in the coffee shop. Kyle and Bebe came in to grab drinks. Kyle ordered a Black Coffee, Bebe ordered a Cold Hot Chocolate, with caramel and mocha drizzle. Bebe is at least 5 or 6 months pregnant. Kyle and Bebe have been married for 3 years.

Kyle told me at the bar that they have been trying for a baby for 2 years and it was so difficult they were thinking about adoption. But they found out Bebe was pregnant and they were so happy. Kyle starts to talk to me.

"So Craig, Have you and Tweek talked about children?" Kyle puts his elbow onto the counter and puts his hand onto his cheek.

I spit out the coffee I was drinking. "WHAT?!...Umm…..Not really. I have just been waiting for Tweek to talk to me about it. I do want a child." I look away from Kyle and think a bit.

"Really? You should talk to Tweek about it. I know you guys would make great parents." Kyle says smiling brightly.

" I don't know, It would probably freak out Tweek." I say drinking more of my coffee.

Bebe starts to leave with her drink and Kyle leaves with her. I decide that I should probably talk to Tweek about it. Tweek went to bed early because he was tired. After twenty minutes of Facebook I go up to bed. I pass by the guest room.

I stop and stand by the door for a minute. I open it and walk inside. I close the door and turn on the light. It's a white room with a window, dresser, and a twin size bed in it. The floor is smooth wood with a fluffy round rug in the middle of it. It's smaller than our bedroom, but it is kinda spacious.

I sit on the bed and close my eyes. I imagine a pink room with a light pink bed in it. There is a blanket on it with rainbows and unicorns in the pattern. The dresser has a picture with me and Tweek on it with a child with black hair in a picture frame.

The floor has a fluffy round pink rug in the middle of it. There are random toys all over the room. I hear the door open. I turn my head to see a little girl with black hair in pigtails running over to me. "Daddy, I love you!" She goes to hug me but I open my eyes. Tweek is hugging me. "Craig, I love you."

I look at Tweek's tired face. "I...I'm sorry. I was just thinking." Tweek sits beside me on the bed. "What were you thinking about?"