Hey guys! (: I'm back.
So I watched the new degrassi tonight and the ending with Eli and Clare got to me. I just had to write. (:
Sorry that it is short!
I DO NOT own Degrassi!
I had been wrong.
The play draft laid in my hands; I had to find Eli. I looked through the rooms of the hallway, trying to find him. It was a need, and it would eat me up if I couldn't find him.
The drama room. He was there, working on the draft, writing side notes, and crossing them out over two times before he finally was happy wth it...
"Hey...I read your play." His eyes locked with mine. Those eyes...
"And?" Like I was bothering him.
His single word came out too fast, with a hint of deperation.
I was a little taken back but I wouldn't let it show.
"It's...it's beautiful." Eli licked his lips; cracked a smile.
"Yah, I made some changes." I couldn't stop thinking about the ending. I was baffled. The origional didn't end this way.
"You made clara the hero." Confusion was written all over my face. He ment to ruin me with the play. Supposed to make me feel the he felt? Turn the whole situation on me like I was the one who caused this mess?
His jaw was re-set, as to not let emotion show slip through,
"That's because she is the hero."
I tried to read his face. I didn't understand until it hit me- Eli broke through the darkness that he was lost in, fighting the demons that kept trying to cage him.
Relief washed through me. I could finally breathe again. The sound of my bag dropping was the only thing I could hear. Everything was silent.
Eli was coming back. My Eli, was setting his fears on fire.
The one I fell in love with quickly- who turned into a monster, suddenly had a flicker of light inside his soul. Those ebony-lined eyes had been brought to life with love, understanding; forgiveness.
It felt like time stopped. I was frozen in a place that I didn't want to leave from.
I couldn't turn away. The bridge between us seemed to be rebuilding faster then it took to destroy it. There was no denying it, I miss him. I'd lie awake some nights going through the best memories of our times. Even remembering that face of his. That croucked smile, those mysterious eyes, that dimple...
My heart led the way with my feet following behind. I made my way around the table, closing the everlong space and slight tension between us.
Eli's face changed; I was right infont of his sitting body. Up close, his face screamed exausted. Many nights must have been sleepless lately, trying to get the many drafts completed.
Wanting lips found his right cheek. A soft kiss lingered on his porcelain skin, Eli didn't move, though he closed his eyes when I pulled away.
"Thank you." My voice was barley a whisper. I hadn't realized I was crying until I went to pick up my bag and head out the door. I must not have noticed the bell ringing or the fact grade elevens were filling in.
I fled the room passed the girl that wanted so bad to show the world how "horrible" I was.
But Imogen lost. Mission failed.
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