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Gone,

My sanity

My humanity,

Me,

All gone.

Tell me ,

Is that a life,

Worth living?

Diseased,

Animalistic,

Gone.

The Flare is spreading,

Through my body,

Like a wildfire,

And I know,

That soon enough,

I will be gone.

And Tommy,

My poor, poor Tommy,

Is looking at me now,

With so much fear,

With so much worry.

I didn't chose this.

I didn't want it.

But I have to do it.

I have to.

"KILL ME!"

I yell,

My voice full with hysteria,

Can't he just understand?

I don't want to live a live,

If I have no one to protect,

No one to defend.

I know it will hurt at first,

But then I will be free,

With Chuck and Alby,

And everyon that we lost,

Everyone that they lost,

My brothers,

My family,

My friends.

Soon I will be one of them,

A free boy,

A lost boy,

As everything human starts to leave me,

I collect all the sanity

I have left

"Please, Tommy!"

Soon I'll be free,

"Please!"

A lost boy.

He pulls the trigger,

I hear a shot,

And then I see blood,

My body falls to the ground,

And I say goodbye to the world.

Goodbye Tommy. Goodbye.