(Dear Matt)
(For my Matty)
To Matt
I don't even know why the hell am I writing this to you. It's supposed to open your eyes, forever hidden under your goggles. Do you remember when we first met? At Wammy's? It rained and it was like hell, and you sat alone on staircase. You held a broken game in your hands and freaky stared at it. I saw that and slowly came near you. Some badass idiots broke it. You're favourite and your firs game. You didn't cry, cuz' you were the man, always brave. Then I went and beat the shit out of these morons, in a secound.
We started to hang out together every day. You were my only friend, and I was yours. I understood your gamer passions, you understood my strong emotions. Sometimes you act like a bitch, but it's okai, I have that days too .
You probably ask yourself what fuck is this. And no, I'm not drunk, and I'm not on drugs right now :/.
(I had to write this, and you should know how much do you mean to me)-
(I can't live with hidding this) - - -
Fuck It, I'll die soon. I'll confess this to you, Matt. You are my best friend, from like, 4ever. And not just that.
(I think you're attractive and great) - what shit?
Damn, why is it to hard to say „I love you" to another guy?
To my best friend. I hope you understand me. I hope you won't run away from me. I'm the same Mihael, my feelings didn't change me much.
AND I'M STILL GONNA BE MEAN TO YOU! AND ANNOYING!
I didn't become a girl!
Anyway, I feel that life is short, and damn it, Matt, I like you very much. I'll go now, and I don't know when I'll come back.
Hope you'll be there then, wauting for me.
(4ever yours)
(Love you)
Just your Mello