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Ever since this slip of a human girl entered my life, I have been in a living hell. I have been playing a charade with my family their entire existence. They think I'm this compassionate doctor, that abhors violence, staying late at the hospital, doing double and triple shifts. But I am getting ahead of this. So, let's go back to the beginning.
I am Carlisle Cullen, the son of an Anglican pastor. I was born sometime in 1640 in London, during a time of religious and political upheaval. My mother died giving birth to me. My father and other pastors led hunts for werewolves, witches, and vampires, claiming that they were attempting to rid the world of evil and sin.
Many a time, however, these groups would end up killing innocent citizens. As my father aged, I took over the raids. I was less at ease about killing as my father was, but I was intelligent enough to find a real coven of vampires inhabiting the sewers of London.
I led the hunt after them, and in the chaos that ensued, I was attacked and left bleeding in the street by a vampire. Knowing what my father would do, I hid in a potato cellar for my painful transformation, emerging three days later as a vampire.
I was repelled and horrified by what I had become, and tried various ways of killing myself, including starvation, drowning, and jumping off cliffs. Eventually, I was so desperate for blood that while I was hiding in a cave in a forest I attacked and fed on a herd of passing deer. I found that I could survive off animal blood and I considered this much more humane than drinking the blood of a human, thereby killing them.
I found new life in this fact and over the course of about two centuries could perfect my ability to resist the bloodlust caused by the scent of human blood. During these two centuries, I studied at night, becoming a "nighttime patron of the arts." Because of my meticulous studying, I became a brilliant doctor.
I was studying in Italy when I stumbled across the Volturi, the dominant vampire coven that was led by three vampires named Aro, Marcus, and Caius. They were much more educated and refined than those living in the sewers of London but still lived on human blood. While they attempted to convert me to my natural food source, their attempts were unsuccessful.[1] For the most part.
While the blood was very, very tempting. I was only able to abstain, because of other activities that took place in the Citadel. Sadism and Masochism. I loved it. relished in it. I never knew the erotic nature of it, until I came to Volterra. Marcus and Caius were masters of it.
You can't truly know how to administer pain unless you've felt it for yourself. Marcus and Caius were my teachers and guidance in these activities. I became submissive to Caius, to learn the art. And I enjoyed the roll. But my true joy was when I became the Sadist. The torturous lust would overwhelm me.
While Marcus and Caius like to play with their food, after their torture of the human male or female, they would drain them. I would keep them as my pets, sex slaves. The feeling of the warmth of a human body wrapped around my cock was pure heaven. That is until I came across Il Mia Cantante. I did not want her blood. I punished her because it called to me. I punished her so much so, that I beat her to death. Spilling her blood. I was horrified. I fled Volterra that day. After two decades. I fled to the New World. Again, studying medicine. Becoming a Doctor. I have committed again to helping people. Never to live that lifestyle again.
That is until a true masochist and submissive walked into my life by the name of Bella Swan.
[1] wiki/Carlisle_Cullen