Hey guys, so here is a Sydrian story, it's my first older type of one, it isn't that lemony, but there is a bit. This is a one shot over a couple of chapters and I will be updating every thirty minutes or so (shortest updates for me ever!) But only if I get reviews for each chapter.

Disclaimer - sadly all characters and that belong to amazing Richelle Mead and I will never ever ever get them.

I know this first chapter is short they do become longer but remeber it's really just a one shot broken down.

Review please, makes me feel like someone is reading it and it will make me post chapters faster and enjoy! Xx

'ADRIAN, WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER! STOP MAKING THINGS HARDER THAN THEY ALREADY ARE.'

I look at Adrian, tears of sadness and anger forming in my eyes, but all he does is comfort me. He doesn't seem to mind that I have just yelled at him, tried to tell him I don't like him, tried to say I don't want him, but failed. He doesn't even question my actions, he just comforts me, which reminds me just why I have to leave despite how much I dont want to.

(Time change)

We had been going out secretly for months and despite my upbringing I had loved every minute of it. No one had known of our relationship, only Jill Manstro who shares a spirit bond with Adrian. This means that she can see into Adrians head, but she can't control it, she has improved since me and Adrian started to go out, as there are certain things she didn't want to see.

However, my alchemist sister Zoe came to Palm Springs to 'assist me'. However in truth she had actually been spying on me. People had started to notice my strange behaviour not matter how hard I tried to act like your average vampire hating alchemist. But, obviously, I couldn't.

For a month she had just watched me, reporting what I did, how I acted and finally, one day she got confident and followed me into Adrians house. And from then on things went down hill.

She reported me that night, for many despicable things, all of which I do not agree.

Just two days later several alchemists arrived in my dorm, demanded I leave my post in Palm Springs and return to my real home.

Since then I have been told that I will leave Palm Springs perminatly, and I am to loose contact with everyone there, and never see Adrian again. And if I hadn't achieved this by the end of the week, bad things would happen to all my 'vampy friends.'

And tomorrow was the end of the week, and I had done all that was expected of me, everyone had thought I had left, everyone thought I hated them. Everyone but Adrian. And here I was, yelling at Adrian but falling more in love with every look.

There is the first chapter, next one up in a few minutes please review, and sorry for any spelling mistakes.