Dead ends
I'm all alone
By myself
In the dark
Wishing the world would just end
Wishing for something I can't have
Living in hiding
Of what I am
Tired of waiting for myself to love
Tired of waiting for him
Tired of faith and hope
Cause I have none
Living amongst the dead
And people of immortality
Why am I alive
But yet so dead
Why are the others so bright
And so alive
Washing away the blood on my hands
Arms
Neck
Body
Soul
Why am I the one who hurts
When I've been all but pleasant
And kind
Wishing the world would just end
Is just another dead end
Chapter one
Max Pov
"Mom why are you leaving again? Where are you going?" She leaves all the time. Now that she has a new man she turns her back to me.
"I met this guy around 6 months ago and we started to talk and then he left about 3 days ago. We talked on the phone, I, we decided that I should come over and stay at his house for a while. " She is such a child. I swear she is. Everytime we get into an argument she wants to go head and yell that she is the mother, the adult but yet she acts like an irresponsible child.
"How long?"
"I don't know 2 months.":
"2 months, that's a little bit long don't you think?"
" Max I am a 30 year old woman, Ella's 20 living with her boyfriend and you are able to take care of your self. Max you'll be fine, you always are. Max you'll be fine, your not with those people anymore are you, Max?"
"Where are you going?" Sighing my mother looked at me with solem eyes.
" Forks Washington, I'll be staying with Charlie in case you want to know."
"When are you leaving?" Looking ashen my mother mumbled today, now at 7:30. What? Max , calm and composed.
"Have fun." Her face scrunched up into sorrow but happiness and relief.
"Bye, if any thing happens call me. Max your not hanging out with those people again are you?" Shit, dang she is so observant.
" Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring."
"The phone, I'll get it."
Saved by the bell. Running to the phone as a quick escape I nearly tripped on my own feet.
"Hello who is this?"
"Max you owe me.
Sorry I know that it is short and everything. Sorry I'll promise to write more if 2 people review. Hope you liked it! Oh the poem I wrote.