This is just something random I came up with the other day and I thought I'd put it on fanfiction instead of letting it gather dust on my shelf.
It's something to do with Kai. It's about when he started to make friends (kinda), but im not sure what else. Somebody that he trusted made his life misery, and turned him back into the cold, depressing person that he used to be. What do you think? R+R and ideas of what you think it's about:-)
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Almost Strong
By Gothic Innocence
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I rose from the ashes to
live again
but I never thought it
true
that I could be hurt so
deeply
by someone I trusted,
that's you
Now I'm lurking in a corner
of the world today
wishing that the pain
would just go away
Trying every single thing
to escape my godamned life
the last thing someone
showed to me
was a long, bloodstained
knife
Stained with my own blood
and being pointed down at
me
the pain was
self-inflicted
as I tried to escape thee
My suicide attempt had
failed
and now I had been seen
I'll never be allowed to
die
but forever, in agony, I'll scream
