Life, what is even the point anymore? After he left me, I can't see any reason in continuing to live. He lead me to believe that he loved me when in fact he didn't, he broke my heart when he said he didn't love me anymore. I figured that if he was allowed to break the promises he made me so long ago that I could break mine. So i went into the woods, well aware of what was out there. Werwolves, the LaPush pack to be specific. My ex-best friend Jake was one of those awful wolves. He promised me that he would always be there for me and then he deserted me when he imprinted on one of the Quilete girls. Funny enough, a few weeks later she phased into one of them. He was lucky enought that she also imprinted on him instead of some other guy. He stopped hanging out with me and told me that we couldn't be friends anymore because his precious Leah felt threated by me. I can't believe that she could ever be threated by me, I have no feelings like that towards Jake. So I walked into the woods, that like the rest of Forks is way too green. I sliently hoped that something would come for me to put me out of my misery. Maybe Victoria would come to get me since...he killed her mate, she got it into her head that I was his mate so she should kill me. Mate for mate. Well too bad for her that...he no longer cared for me, so it wouldn't break his heart if I was killed like Victoria's James. I figured that I was deep enough into the woods and sat down on a nearby rock, once again too green. Rocks are supposed to be gray, not green. I looked up and gasped at who stood in front of me. The one person I was wishing that was here to put me out of my misery has arrived. For some reason, I wasn't relieved that she was here or scared. I felt strangely calm, like she was just some friend that I hadn't seen in a while instead of someone that was coming to kill me.

"Hello Victoria, long time no see." I still can't believe how calm I am, even if this is what I want I should be nervous or scared about her doing so but I felt nothing.

"Hello Bella, I take it you know why I am here?" I nodded and she took it as a signal to continue. "Where is your dear Edward," I winced at the mention of his name, she however either did not notice or pretended not to, "I never thought he would be careless enough to let you go into the woods without him." She seemed geniuly shocked that he let me come in here alone, if only she knew. Then an idea struck me, why don't I just tell. She how she reacts to that news, I wonder what her resonse will be.

"He wouldn't. He and his family have left me here, they no longer care for me as they once did. If they ever truely cared that is."

"I never thought he would leave, the love I sensed from him was so mounmental..." I interupted with a question that I felt needed to be anwsered.

"What is your power?" She smiled, appearing happy to share this information with me.

"I have the abilty to sense powerful emotions of our kind and yours."

"That is amazing!" I couldn't contain myself from telling her what I thought of her power.

"Thank you Bella, you seem different than when me last met. Tell me what it is most that you would like." That didn't make sense, she wanted to know what I wanted most before she killed me?

"I want to get revenge on those of your kind who have hurt me most, only one. Him." I said 'him' with such infection so she would know who I spoke about.

"I can help you if you promise to join me." This surprised me, for a moment I just stared at her and then I seriously considered her offer. I would be able to get revenge on him for hurting me. I had decided what to do.

"You will change me and then we will get revenge on...him for his actions?"

"Yes, will you join me or die?" Of course, wonderful choices.

"I will join you if that option is still aviable." She was taken aback by my tone and my choice of words.

"You will take three days of horrid pain just to join me and get revenge on him?" She wanted to know if I was telling the truth or bluffing, because once I was changed I would be strong enough to kill her myself.

"Yes, he will get what he deserves." She smiled and approaced me, I laid down and let her bite me. I felt the fire spread through me and braved it for three days without once screaming. I awoke in the meadow and Victoria and I began our search for the man who had taken away our love.