Wow.
You are beyond beautiful.
"Hey Tina! Tina! Hey!"
"Oh sorry. Yes? Why?" I didn't realize I was staring at you again. Stupid me.
"I thought you were over her?" Isabel said.
"Over who?" But of course, I knew who.
"Ms. Jinny! Tina, tell me the truth. Are you really over her?"
"Oh right. Of course I am! I can't believe I even liked her. Psh." I'm really not over her and I don't like her.. I STILL love her.
Isabel glared at me and pouted. "Whatever, Tina. YEAH RIGHT!" said Isabel, exaggerating on the 'yeah right'.
"Seriously, I am." mhm.
"You know, Tina, I don't get why girls get crushes on girls, like you." Isabel said while biting her lower lip. "I mean like, there are a lot of boys out there. So why girls?"
I took a deep breath. "Well, uhm, I don't really know. I guess you can't really help yourself when you fall in love." Even when it's on the same sex.
Isabel nodded. "Oh, okay. Let's go back to the classroom. We might be late for the next class."
*classroom*
'what's the next subject?' I thought.
Suddenly, the door opens and the next subject teacher walks in. I stared at the teacher and it was—
OH.
It's her. My eyes widened. Not that I'm not used to seeing her every day, but because she was so gorgeous today, especially up close. Her polo shirt was tucked into her pants, the sleeves were folded, she smelled so nice and her boy- cut hair was extremely fixed. It's really getting harder to get over her every single day. No matter how hard I try.
Isabel must've saw my eyes widen because she smiled at me.
THAT CREEP.
"Oh look, Tina. Ms. Jinny is sooooo gorgeous today." Isabel whispered.
Ugh. She's obviously mocking me. I rolled my eyes and whispered back, "So? What the hell, Isabel. How many times do I need to tell you that I don't like her anymore?" And Isabel just smirked. Ugh.
"Good afternoon, class." Ms. Jinny said.
I took a deep breath. Mhm, beautiful. Inside and out.
"Good afternoon, Ms. Jinny." The class said back, as we sat down.
Oh no. I wouldn't be able to concentrate on the lesson again. As always. Plus, I need to put on my "I-don't-like-her-anymore" face especially because Isabel's just beside me.. And I know she'll be looking at me every now and then.
Sigh.
.. Oh english period.