i'm reaching farther than i ever have before
leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
i may be some sort of crazy
we may be some sort of crazy
but i swear on everything i have and more

you make the sound of pulling heaven down
you brought the rain's romantic pour
you make the sound
you make the sound
of pulling heaven down

Isabella Swan was one of those people who takes a certain affect on your life from the moment you meet her. She was not an ordinary girl, she wasn't scared of much and always managed to somehow land herself in a hospital bed. She was definitely not one of those people that you could describe as a social butterfly, in fact she was quite the opposite, getting her to any sort of social event was never an easy task. My Bella, was of what could only be described as an angel. My beautiful angel.

somewhere, far away from here
i saw stars, stars that i could reach (yeah)
it was a midnight, a silent twilight
fell down, beyond the ocean beach (yeah)

I couldn't believe it, Bella Swan had actually agreed to go out with me.

She wanted to be with me. Edward Mason Cullen, the vampire.

Did she have any idea how much trouble this could get her into, I'm not safe for her to be around, though life wouldn't be worth living without her around.

I checked myself one more time in the mirror. I wore just a decent pair of jeans with a black button up shirt that fitted my torso well.

I had decided to take her down to a beach just outside of Forks.

I always was a bit of the typical romantic… first date underneath the stars on the beach.

Arriving up to her door, I heard Charlie fussing over how she looked.

I personally thought she looked beautiful, but he however thought otherwise, although he wouldn't voice it, he always thought Bella under dressed slightly.

I knocked on the door and waited patiently as the beauty I longed to be holding came out to greet me.

"hey…"

Her cheeks became a sweet colour of crimson as I heard her heart beat slowly begin to quicken.

I searched once more to see if I could muster something from the silent aura that surrounded her. But once again I was greeted by nothing.

I must have grimaced because her angelic face turned into a frown.

"What are you thinking?"

Her cheeks turned an even darker shade of crimson as she tucked a lock of her hair behind her ear

"I don't understand why you're so interested in my thoughts, they really aren't that inspiring"

I gave her a look, to say she was absurd then took her hand and led her towards my shiny Volvo.

As we sped towards the beach in silence, I couldn't help but sneak sideways glances at my own angel, sitting right there next to me, her hair blowing in the wind, wafting her undeniable scent toward me.

The smell of freesias, breezed around her body. If only she realized just how tempting it was to just let go of all constraint and let my instincts take over.

It frustrated me that I couldn't hear what was going through her head, throughout that ride. Just to have one glimpse into her mind would've been like heaven to me.

To be able to hear her velvet voice whenever I wanted to

"Edward? Are you ok?"

I realized then that I had parked the car already and must have been staring out the front window consumed in my thoughts of her.

"Sure… I'll just grab the rug and picninc basket and then we'll walk down"

"ok"

I grabbed the picnic basket as quickly as I could just so I could be by her side again.

To be near her was all I ever needed. I would never let her go. I loved her.

I setup the rug close to the edge of the water and sat down, motioning for her to take he spot next to me.

We just sat there for a long time, neither one saying a word for a long time. Just being in each others company was all we needed, words were overated.

As the sun began to go down, I grimaced slightly knowing that soon I would have to return Bella to Charlie. He would worry, he cared a lot for bella, probably more than she realized.

"how beautiful, I guess though you must see this everyday. If only I could watch the sun rise and fall with you every day. I want to experience every twilight with you"

Her words struck a chord through me, as my mind jolted back to the conversation I had had with alice earlier that day. Well what I had seen that she had seen. It was a circumstance that no matter how much I loved bella I could not think of even allowing to happen.

"Twilight, it's the safest time of day for us, the easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way. The end of another day, the return of night. Darkness is so predictable."

ok... so what are people thinking???... i know i really shouldn't be making another story seeing as i have enough trouble updating with my others but i just had to get this idea down and working... it is a song fic in a way... the insiration comes from the song 'Sound of Pulling Heaven Down' by Blue October... Stephanie Meyer has it in her playlist of inspirations for New Moon... it's under as Edward's point of View... this entire fic will be Edwards P.O.V. for the moment... but... things may change... we'll see... please review..

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