*AN* I typed this on my iTouch, and the screen half works, so bear with me until I notice all of the errors.

Crucio.

I laughed. He writhed in pain clutching at himself. Fingers scrabbling to hold where it hurt.

He couldnt speak it hurt that much.

I stopped.

He wimpered. Please stop. Please.

No. I said darkly.

Crucio.

The more he screamed the more I laughed.

I stopped.

He tried to find the exit feeling around.

Because he no longer had eyes.

How I got to this point?

I finally am coming out of those old feelings I can feel again

I've got new ones

Because she kissed me

That's all.

I fell so easily.

I fell asleep. She shook me awake

Betrayed

Bet she left in a taxi. Has him by the hand.

He lights one for himself but she takes a drag

Nausea

Is this happening? Am i imagining?

That's what I think it is

I had to see

What he's doing to her.

Her dress pools at her feet.

She's touching him

I want to stop wake me

I can't look anymore it's killing me

Controlling me

I have to I want to

I'm jealous

It happens to everyone best or worst

I would have no excuse to be there

But I have to

This feeling is the price. It comes with the girl.

Rolling over me in waves

I'm sickened

It won't go away it hurts.

I need to see what he's doing to her.

let me watch

I have to

Open my eyes

Because I'm still happy

Thought I was fine thought I was ok finally alive. Attitude change for the better. I want to live again.

She kissed me

That's all nothing else.

But then I drift off

She disapperated

I can even smell the smoke

taste her taste

They're sharing

I can't look anymore I'm dying

It's gotten a hold of me

I'm stuck on this

I'm jealous

It happens to everyone

No excuse to cover being caught.

But it's what I have to do

It comes with the girl

This horrible feeling

A knot in my stomach

Tightening til I can't stand it

Washing over me in waves

Because I'm eager I'm all eyes

I'm still very happy.

I never. I never. I never got to do that.

When's my turn?

I woke up sweating

I'm dying.

When you fall in love with a whore.

Crucio!

I laughed again.

I'm mr. brightside.

a/n I did my best, I have no regrets.