Disclaimer:
I dont own General Hospital for the millionth time nor do I own the
song "Crazy" Gnarls Barkley does!
"Crazy" I
remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There
was something so pleasant about that place.
Even your emotions had
an echo
In so much space
He
looked down at the glass of Brandy in his hand. He was losing his
mind and he knew it. His brother Ric wasn't helping any either. He
was all alone or so he felt like it anyway. His girlfriend he thought
for sure would leave him now because her ex husband needed a mother
for his sister's son. Who was going to help him? His best friend
was always there to pick up the pieces before but what about now?
Would he still be there after everything they've been through? And
when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of
touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew
too much
His
business had been practically stolen from him. Sure he would have
likedto have gotten out of the business but thats all
he knew. That was his heart and even though some people said it was
dangerous he liked it that way. You cant live life walking on egg
shells and now look. Piece by piece his life was unraveling right
before him. He was becoming just as insane as his ex-wife Carly did
the year before. He had everybody worried about him especially
Emily.
Does that make me crazy?
Does that make me
crazy?
Does that make me crazy?
Possibly
He was slowly losing his marbles. One by one the screws were falling lose in his mind and not a screw driver was in sight for him to screw them back in and turn his life from the dark tunnel it had now just became. The memory of attacking Emily replayed in his head. He would never intentionally hurt her but he was becoming crazy and knew it. He didn't know what would happen if he wasn't able to stop his self next time. What if he hurt her that time?
And
I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice,
that's my only advice
Never did he think this would be him. One moment his life was at the highest its ever been. In love. People feared you while others wanted to be you. Then without any warning or any sign of god it changed with just a snap of the fingers .
Come
on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you
are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in
control
Now
all he had was Ric and who the hell would want him? They never got
along and now Ric was pressuring him into taking back the business
something he really didn't want to do anymore. All he wanted to do
was live his life with Emily. "Sonny listen." Ric said as he held
up papers for the warehouses. "No Ric you listen to me!" He
shouted as he threw his cup across the room. "I dont want the
business anymore. Get the hell out!" Sonny shouted as Ric stood
there for a moment not moving an inch and then walked out of the
room. Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're
crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me
He
was trying to get Sonny to go off the deep end for a while now.And people knew it too. Emily then walked into the room. She
walked up behind him and touched him on the shoulder. He began
laughing and didn't even turn around to see who it was. "Sonny.
Are you okay?" Emily asked him worried. He continued to laugh
harder. "Sonny? You are really starting to worry me!" Emily said
as she was scared at why he was laughing. Anything was possible with
Sonny now a days. My heroes had the heart to lose their
lives out on a limb
And all I remember is thinking, I want to be
like them
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it
looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die
when I'm done
"Whats
wrong Sonny?" Emily asked him. "What isnt wrong?" He asked her
back as he still had the same smirk on his face. "What happened?"
She asked him. "Everything happen. You name it and it happened."
Sonny said walking away from her. "Why are you acting like this?"
Emily asked him. "Like what?" He wasn't exactly sure what she
meant by that but really didn't care! Maybe I'm
crazy
Maybe you're crazy
Maybe we're crazy
Probably
"Like
you lost your freaking' mind." Emily said. "Um maybe because I
have!" Sonny said getting pretty loud. "Sonny you can get help."
Emily said making her way over to him. "I dont want help. Are you
saying that Im crazy?" He asked her. "No Sonny all Im saying is
that you aren't thinking straight at the moment." Emily said.
Sonny just laughed. "DOnt lie like that again. I know I lost my
mind." He said as he walked away from her as she wondered what
she's going to do now. Uh, uh
A/N: Yeah I had to so had to do this! It describes me perfectly but it also does Sonny so I was like "Mm we are going to do it!" Just because Im bored and I have nothing better to do so since you read it hit the button and let me know if you like it or not. I know its only a one shot but still! You can let me know if it sucked or if it was funny or what.!