lucy pov

I ran and ran. tears pooling out of my eyes. my legs felt numb but I didn't care. I wanted to get as far away from that filthy place as possible.

flashback

I was sitting at the bar with my head in my hands. everyone seemed so distant as if they wanted to avoid me it started happening when lisanna came back. but its not because of her that's for sure. I got shaken out of my thought when I felt a light tap on my shoulder. I turned around. natsuu! I practically squealed being blinded by joy to realize what he was going to do. I dimmed doen once I saw he was trying to hold in a scoff and a roll of his eyes. I stayed silent until the most unpredictable thing happened. natsu grabbed me by the hair and lifted me upwards. aaaaahh! I shreaked out in pain. mwahhaa! natsu laughed manically. if that hurts then how much will this natsu snickered setting his hand on fire as he started to burn off my guild mark. noooo! guys do something! I screamed. oh shut it! your a piece of trash no one in here even likes you! gray shouted as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. w-what? I asked thinking that this was all just a bad dream. you heard gray. erza spoke up everyone in the guild had a discussion after you left and actually everyone agreed you were weak even levy and to be quite honest your quite the whiny brat erza explained munching her cake. yeah it always I need rent money lets do a job natsu mocked. and when we do the job your no help what so ever you hide behind your spirits and you take all the money even though you practically didn't even do the job gray added. your just a nuisance that we don't need .cana glared. natsu then picked me up and kicked me hard on my side and pushed me out the guild.

flashback end

I got in my apartment and cryed myself to sleep that night what will I do?

I hope you like my first chapter it was a bit small but the next chapter is gonna be epic you might see a familiar orange headed shinigami. peace out

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