Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN ANY THING OF HARRY POTTER JUST A HUGE FAN J

Authors note: Hey guys this is my first fan fic so please bear with me, this is about Bellatrix and Rodolphus time in Azkaban for the first few chapters and then after that it will be about how they adjust hope you love it J By the way these first few chapters are memories and such but that ends at chapter four .

Bellas pov/1 year in Azkaban-

What did I do to land myself here I only did what was right! I mean it stinks here like rotting tomatoes and I feel so dirty with grime if I run a nail against my skin it flakes. They say the dementors show you what you did wrong that's a huge lie seeing those memories only helps me remember who I am. I don't understand how I went from beautiful to ugly this fast surely my Lord will break me out, wont he? I loved him he was my everything, the power that seemed to radiate off of him, but as I sit here I wonder why am I sitting here he promised me power and here I am a bunch of nothingness then I think of Roddy my dearest husband who till I was put in here I didn't think I loved, but as I see these memories I seem to find love for him. All the things he risked for me. I could have done much worse it being an arranged marriage but he actually loved me. But after all the times I showed him I loved power more than him does he still? These are the thoughts that pain me, did I realize I love him to late, do I now mean as much to him as he used to mean to me. I try to find my voice I want to tell him I love him, will he understand? I finally find my voice and yell "Roddy I love you!" I know he is only a cell away for his brother is next to me and all the times he used to call my name filled with love in his voice. A few seconds later I hear him yell tenderly back "Do you?" my heart crumbles he no longer loves me ,I began to cry I pulled myself together and yell back with my voice filled with soft sobs "yes".

Roddys POV / 1 year in Azkaban

As bad as it was in there all I yearned for was my Bella to talk to me, I loved her so much she was the only one for me, she was my beautiful. When the dementors come they show me meaningless memories I tried to think of her. I hate the screams of Azkaban im bound to be deaf before the Dark Lord breaks us out, the only screams that concern me are my Bellas I don't think she realizes she screams. No I decide she doesn't. I often remember our good times to keep me sane, I remember the smell of her hair it smelled of sweet honey, I remember her breath taking smile that seemed to make the sun look dull. The sound of her laugh, her true laugh it was the most beautiful sound and to think I might never get to experience these things again, well that was enough to kill me .I loved her but she never returned this love. Until today I heard her voice it sounded tired and broken she had yelled " Roddy I love you" I was quite surprised ,was this a joke, I decided to ask in a very shaken voice "do you?" she sounded as if she was crying she yells back in a small voice "yes" this would be enough to get me through Azkaban to know she loved me, I was quite elated till I saw the dementors I smelled their rotten breath I prepared myself for another horrible night.

Hey guys its me I hoped you liked the first chapter I will most likely update twice a week if not more due to how busy I am and sorry for any grammar problems I truly am J Sorry it is so short they will get longer