Chapter 1 : The Truth
I sat there starring at my doctor as is he had three heads.
''Excuse me?"
" Bella have Gonorrhea, It is treatable, I'm going to start by giving to two vaccine's, you will need to come back in seven days for a follow up." He told me.
All i could do was nod. I almost fainted at the sight of the two needles as the injected each one in the arm. The doctor stepped out as the nurse applied two band aids to my arm. I pulled down my sleeve and got of the table grabbing my purse and walking out to the receptionists desk.
"How much will this cost"
After looking at the chart nurse Mallory handed to her she gave me a sympathetic look.
"450 dollars, cash credit or check will be fine." she said.
I took my wallet out and handed her my credit card. she took it and swiped it through the machine. she handed it back.
"Hold on for one moment there are something's you need to have and we need to make an appointment."
"okay"
After handing me a few pamphlets and some paper work with a prescription attached she turned to her computer.
"Will next Friday at one work for you."
"Yes that will do just fine, thank you." i said shortly
I walked out of the office and to my new 2012 Porsche. A birthday gift i received not even three days ago. He was going to pay for this.
I sped out of the parking lot and pulled on to the main road making my way through down town new york. exceeding the speed limit greatly. I frankly did not give a fuck at the moment. i was to mad to even notice the red light i flew through or the numerous accidents i had almost caused. i reach our three story home on the out side of the city within minutes.
I slammed my car in to park and jumped out after grabbing my bag. walking up the steps and slamming open the door.
"EDWARD." I screamed as loud as i could.
Silence. Good, i had planning to do. He would pay for this greatly. He could not lie his way out of this. He would truly now the meaning of fear. Hell hath no furry for a woman scorned. That bitch would die at my hands. A very slow and pain full death. A quick death was to good for her. He would die a long time from now alone and in pain. I would make damn shore of it. I laughed evilly to myself.
I gave that bastard everything. My heart, My soul, My Love, Four Children. "Oh God" Elizabeth, Sophie, Anthony and Mason. How would they deal with this. They were old enough to understand.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH." I screamed
How could he. i thought as tears spilled down my checks. I cried for hours. It was nearly time for him to come home. I picked myself up. i would not cry any longer. not for him. not for what was lost. not for the pain i felt ripping me apart. He wanted danger, he wanted risk. Then i would give it to him. In the end he had only himself to blame for this. He turned me in to this monster.
"Bella, I home baby, were are you?" Edward yelled stepping through the door. He took his shoes off and walked to the kitchen. Not knowing what he was about to face.
(EVP)
"Bella" i yelled again. Were is she. She's always here when i get home. I looked around the kitchen. I walked over to the counter. Medical papers laying there next to an empty bottle of vodka. I picked them up reading through it. Oh shit.
"What have i done." i asked myself tears welling up in my eyes.
"Yes Edward what have you done?" Bella slurred in to my ear.
I turned quickly as she grabbed my gun out of the holster i had on my side. She pointed it at my head.
"Bella, love i can explain." My voice dripped regret, guilt and pain.
"Oh really can you, Well what if i don't want to hear it Edward hmm, what if i just want to end all the years i wasted on you, all the tears i cried over you, all the fake happy memories we shared." She yelled now pointing the gun to her own head.
"Bella, please don't do this please love don't, i not for me for the kids, please." i begged. tears spilling now.
"Hah, ya Edward what about my kids, i'm shore your tramp will be a fine mother to them, because i was just never good enough, right." she yelled. her finder moving to the trigger.
I tackled her. The gun sliding across the floor. She punched me in the face and kneed me in the balls all at once. i rolled of off her and on to the floor holding my balls for dear life as the pain shoot through my body. Fuck. What had i done to her.
She stood up and loomed over me.
"You see Edward, not even you the big bad mob boss can stop me." she yelled kicking my rib cage.
"No one can stop the pain that i will bring you, no one." her words were stone cold deadly.
She took a pair of handcuffs out of her pocket. she hooked one to my ankle and the other to my wrist. she took my cell phone out of my pocket. this is not good i thought as she walked out of the kitchen turning the light off as she went. i was left alone in the darkness only with my thoughts and even i hated myself for this. i did this to her. after all the years she put up with me. i had finally made her snap. i deserved this. i would except her punishment and beg for forgiveness. i know i do not deserve it but i can not live with out her. she is my heart, my soul, my everything. I through it all away for some tramp that gave a good blow job when Bella went on hiatus. God what was wrong with me.
(BVP)
I opened the phone and began stage two of my plan.
Tanya would pay and Edward would watch.
"Baby Bella's away for the night, please come to me, i need you, i want you." i wrote. tears spilling down my face.
Not even three minutes later she text-ed back.
"I'm on my way, thank god that bitch went away its been two days to long since we fucked, I'm wet for you Eddie poo." she wrote.
I grabbed the nearest thing i found and through it. a loud bang and crash sounded through out the house. Then there were was only the sound of my heals clicking on the marble as i walked back to the kitchen. I flipped the switch and found Edward leaned agents the counters on the floor.
"So we should get you ready after all Tanya's coming to play Eddie poor." he winced at the nick name she gave him.
"Bella, please don't do this, I'm sorry Bella please." he begged
"Save it, I'm in control now fucker, your done, but first your whore has to go."
"Bella, you are not this person."
"Yes, Edward you'd be right any-other time, But today i am, Today your actions finally broke me." "Now do you get it, you broke me Edward and now its my turn to break you." i spoke so slowly enhancing every word i spoke.
We both said nothing until the door opened and closed.
"Eddie poo, i hope you don't mind i made a spare key for myself." Tanya yelled.
I picked up the gun off the floor. I walked out in to the hall. Tanya stood there her back to me.
"Hello, Tanya."
She whirled. The blood draining from her face. I pointed the gun at her knee and pulled the trigger.
"BANG"
"Fuck" She screamed. tears pouring down her face.
I smiled. "Well let me go drag Edward in here to join us."
Edward never moved a muscle, never spoke a word in her defense. never warned her. So she was just a cheap fuck and a quick suck to him. Hmm. no this would not do. he needed to regret this. and i am going to make damn shore he dose.
I grabbed the back of his shirt and slowly dragged him in to the hall near the front door. i placed him right next to Tanya. the dumb bitch had tried to get up with a bullet in her knee cap. And now my floors were just ruined. I walked to her. placing my heal in her wound as she screamed. i aimed at her right hand with the gun
"Bang" She screamed again "Bang" She couldn't even get a sound out as i pulled the trigger a third time. "Bang"
She lay in a bloody mess. not dead yet but slowly dieing. I watched fascinated as Edward stared shocked at the scene before him.
"See, Edward your not the only one who has the balls to pull the trigger."
"Bella, what have you done." He cried.
"No Edward what have you done, It's your gun sweetheart, i just managed to get it away from you before you could shoot me to." I laughed. " Or maybe i wont go through with this plan, maybe her body will disappear, maybe you will to." I explained to him. I Stood there quietly. As a million thoughts raced through my mind.