Title: Stranger
By: AtobeLover
Summary: Syaoran, when with Sakura, is a stranger to Touya. But when they are alone with each other, Touya knows Syaoran like a lover. That secrecy hurts.
Rated: T
Disclaimer: Do not own CCS.
A/N: First poetry fic online. PLEASE review.
You're killing me.
Every time I see you smile at Sakura,
I die. You, stranger, make me
Come back to life with a single glance from you
But then you look away, toward her
Your eyes soften
I hate her, I hate my sister
But then you and I are all alone in her room as she leaves
For Tomoyo's house, some stupid party
And then you lunge for my arms
And your lips are mine,
And my heart is yours
We fit into each other
Perfectly; the problem being
You fit perfectly with her, too.
You feel familiar after three years of this
Your hands all over me
Shivering, so I grab the blanket
Pink, with crowned rabbits
Somehow, I'm not laughing when I wrap you in it, just like every other time
With me too
Our lips still locked
It hurts when we do this in your girlfriend's room
My sister's room
Your fingers in my hair, you pull
And my mouth opens, I gasp
You entwined around me
This moment frozen for me in time
Forever
I'm so sorry, Touya
That's all I ever hear from those lips, and no
Matter how much I want to forgive you
I can't forget the fact that
We're secret lovers,
By your choice
So I push you away as my eyes fill up
My eyes fucking fill up
And then suddenly three hours have passed in our embrace
Time flies when you're having fun, but
Oh, no, this was not fun
This was the guilty satisfaction of desires on one side
The opening of a bottomless chasm of pain on the other
Your hand reaches for the tears on my cheeks
But the door opens
The blanket is flung away, and
We're exposed to the world again.
I'm so sorry, Touya
Sakura re-enters, gives a bright, cheerful grin that tears me apart
As I drag my sleeve across my face
As she asks if we were statues for three hours
And as you reply
You're a stranger to me again
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