Healing Rain

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Blistering Tulsan firmament – milk the pasty salt -

The natural toxins from my smoky veins

(trickling within a boy seeded into a sentinel –

A Papa rooster crowing over foreign rooftops -

So repetitive – like morn – noon – and glistening twilight)

Again!Again!Again!

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This somber Beethoven sonata (of)

Clinking

Clanging

Clunking

Mechanical instruments of chord sheets birthed

In my own cynical testimony

To my Two Nail Two Step Tango

(with a hammer in my Sun Bear paw –

Claws clasping the spiny needle head)

Rotund – oval – seamlessly spherical -

This illusive sweat tainted steel brands my palms

Like the broad side of a territorial bull!

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Brother rooster – Papa rooster

Cock –a -doodling upon azure rooftops – to Madras' amusement

(A burning ball of yarn knotted into intricate spirals rolls within

Trying

Pleading

To, in a magician's form escape this entanglement)

This signature chains of inheritance . . .

Bound to fatherhood by parental tombstones

And Bordeaux ink blotches upon Fate's parchment

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Time clicks away 5 a.m.(s) with cynical clout . . .

AgainAgainAgain

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And amber irises critique each boot click

(each dinner plate and sugar coated cavity causing crumb)

Searching for failure – a hideous blotch (for you will never be HIM)

Clunk

Clunk

Clunk

(you will never be HIM – because his hand –

Never was with red finger-paint imprinted upon a cheekbone

So bright . . . translucent . . . terrifying to watch . . .

As it morphed upon a paralyzed figure like butterfly wings from silk)

It – oh it – it rattled bones between capillaries and nerves! (And I'm sorry!)

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(But)

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It's all faded into permanent hibernation!

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Gone – three day of grace burned to ashes of rage – and puppy skin

Of agonyspitedepression and saltyteardrops on blue-collarshirts

Gone – dug six feet beneath ten dollar stones (it's all I had!)

Steel screams as it ravages organs (and it burns!)

And porcelain Hoods die of shattered souls (third degree scares of Hades)

Gone – all is gone – shoveled beneath rotted weeds of East Side trash

(but papa bears don't mourn – no bitter trails of salt upon this roofer's cheek)

(it's always hush little baby don't you cry – but there is no sweet song)

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Just . . .

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ClunkClunkClunk

(with)

An occasional Ping

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(While the hearth melts the skin until clouds shade the damnation – and the sky weeps the unshed tears of a brother)


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