[onesided!tomo, sharkbait, mentioned keyshipping]
[Warning: A bit angsty]
Yuma, yuma, yuma.
That's all Nasch talks about these days. All I do is smile, nod and return to reading, hoping that he will move onto a different topic.
(When he does, though, it somehow trails back to Yuma.)
One day, when I went looking for him, I saw him and Yuma kissing in the sunset.
I didn't know why, but I felt my heart breaking at the realization that Nasch was in love with him.
Confused, I consulted Mizael.
He asked me lots of questions on my opinion Nasch, which were somewhat a bit too detailed.
He came to the conclusion that I was in love with him.
I walked home alone that day, thinking about my time with Nasch.
My heart started beating faster than normal and it hurt.
It hurt so much because he didn't love me back.
I looked over to the happy couple sharing ice-cream and just about kept my tears in.
'I wish you would love me like that,' I thought, walking away.
I was still sad after that, but I somehow managed to overcome that and keep my pain and feelings hidden.
He talked fondly of Yuma as he spoke of Merag.
A few months after I saw them kissing, when I came home, Nasch was crying.
I asked him what was wrong and he embraced me, sobbing into my shoulder.
"He loves Astral," he whispered. "He thought he loved me but it was actually Astral."
I rubbed his back. "It'll be fine," I reassured him.
I felt him shaking his head and he pulled away.
I wiped his tears away and kissed his forehead.
"Time will heal all wounds," I said.
"And who knows? Maybe you'll find someone had cared for you all along."