Disclaimer: I don't own Gakuen Alice.
Drunken Mistake Or Something Else
Natsume seemed a bit grouchier than he normally did. Ruka suggested that they should go to some club and get drunk and have a guys night out. He was not the guy to go clubbing and get drunk showing fake IDs which showed they were 21 when they were actually 19. But he knew if Natsume was grouchy a few drinks could loosen him up and he talked about what was bothering him without his pride getting his best of him.
Natsume was sitting on his couch doing nothing on his laptop trying to ignore Ruka.
"I don't wanna go, Ruka." Natsume stared at Ruka, more like glared so the blond would back down.
"Okay how about just me and you? We could really use some talking. Or we could just play video games. I can get everything ready. So my room or here?" Ruka took a sip from the half empty can of cola that was on Natsume's coffee table.
"I dunno."
"Oh come on. You're so indecisive. We're going drinking that's it." Ruka started to sound like a whiny kid at this point with frustrated body language.
"Fine. Leaving in half an hour." Natsume closed his laptop.
"YES!" a victorious shout escaped Ruka's mouth which was slapped shut by his own hand. Natsume had to smile at Ruka's childishness.
"Go get ready, cola thief." Natsume took his can from Ruka's hand to take a sip as he walked to his wardrobe to pick out some cloths.
Ruka nodded happily and left.
The alice club was a nice place. It was for people above 21. They brought Tsubasa as he was the only one with a real ID and the guard knew him well so nobody would doubt the other three students as minors. Koko just tagged along with them as he had nothing better to do on a Saturday night.
"I still can't believe we just fooled them with fake ID. So many alices yet so crappy security system in the club." Koko whispered in Tsubasa's ear as they entered.
"Keep your mouth shut, baka." Tsubasa hissed quietly.
"Let's get ourselves some drink." Ruka dragged Natsume with him.
"I hate this." Natsume muttered under his breath as he took a sip from his drink.
"Why?" Ruka just played with his drink.
"Because those desperate girls are just disgusting and you're wearing a fucking tie and some tedious glasses. What the heck is wrong with you?" Natsume squinted at Ruka.
Ruka touched the side of his glasses. "They make me look more mature." he weakly tried to defend himself.
"Stop hating on him just because he's being hit on more than you." Koko joked. Tsubasa laughed. They all looked really handsome no matter what they wore.
Actually Natsume and Ruka both were better looking than most in the club. Girls were drooling over both of them from a distance. Giving looks to show them they were interested.
Natsume wore a black hoodie open at the front, a black tee underneath and ripped black jeans. Over the years he got more ear piercings which showed more as he kept left side of his hair trimmed. Some chains and little skulls were hanging from his neck resting on his chest. Ruka wore a full sleeved white shirt with a black tie and a pair of black skinny jeans. He wore some big black framed hipster glasses and his messy blonde hair almost hid his eyes. Both finished with black boots. Natsume looked like night and Ruka looked like a full moon next to each other. Their outfits were complementing each other.
"I'm going dancing. Anyone wanna come?" Koko stood up. He didn't came here to drink and sit on his ass. He wanted to have some fun.
"Sure wouldn't hurt to stepping on some shadows and freaking people out." Tsubasa put his drink down.
"Or you could just dance like normal people." Koko already started walking towards the dancing crowd.
"I think I'll go with my plan." Tsubasa followed Koko.
With those two gone Natsume sighed in relief and kept on drinking.
"You're not even drinking. Why did you drag me here?" Natsume's eyes fixed on his drink.
"I am too." to prove his point Ruka chugged the whole drink down. Natsume eyed him suspiciously.
"So Natsume what's going on?" both of them getting their refills. Ruka was on his second glass and Natsume was already on his fourth. Man he could hold his liquor.
"Mikan is going to France for six months. You know that. What's bothering me is I feel nothing about it. Nor sad nor lonely, nothing. I mean will I miss her? Sure, she's a great person to have around but I don't think I will miss my lover. I suck as her boyfriend." Natsume finished his drink.
"I see. How come you are sure that you suck? It's possible that once she leaves this ground you'll immediately start sobbing. And besides how can you measure a relationship status just based on this?" Ruka was drinking at the same pace at Natsume at this point.
"I dunno. I was wondering that too. You know I love her and care for her but then again I feel like I love her as a friend nothing more than that. I'd be perfectly fine with her not being my girlfriend. I think she knows it too. We've never gone beyond the friendship boundary. I like it that way, I guess." Natsume was feeling drunk enough to talk more with Ruka.
"What do you mean? Are you gonna break up with her?" Ruka was feeling hot. Keeping up with Natsume was a bad idea. He was not that good with alcohol.
"I once told her I loved her. She said she loved me as a friend, she wasn't the one for me and I just needed to realize my love. What did she mean?" Natsume really hated to think like this. Love, romance were too cliche for him to admit.
"So you love her as much as me, huh? I thought you were head over heals for her." Ruka sighed.
"No, no, no. Not as much as you. I love you way more than her or anyone." Natsume's voice started to drop as his senses were loosening up.
"You wanna dance?" Ruka changed the topic. He felt somewhat drunk. Not wanting to say anything he might regret later.
"No, idiot." Natsume softly flicked Ruka's forehead playfully.
"Fine but I'm going. This is my jam." Ruka was being so unpredictable today. Normally he would beg Natsume with puppy eyes.
Natsume's eyes followed the blond from his seat. He saw as Ruka went up to Koko and smiled. He watched as he waved at Tsubasa. He watched as Ruka started moving his body following the beat. His body swayed so smoothly with the music. Natsume watched without blinking and smiled. Ruka was so out of character tonight.
Ruka closed his eyes as he felt the music. A tasteful hip thrust with the beat. A little lip biting to some questionable words in the lyrics. He made some sultry moves looked so artistic.
Natsume found him staring at the blond with open mouth. Soon he noticed some girls were dancing around Ruka. Ruka seemed to not notice or too drunk to care. Natsume's brows tensed. One girl even dared to close the distance between her and Ruka.
"Bitch." Natsume gulped the whole drink in one shot as he marched his way to Ruka. He practically pushed her aside roughly as he grabbed Ruka's arm and gave the girl a nasty look.
"I'll burn you alive if you get close to him again." Natsume sneered. Ruka was a bit shocked to process the incident instantly.
"Natsume, don't …" he said in a soft voice. Not wanting to cause a scene.
"What's your problem? I didn't know he was taken. Gosh." the girl gave an attitude.
"No, I am not… we are not… taken, I mean together. We are…" she moved over to her friend before giving Ruka a chance to explain fully.
"Don't dance with those thirsty hoes." Natsume stared down at Ruka. He was possessive like that towards Ruka.
"Why?" Ruka smiled at Natsume's concern.
"I don't like it. Since umm… you really wanna dance then I guess I can dance with you." Natsume broke the eye contact as he finished the sentence. "That way people will not bother you." He added quickly to hide the fact that hee wanted to dance with Ruka.
Ruka nodded. He felt his cheeks heated up with embarrassment. He was glad he had some drinks that way Natsume couldn't tell if his cheeks were getting redder for the drink or because Natsume was dancing with him.
People were probably staring as some people made "wooh" noise. They were used to it. Girls in the academy did that a lot whenever they saw these two getting a bit touchy feely, which was everyday. Natsume liked hugging Ruka out of nowhere, giving pecks on the cheeks and forehead every now and then as a greeting. Ruka happily received and returned. They were close like that. As a result there was a "NatsumeXRuka" club founded by fan girls with permy being the president. The raw evidence of everyday skinship was delivered by Hotaru's robot in exchange for great amount of rabbits. The club members threw a fit when Mikan became Natsume's girlfriend. Mikan became their mortal enemy. Once they saw Natsume and Ruka were still close and gave them "Fan Service" they forgave Mikan for being Natsume's girlfriend. Mikan still wasn't even aware of their drama.
Song changed. Ruka found his back against Natsume's chest. Natsume was really enjoying dancing. Ruka pushed his body back a bit more to slightly slide against Natsume's body.
"Are you teasing me?" Natsume laughed. Not caring one bit. He felt like being out of the character too tonight.
"What if I am?" Ruka looked back at Natsume with a fake innocent look. Natsume just smiled back at the blond.
Few moments later Natsume felt Ruka grinding a bit more every now and then. Natsume's face was almost on Ruka's neck. Suddenly he grabbed Ruka's waist and pulled him closer as they moved. Ruka gasped softly. Natsume's lips touched the back of Ruka's neck ever so slightly. His warm breath tingled the blond's neck.
Ruka broke free from Natsume's hold and turned around. Natsume was a bit worried. He went too far with the skin ship again, didn't he?
"I'm not feeling well. I need some air." Ruka fanned himself with his hand not making eye contact. He was starting to sweat and dragging deeply on the crowded air.
Natsume eyed the whole club.
"Let's go over to that corner it's less crowded. Maybe you'll feel better." Natsume grabbed Ruka's hand as they made their way to the said corner.
Natsume was right. This corner of the club was quieter and dimmer than rest. Ruka leaned on the wall closing his eyes and breathing through his mouth. Natsume stood beside him glaring anyone who tried to approach the corner, silently telling them to leave.
"Natsume, did you mean it?" Ruka opened his eyes.
"What?" Natsume was cut off from remembering the band's name who wrote some song about demons and angels being same. He wanted to sing at this point. Only if he could remember all the words in the lyrics.
"That you loved me?" Ruka's body temperature was cooling down. He stared at Natsume.
"Why wouldn't I?" Natsume felt a bit annoyed. Wasn't it the most obvious thing on the earth? His drunken brain wondered.
Ruka grabbed Natsume's collar and brushed his soft lips on Natsume's lips. Even though they were drunk and they used to give each other pecks on the cheeks and shoulder and sometimes on neck to just mess with the other one, Natsume wasn't drunk enough for processing the present as a normal thing. This was beyond the skinship of two best friends. Natsume looked at Ruka with a puzzled expression. He only saw a pair of determined eyes and a strong pair of hands grabbing his collar.
"What?" Natsume dumbly asked.
Ruka kissed Natsume again as the answer. This time firm, to get it through Natsume's head. Soon enough his tongue brushed Natsume's lips urging Natsume to react. Ruka's heart was racing like crazy. He was sure his blood pressure was sky rocketing. He was afraid he would have a heart attack at this point. A part of him really wanted the heart attack because what he was doing was the most insane thing to do in his book. There was no way to recover from this except a heart attack which would cause him to die and escape the reality.
A couple of seconds later which felt like years to Ruka, Natsume closed his eyes and opened his mouth to let Ruka invade his mouth. All the reasoning what was left of in his drunken head was melting away when Ruka wrapped his arms around his neck deepening the kiss. Natsume grabbed Ruka's waist and brought the gap between their bodies to none. Ruka moaned at the contact. It was oh so pure and heavenly and Ruka's knees got weaker. His heart was pounding like crazy but for a different reason than the few moments before. Tears filled the corner of his closed eyes.
Natsume accepted him.
He never dared to day dream about this yet here he was being kissed by Natsume. All the thoughts were blank in his head the moment Natsume kissed back.
They gasped for air breaking the kiss, only to dive into another one. More tongue and teeth and bodies getting more and more lewd. With every passing seconds their kiss was losing its chastity and innocence. They both tried to kiss more dominant than the other.
Natsume groaned and pushed Ruka on the wall not so gently without breaking the kiss. He grinded against Ruka's body making both of them gasp breaking the kiss. Natsume shifted his head and caught Ruka's ear. Biting down on it as Ruka shuddered, hands grabbed onto the raven's hair and pulled Natsume more on his body. Both breathing frantically. Natsume tried to take off the tie so he could have access to Ruka's soft skin of his neck as his mouth worked its way down.
"Fucking tie." Natsume frustratingly cursed as he failed to do the simple job of loosening it because of over excitement. Ruka cupped Natsume's face.
"Men's room. Now." Ruka demanded. He started walking fast to the direction of the men's room as he loosened his tie and unbuttoned a couple of button of the shirt.
They both found themselves in a stall. Hands under each others shirt or griping each others hair. Natsume kept kissing and sucking every inch of Ruka's neck. Ruka bit his bottom lip to prevent any moans from escaping. He was bruising himself without his knowledge.
He buried his face down on Natsume's neck . The raven's smell was so intoxicating for Ruka, his body jolted.
Natsume left Ruka's neck only to kiss his reddened lips for a mere second.
He looked at the blue eyes glazed with passion and urgency. "God, you are so beautiful."
Natsume admitted, found it hard to breath. This was a dream, right? This was too good to be true. He felt overwhelmed when Ruka grabbed him by the waist and sucked on his collarbone above his tattoo. Both could feel their needs in their nether region. They rolled their hips to feel the other more. Bodies shivered with a just a bit of pleasure. Ruka bit down hard on the crook of the raven's neck to kept his moans buried. Natsume sucked on the air as his fingers gripped the blond's hair tighter. A quiet growl escaped from the back of his throat. It felt so wrong yet the friction was so deliciously right.
"Goddamn, that crazy girl tripped and poured her drink on me. Tsk." Tsubasa's voice was heard by the boys.
They instantly stopped their action and tried to calm their breath. Natsume didn't care much even if he got caught. He'd just burn Tsubasa if he said some unnecessary stupid crap to anyone. But he cared for Ruka. He was known for getting embarrassed in public. So he wished they wouldn't get caught.
On the other side of that closed stall Tsubasa grabbed some paper napkins to dry out the excess liquid. "Aww man, I'm soaked. It's very uncomfortable to enjoy a night while dripping. Shame. Sorry guys but seems like we have to leave." Tsubasa muttered as he left the washroom to search for his group to get back.
"Phew, that was so close." Ruka sighed with relief when he heard no one in the wash room. Natsume shifted from one leg to the other. Both still red in the face from the activity.
"We… umm… should get back. It's late. Tsubasa must be looking for us." Ruka whispered.
The moment was gone. Natsume felt disappointed to his surprise. They came out the stall. Natsume smirked a bit at the irony. People come out of the closet and he just came out of the bathroom stall and with none other then his own best friend.
Am I into guys now? Or was it just Ruka got way too drunk and horny that he grabbed his best friend for a momentary relief and I stepped up to help? Why didn't I mind a bit about what just happened? If it wasn't for Tsubasa, would he go all the way? I don't think I would've stopped, would I? Damn…
Natsume stole a glance of Ruka who was straightening his shirt and fixing his tie. He hid a sigh as he kept the thought to himself.
A/N: Hope it was something. It may or may not go under M rating in later chapters. If the story needs the sex scene it may happen.
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