Love is sometime blind

Author notes:This is my first fanfiction ever so i hope all of you will like it.

Disclaimer:I do not own this tv show or any of the characters within it.

PROLOGUE

EPOV:

The first time I see him, it was like a firework just had exploded in my heart.

I was only eight years old but even if I was young I knew it was him the man I would love for the rest of my life.

My soul, my heart recognizes him, but unfortunately his heart and soul didn't recognize me.

At the start he was just my new neighbor and very fast he became my friend. My best friend.

I was the one he was telling everything and he was the guy I love in secret.

In my mind it was clear someday he will realise that he love me and I will be his girlfriend.

If only things has happened that way, he didn't realise it. I was his friend when we were a child and I was still his friend when we were teenagers.

what made my heart bleed is at the age of fourteen he starts dating girls, I was not one of the lucky girls.

With time he became the most popular and good looking guy at school, at that time he became another person.

He starts dating more, in fact he was having every week a different girl at his arm.

He starts drinking beer and act like an ass when he was drunk, which it was every weekend.

And at the age of sixteen without knowing he broke every dream I have in mind when he lost his virginity to Katherine Pierce the slut of the school.

I cry for days when I learn it from him, I cry even more when he starts dating her.

She was not like the other ones he has dated because she was not just the new flavor of the week, she became his girl.

Days, weeks and months pass and he was still with her, and one day he says something to me that really broke my heart.

He said that he was in love with her.

For the first time of his life he was in love and it sucks because it was not with me that he was in love but with that fucking bitch.

She discovers my secret very fast, I don't know how she discovers it but she did.

She knew that I was in love with my best friend, her boyfriend.

With cruel words she made it clear he was hers .

She tells me that he will never love or desire an ugly four eyes, not good looking girl just like me.

Until that moment she made of my life a true living hell.

And the worst in that it's that he didn't protect or stand up for let her treat me like garbage.

He even laughs more than once about what she was telling me.

And what is sad about that it's even if act like a fucking jerk around me, I stay his friend.

Four or five months before the prom , I decide that it was time for me to have a boyfriend.

I was tired of waiting for him to wake up and say she the one.

So I start dating Matt Donovan, he was everything that a girl want in a guy.

He was sweet, adorable, kind and the list goes on and on, but he was not the man that I love.

I think then when a start dating Matt I was hoping make my best friend jealous about it.

It didn't happen.

When the night of the prom arrived, I was at Matt arms and Katherine was at my best friend's arms.

At the final of the prom I have to watch the man that I love being crowned king and that slut of Katherine being crowned queen.

When I see them dance together I realise that maybe it was time for me to move on.

Even if I was not in love with my Matt , that night I lost my virginity in his room.

I did regret it after I let him make love to me, and I regret it even more when two nights after the prom my best friend came to my house to tell me he had just caught Katherine cheating on him with Mason Lockwood, one of his friends.

I was aware that Katherine was cheating on him but I didn't tell him because Katherine was blackmailing me about my secret.

When he learns that I knew about the cheating, we had our first real fight.

For days he didn't want to talk to me, I could tell that those few days been the worst of my life.

And one day he came to my room and he just hugs me, he tells me that he didn't want to lose his best friend for a girl and that he understand why I didn't want to hurt him by telling him that his girlfriend was cheating on him.

I didn't correct him when he said those things to me, yeah of course I didn't want him to get hurt but the real reason I didn't tell him it was just because I didn't want him to learn my secret, not like that.

He also tells me that day that he will never love again but for me he was just thinking that way because he did just get burned.

So even if claim that the word ''love" for him was over I still start hoping again about a possible ''us".

After that Katherine tries to have him back but he made me proud when he said at loud in front of everyone at the grill that she was just a fucking whore and that when he was looking at her face all he want to do was to throw up.

It was the last time that we see Katherine because three days after that scene at the grill she move in New York City.

During the summer we became more close of each others,

Because of my friendship with my best friend but more by jealousy Matt break up with me.

My best friend and I decided that we didn't want to go to a different university.

So we apply to the same university and we got both accepted by the University of Columbia.

After knowing that we will go at the same university we decided to get an apartment close to the campus and it's that way that for our first day at Columbia we were sharing a two room apartment. A dream coming true me Elena Guilbert and him Damon Salvatore under the same roof. Now all I could thing of its: lets get started!

A/N:Tell me what you think in the review.I will update the first chapter