Hey! This is a one shot of What If. I'm deciding to do one for Leah, Embry, Bella, Edward, Jacob, and Emily too. Hope you like it.
What If (Sam)
Sam POV
As everyone knows, I love Emily. She's my imprint. My soulmate for life. Well, at least that's what an imprint's supposed to mean. But, lying here, beside Emily, in our bed, I can't help but wonder and ask myself.
What if I didn't chose Emily?
What if I chose my true love?
What if I chose Leah?
My brain was driving me crazy. It's like those people you see on some T.V. shows that have a angel on their right shoulder and a devil on their left. Two sides arguing about one thing. You've seen them before right? Well, that's how I feel like right now. I have two different voices in my head arguing with each other about Emily and Leah. Which one I should have chosen. I was having my own disscussion in middle of their---- debate.
(OK, italic is the side fighting for Leah, bold is fighting for Emily and normal is Sam thinking with himself)
He should have chosen Leah!
No! He stays with Emilly!
What if I ignored my imprint with Emily? And went with Leah? What would have happened?
Emily is ugly! Sam doesn't REALLY love her! Sam and Leah were SUPPOSED to be together! This is the imprint's fault! If it not for the imprint, they would have stayed together!
Don't you DARE blame the imprint about this! The imprint was right and NEEDED to happen! It showed Sam that they were meant to be!
Leah would have been happy. I mean, we were hopelessly in love with each other, after all.
NO! The imprint did no such thing! the imprint was just making sure Sam could have more little werewolves running around! If Leah could have children, SHE would have been Sam's imprint!
NO! Not even then! Just face it, Sam and Emily are PERFECT for each other! They look good together.
What if I wasn't a werewolf? And Leah wasn't either? Wouldn't we be together, despite the fact that Emily came over to visit?
As in NEVER! YOU face it! If there was no such thing as werewolves and vampires, Sam and Leah would be together no matter what. And NO, Emily and Sam don't look good together. They look HORRIBLE together. Sam and Leah on the other hand......... Beautiful as beautiful can be.
F*** u no!
We would have been together if it wasn't for vampires and werewolves. We would have been insepatable. We would be in love. She would be marrying me, not being a maid. And it would have been her, beside me right now, not Emily. In our house, our room, our bed.
Excuse me! Did you just f***ed me? Well, you are a b****!
Ha! Me a b****! If I WAS one(which I'm not and of course not sweet Emily), YOU'D be a BIGGER one!
What if........
No I wouldn't you asshole!
Shut the f*** up!
What.........
YOU shut the f*** up!
NO YOU!
My god. I couldn't do ANY thinking with those two annoying voices arguing.
NO!
NO!
How about BOTH of you shut up!?!
Fine.
FINALLY. But it was too late. I lost my patience for more thinking. So I layed down beside Emily. I heard her breathing evenly in and out. Her arms wrapped around me. And I couldn't help but wish that they were Leah's arms that were wrapped around my waist, not Emily's. I knew that I could have that. But I didn't choose her. I chose Emily instead. Sighs. As I drifted off to sleep, the voice in my head agruing for Leah asked me,
What if?
Sooo........... How was it? Should I do one for the others too? R&R!