(a little side note, I cant do english spell control and my first language isnt englisch. so I my spelling will probably be horrible.)
Losing memories Chapter 1
When all hope is lost. I always have one thing to rely on, Him. I don't remember His name, but I know He is here. I can hear His heart beating, in the same rythem as mine. He keeps repeating the name of a flower, "Rose". I know that it's not just a flower, it is something more. But I don't know what. I know there is something I wanted, I just dont know what it was. I just want to know how He looks. I try opening my eyes for the hunderth time and this time they actually open. I hear a chair moving, I hear His voice. "Rose!" then I see His face. I cant help but smile at Him. His eyes are the first thing I notice, they're dark brown, I know I could stare in them all day. His hair is really dark, a little long for a man. I don't care, I like it, I like Him. "Rose, can you hear me?" He asked. He calls me Rose... Is that my nickname? Does only He calls me that? I don't know what to say, what could I say? That I don't remember His name or what He is for me? Only that I think I love him? "Rose! Please! Say something!" I hear another voice say despiratly. It's Her voice, the one I always wanted to protect from... something. I want to say something, but I don't know what. I hear Her walking to me, then feel a hand into mine. "Rose, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand" she says softly. That is something I can do, I squeeze. I feel a tear on my cheek. First I think it is mine, but it is Hers. "It's gonna be okay Rose, I promise" she says. That is not right. I should be the one comforting Her. Suddenly She is infront of me. She looks like a angel. Blond, almost gold, hair that falls down like sunshine. Through Her eyes I can see Her soul. Pure. Good. I just can't remember Her name. "It is going to be okay" She repeats, but Her eyes say something else.
I didn't know I passed out again. Well I know now that I wake up again. When I open my eyes the room is dark, the dark scares me. I try to move, but I'm tight up. I panic. I try to get myself free, but I can't. Suddenly I feel strong hands on my shoulder, They want to kill me! I'm sure of it! I try to fight. "Rose, Rose. Calm down. It's me." His voice hits me like lighting. It's all okay, because He is here. It's ironic that NOW I know what to say, now that no one asks. "Why did they tight me to the bed?" I ask. I can hear him laugh when he answers "Because you when you were out, you kicked me and everyone that came close to you. Lissa had to calm you down with magic." Lissa. The name sounded familiar. I cared about a girl named Lissa, like I cared about the girl who had been here before, the girl that looked like a angel. "Who is Lissa?" I ask. I can hear the sadness in His voice when he replies "She is your best friend. Since as long as you can-could remember. She was here earlier, remember?". The angel girl was my best friend, since as long as I could remember. Out of nowhere I was in a classroom, I saw myself sitting next to Her, Lissa. "I think..." Lissa says. "Have you ever been in love?" "No" I lie, I am in love. I am in love with Him, but I don't tell Lissa. So I ask her "Have you?" "Not before, but I love Christian" "Christian?!" I scream. "Don't be in love with him, Lissa! He is dangerous!" Then everything turns dark again, I wasn't in the class. At least not five seconds ago, it had been a memory. I can hear His voice "Well Christian comes here soon, he can tell you all about Lissa". Christian, the dangerous one. (Please comment your thoughts and the next chapter will be on soon!)