Oh my god I just read "Koujaku's hand starts to pull down my pants, and searches around under" and I…
"Aoba…why can't I find your…?" Koujaku breaks away, a shocked look plain on his face.
My cheeks turn redder than before. "I'm sorry, Koujaku, I should have told you." I avoid looking him in the eye. "After what happened last time…" We both cringe at having to remember him violently jacking me off. "I gave it to Ren for safe-keeping…" It takes a moment for me to admit it. But there, I said it.
Koujaku's eyebrows shoot into the sky. There they go. They're gone. "But this time…Aoba, it'll be different! I won't be as violent, you know I never meant to in the…" He breaks off, frowning without eyebrows somehow. "Wait!" he exclaims. "How did you even give your dick to Ren?"
I shrug, not wanting to explain things right now. We have more important work to do. I try to pull his lips back to mine, to taste his tongue again, but Koujaku won't continue until I give him an explanation. I sigh. "Fine. It's fine. That's fine. Everything's FINE!" I say, exasperated. "That night, before you came home…I put my cock inside of Ren's robotic butthole, and he consumed it. It's no longer attached to me. It's stored inside him right now, so I can't just get it back."
Koujaku pushes away from me, his eyes brimming with tears. "Aoba…what the fuck?" he whispers, clearly hurt by my actions. An ache begins to spread through my chest. Oh no, my precious childhood friend… "Aoba, I was supposed to consume it…" He turns away from me, and I realise Ren has ruined everything for me. This moment, this opportunity, it will never come again.