"Mommy, when will I see daddy?" My three year old asked me. I sat on her bed and stroked her long dark brown curls.

"Soon baby girl, soon." I assured her, it a good thing she has no idea when soon is or else she will be asking why I always tell her that yet she hasn't seen him. Her eyes slowly closed and her breathing became even. I smiled at the sight if her sleeping and dreaming sweet dreams. I got up and walked out of her room, closed her door gently and went downstairs.

You may be wondering who I am, right? Well my name is Quinn Pensky, I'm 21 years old and I work at one of the most famous scientific company in the world. I'm a single mother and the CEO of my company. There's lots of times I wonder if I spend too much time in my work that I don't spend time with my little girl. I'm not perfect I know, but I feel like I owe her more than what I give her. She doesn't know who her father is, I spend as much time as I can with her but juggling work and being a good parent isn't easy.

My little girl's name is Abigail Elizabeth Pensky, or just Abby for short. She's my life; I don't know what I'd do without her. I had her when I was 18, but even when she was unexpected I loved her dearly. I just wish she could have her father with her, so she won't feel that her father doesn't love her or anything. In reality he has no idea she even exists. I left before he found out, but I am curtain if he knew he'd love her with everything in him. I named her Abigail, since it means father's Joy.

Her father is Logan Reese, the most famous director/ actor. Yeah you heard right, Logan and I met at PCA. We didn't really talk much, you see I was a science freak and he was the popular player of the school, so really we had nothing in common. Oh and when he called me a spaz I hated him that instance but I got over it when I helped him with his free throws and made him where that orange dress. Around that time we became friends, not close or anything but the joking kind of friendship. Our relationship became romantically when he sat on that bench and made me feel better after my attempt to compete with Brook, Mark's new girlfriend. That day I saw a sincere and caring Logan, and we kissed. At first we avoided each other because we were embarrassed and it was awkward. but then Logan asked me to be his girlfriend. We kept it secret until prom.

Prom night we got a bit…. how should I put this and still keep it PG…we got carried away. Everything was fine until the day I notice I was two weeks late. I told Zoey and Lola and then we went to the doctor to get our suspicions confirmed. The doctor had told me I was already three weeks pregnant.

Zoey told me to tell Logan, but I kept procrastinating. I was going to tell him graduation day but that day I got more unexpected news.

*Flashback*

"I have something to tell you." They both said simultaneously, causing them to chuckle.

"What do you have to tell me, Quinn?" Logan said smiling big. Quinn just needed to know what made him so happy before possibly causing that smile off his face.

"No you go first, Logan," She said and gave him a reassuring smile.

"My dad wants me to be the leading role in his movie. We start shooting on Monday, in London." He finished enthusiastically. Quinn's heart dropped at the news.

"That's great! How long are you going to be shooting?" Please say a couple months please just say that.

"A year in a half, isn't that amazing?" Quinn nodded not really as enthusiastic as her boyfriend.

"So what is it that you had to tell me?" Quinn closed her eyes to prevent tears to fall.

"I-I… don't think it's important anymore…" She finally let out and opened her eyes. "I also don't think our relationship is ready for long distance." Logan's smile turned into a frown.

"What are you implying?"

She took a deep breath and looked down.

"I want us to break up."

"What? Why?"

"Logan, I don't want to be waiting around for you to come back to California and then say you met a prettier girl and dump me. I wouldn't be able to handle that. So this is good bye." With that being said she walked away as fast as she could, with tears falling down from her eyes.

"What happened to forever and always?" She heard him yell, that only caused more tears to fall.

*End of Flashback*

I didn't see the look on his face but I can just imagine how heartbroken he looked. I still love him with everything in me. I couldn't forget about him or how his kisses felt on my lips. Every guy Zoey and Lola set me up with always ended up being compared to Logan. Not one made me feel like Logan had in a day. So I stopped dating and focused on Abby and work.

If you asked me if I regret it, I would immediately say no. But I know Abby needs a dad and Logan needs to know he has a three year old daughter. When the time comes I'll tell him but until then, I'll just have to make sure my baby girl is happy without her father.

*Next Day*

I entered Abby's room to go wake her up. She was sleeping peacefully; I'd hate to ruin her dreams but today is the day we get to see Lola. Lola became a famous actress and has won many awards. She travels a lot so Zoey and I don't get to see her as often. Abby became very fond of her because Lola always tells her amazing stories. So seeing her is also very important to her.

I shook her gently. "Abby, it's time to get up." Her eyes opened and she sat up.

"Mommy, I dreamed about meeting daddy. We played and played with my toys and he told me he loved me." Hearing that was bittersweet. She needs her father in her life but I can't give her, her father. I wish I could but, I'm not sure where he is or even if he wants to see me again.

"That's great sweetie, one day you'll actually meet him and you can play with him all you want. But right now you need to get dress so that we can see your auntie Lola." She jumped out of bed and ran towards her drawers. She picked out a blue shirt and a light purple skirt.

"Baby girl those colors don't match." I said walking up to her. I picked out a purple dress for her to wear and showed it to her. "How about this?" She dropped the clothes she had and nodded. After I got her dressed, I started brushing her hair. I wasn't sure what to do with her hair so I just decided to let it fall down he back with a headband.

We walked out of the house and I sat her in the booster seat. I buckled her up and then I got inside the car and started driving towards Zoey's house. Her house is only fifteen minutes away from mine so we got there sooner than Lola.

Abby was busy watching TV while I was talking to Zoey.

"Quinn, you know Logan's in town for a new movie he's directing." I sighed knowing where she was heading.

"Zoey, please don't start." I begged. She looked at Abby.

"Quinn, she needs her father, heck you need him." I didn't respond so she continued. "He's lived what he always wanted; he's an actor and a director. Yet from what Chase and Michael tell me he's not the same. He never sticks with one girl, he's always seen with another girl. Before you became a part in his life he was like that but you changed him, now that you're not in his life he's back to how he was. Quinn, think about it, your happiness and his are on the line."

"Don't you think I know that? Abby's been asking about him more often than before and I don't know how to respond. I know I need him but I can't just show up on his set and say, "Hey you have a daughter". I replied. She shook her head.

"I didn't mean it like that. I meant for you to consider meeting up with him and talking to him, then tell him." I shook my head.

"He probably doesn't even want to see me; I broke his heart and walked away."

"If he knew why you did, he would understand."

I was about to reply but there was a knock on Zoey's door. Zoey got up and opened the door, a couple seconds later Lola walked in. Abby ran up to her and Lola picked her up.

"Hey there squirt, how are you and your mommy?"

"We're fine; I just want to meet my daddy already." Lola looked up at me; I gave her a sad smile.

"Don't worry you'll meet him soon." The way she said soon made me think.

"Lola, are you staring in his movie?" Zoey asked and Lola nodded.

"He called me and asked me; I would have said no, if it was my manager that told me, but he asked me. I just couldn't turn him down."

"Chill Lola, I'm not mad. I understand, why would I be mad? It's not like I'll be seeing him while you're shooting." She sat down on the couch with Abby in her lap.

"I know. Oh and he asked about you." She said with a grin. I shook my head.

"And I care because?" Lola shook her head.

"Quinn, you can pretend as much as you want but I know that you're dying to see him."

"So what if I am. Part of me wants to see how he's changed but part of me is afraid to see him, not that I will." Zoey and Lola groaned.

"He has a right to know!" They yelled.

I know but I just don't know how to tell him…" I told them. "Like I told Zoey before, I can't just go and say, "Hey Logan you have a daughter."

"Okay, Lola lets change the subject. There's not convincing her today." Zoey said and Lola nodded.

"Auntie Lola can you tell me a story?" Abby asked as if she hadn't heard a single thing. Lola smiled down at her and nodded.

This is an idea that popped in my head.

So tell me if i should continue it or not.

just a heads up if i decide to continue it i won't update very fast but i'll try to update it as soon as i can.

R&R