Ever know the feeling of desperately wanting something. Not just wanting but craving, yearning, begging. Greater than just aching for it but needing it…
Chapter 1: Yuki and?
"Why do you lie to me? I don't know who you are anymore, onee-chan!" I can't believe it; he always kept secrets from me. At first it was about Zero, then about our shared ancestry, now what? Kaname would always hide something from me; I knew he was keeping something else from me.
"Y-yuki." His sad voice beckoned me closer to him. Why was he being the tender and gentle Kaname?
"What is it onee-chan?" I tugged away from him. If he lied one more time I swear I would…
"It's for your own good Yuki." He said sincerely. Really, was he using that poor excuse again?
"Stop it!" I stormed away, then notice Seiren standing in the hall. Who was she anyway, not that it really mattered?
"No more secrets Yuki. I give all of myself to you." Onee-chan was looking down at me with his sad and lonely eyes again. He had followed me into the next room, which also held no doors or windows.
"I'm sorry, onee-chan. You don't deserve this or me for that matter." I had already sinned enough. Now I couldn't live with this horrible ghost of my past.
Just thinking about it brought back the fresh pain that Zero had left behind. But then it wasn't just Zero there were others that I left behind also, what would happen to my best friend Yori?
"Yuki, you do realize how long I've waited and watched over you right? Your are not the only one to suffer." Kaname said politely but I could never tell with him. All the pain that he was going through was lost in his fathomless eyes.
"Kaname I've sinned so much…" If my pain was unbearable what was his?
"We both have fallen and now we shall both descend from heaven together." He answered me his dark eyes hard to read.
Why did he love me? Did it have to be me that this beautiful man loved? I wasn't worthy of having him as my very own. Or Zero for that matter…
"Kaname-sama…" I looked back deep into his eyes as his arms surrounded me into an unfamiliar hug.
"What is with the –sama? You don't have to call me that." Kaname whispered seductively into my ear. It was much more proper to call him Kaname-sama but I guess he didn't like it.
"Onee-chan, why me?" I wasn't beautiful I was completely the exact opposite of beautiful. Being short and somewhat flat chested doesn't really help either…
"Yuki, my dear girl, you will learn in due time. " Kaname was being ever so serious again.
"Yes Onee-chan." I sounded like a little girl again and answered Kaname sweetly. There was a deep sound of innocence in my voice; maybe I really was a little kid.
Then, I felt it again, that thirst, that desire… Was this the blood lust that Zero craved? Slowly I caressed Kaname's cheek, picturing Zero in his stead. That was too mean, I shouldn't have been thinking of some other man when I was with my over-jealous Kaname-sama.
"You're hungry aren't you? I'm sorry I forgot that you would need to feed that beast inside of you…" Kaname trailed off as I took his face in both of my hands to look into his face at my level.
"Maybe I just want you." I whispered delicately to him, feeling this strong hunger increase.
"Don't forget I want you too…" Kaname answered me in return. His hands grasped my neck softly and he brought his head forward. The edges of his fangs barely touched the base of my neck; his hands were now supporting the back of my neck.
Suddenly his fangs sunk into my neck deeply, I could feel his fangs pierce my skin harshly. Why was he so hungry? Was he holding back from all these years that we spent so close yet so far apart?
"Kaname?" He let go to look at me the glorious ruby red blood from my neck covered his mouth and dripped onto me. "I am hungry too." Shyly I placed my head near his own neck to nibble on his skin.
"Yes, Yuki…" Kaname turned his head towards me giving me a quick kiss before letting me drink his very own blood. Fighting the strong urges inside of me I gave into the beast and pierced my beloved too hard without realizing it.
But what I really felt was something different. He wasn't the same being as the one the other half of my heart belonged to. Zero, no matter what I will keep running from you. Now that we took this less treaded path we can't escape we have to keep moving forward. Though we may now be enemies I will ALWAYS be your ally…
"Yuki what are you think about?" Kaname asked interrupting my thoughts.
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