Sparkles
Scornful
Light
Lightning.
That
was my first awareness.
I was born during a storm. Fitting for a
cursed weather witch, no?
Light became a fascination for me, a way
to keep my mind off Cousin Uraelle's tasks.
A copper bit in the
market, the sun's hot reflection in the well, the tiny glimmer that
would spark in my eyes whenever a storm hit.
When Niko taught me
to see magic, he began to sparkle as well. That was when my intense
obsession with him began. There's no other word for it, although
Sandry would say I've caught the love sickness. And maybe I have.
But
Niko must never find out. I'm just his student, just another lost
mage he rescued from the seas of despair.
A
Glimmer, A Glimpse
Look,
Did You See It? Hope Just Darted By
Lightning.
My
pet, my companion.
The one who showed me other shiny things.
I
walked in on Kethlun Warder in the glass shop in Winding Circle, one
day after we'd returned, and caught a glimpse of him through
Lightning.
He shimmered like the reflection of the sun on the
yesteryear well of my memory.
He shook his long shaggy hair back,
he had let it grow over the year, and revealed the silvercopper
piercing he had asked Frostpine to do.
The white-gold mix captured
the light of the hot, glass fire, and I knew I'd found a new
obsession.
Like
That
Hope
Just Dashed By, An Appointment With The Rocks Near the Seas of
Despair
Lightning.
I
hate running. But that was the only thing I could do after I saw
Briar and Kethlun. I never knew. Never dreamed. Well, maybe dreamed
about it a few times, but never once did I think that my brother or
my student would really be that way.
They must have heard me; I'm
sure I gasped, and Briar must've sensed me, because they both looked
up at me.
Pity.
It was shining in both their eyes. I hate pity.
I don't need it from anyone, anywhere, anytime.
All I need is to
be accepted, wanted, needed.
But for the cursed, love is always
too much to ask.
Please
Everyone
Has A Place, So Where's Mine?
Lightning.
It
blazes white hot, imprinting its patterns into my eyes. I stare at
it. Will it take my pain away?
But nothing can.
They both tried
talking to me earlier. Briar's worried because he thinks maybe I
don't like that he's like that. I told him not to worry. I just want
to be told. I felt the other two relax. They knew already.
I was
the uncertain factor.
Kethlun tried bribery. A trinket there, and
ribbon here, a pastry bun he nicked like Briar taught him to. I
finally told him to give up.
They say I'm sulking like a child and
I am, but right now, that is how I can hang on.
Boom
Sand
and Lightning Make Glass, So What Do Glass and Lightning
Make?
Lightning.
I
spin a cage out of it. Weaving in on the spinning wheel of my mind,
like Sandry and Lark taught me to.
Right before I'm finished, I
shove a piece of glass into it, and watch it explode.
Bits of sand
hiss through the air, and I can imagine that they leave scars. Long,
thick gashes to match the ones on my soul.
Tearing constantly, but
never showing.
Chance
I
Do Believe In Second Chances, You Just Have To Convince My
Heart
Lightning.
I
am on the roof reveling in the storm when Niko pokes his head up. He
screams at me for a bit over the thunder about how he hates heights,
before convincing me to come down.
As I clamber down the ladder he
is behind me, nattering on about students and dragons and teachers
and magic.
We sit in the warmth of my room, although I leave the
window open; I can never miss a good storm. And right before he leans
over across my bed and presses his lips against mine, I see lightning
out of the corner of my eye.
