There she goes again
The girl I'm in love with
It's cool, we're just friends
Lilly passed by me to get to her locker. I gazed at her fondly from behind the slits in my own puke-green locker. She looked beautiful, as always. She wasn't wearing a hat today, and her silky blonde locks fell to her shoulders. I found the sudden urge to treach out and touch them when she turned to me.
Walk the halls at school
We know it's casual
It's cool, we're just..
She walked to my locker and said, in her bold, clear voice, "Let's go, Ollie!" We walked nonchalantly down the crowded hallways, hearing the whispering we always heard. People always talked about how they thought we were secretly going out, which we always responded with, "Of course not!", although I wished we were.
I don't want to lead you on,
No
But the truth is, I've grown fond
Yeah
Everyone knows it's meant to be
Falling in love, just you and me
Til the end of time
Til I'm on her mind
It'll happen
I never had the nerve to flirt with Lilly, since I was so scared about how she would respond. But I had loved her for so long; her love of skateboarding, her tomboy-ish style, her cute, tinkly laugh. She was different from all the other girls.
Miley and our other friends often talked to us seperately about what a cute couple we would make, and I couldn't agree more, though I could never show it. Miley was the only one who knew of my love for Lilly, and that's how it would stay.
I've been making lots of plans
Like a picket fence
And a rose garden
I'll just keep on dreaming
But it's cool
Cause we're just friends
I had often thought of mine and Lilly's house if we ever got married. A bold garden of red roses pops against the stark white picket fence in front of a small brick house. The front door is wide open, and me and Lilly are inside, embracing and...I always stopped here, embarrased that my mind had wandered so far. After all, Lilly and I were friends.
Small talk on IM
Just one word sentences
It's cool, we're just friends
If I had my way
We'd talk and talk all day
Yeah
Our IM conversations were short and to-the-point, although I'd wished that we could talk all day long, about her and me and our relationship and the world and everything. I loved Lilly so much, I would do anything just as long as she was there.
Everyone knows it's meant to be
Falling in love, just you and me
Til the end of time
Til I'm on her mind
It'll happen
I've been making lots of plans
Like a picket fence
And a rose garden
I'll just keep on dreaming
But it's cool
Cause we're just friends
Thinkin about how
We're gonna say our vows
It's cool, we're just friends
She walks down the aisle
I see all my friends smile
Cause now we're more than friends
I looked at Lilly and imagine her as a beautiful bride, her golden hair swept up and her white dress hugging her fit body. Before I could stop myself, I brushed my hand against her soft cheek, and kept it there, her warm face radiating against my fingers. She looked at me, and I took in her soft hazel eyes, her rosy cheeks, her full, pink lips, which were curled into a smile. I pulled her close and leaned down, out lips meeting gently. Surprise burst in her eyes, but then she smiled into the kiss. Right there, in that bustling school hallway, I found the love of my life.
Everyone knows it's meant to be
Falling in love, just you and me
Til the end of time
Til I'm on her mind
It'll happen
We've been making lots of plans
Like a picket fence
And a rose garden
I'll just keep on dreaming
Just keep on thinking
About when we used to be
Just friends
I stood by the minister, looking down the aisle when the wedding march sounded through the church. I saw Lilly, eyes shining with tears, stepping down the hallway, arms linked with her father. She smiled at me. Wow, she was beautiful.
All through the minister's speech, Lilly and I smiled at each other. We exchanged our vows, and when the minister said, "You may now kiss the bride", I swept her up like I had all those years ago.
La,La,La,La
La,La,La,La
La,La,La,La
When we used to be
Just friends
Hope you guys enjoyed!
Pushing Me Away will be updated a few times before Tuesday since I'll be busy for the rest of the week, so check in for that!