This is my first GG OS ever, I can't see more perfect couple than Dan&Blair on this show, he can really make her happy and I was glad he kissed her last night and hell SHE KISSED HIM BACK !
It's spoilers for the next episode (well with the promo of epi 5x16) and also tonight epi
Thanks to my friend Isa for checking on my english
—I just want you to be happy. Tell me what would make you happy Dan?
She didn't expect this kind of answer, she never expected him to feel that way. She was surprised at first, he even let her space to stop it. Did she want to stop this kiss? She didn't think anymore and kissed him back.
Did she feel something for him? She knew the answer, deep inside, she couldn't just accept it not until this particular moment.
This true moment, where he showed her what it could make him happy. Her Blair Cordelia Wardolf Grimaldi. The Queen B kissing Lonely Boy !
She gave everything in the kiss, she understood, she couldn't pretend anymore, she did have feelings for him, no matter what was happening in her life, Dan was her "home".
The door opened and the reality too. It wasn't just a simple kiss, it was affecting everything. She let Dan runs after Georgina and confronted Serena. She have tried so hard to convince herself "Derena" should happen again, she was so wrong, she knew it now.
After a short conversation with her best friend, she knew she has to do the right thing, she couldn't hurt anyone. Blair left the Empire building, as fast she could but she didn't expect to see him again.
Daniel Humphrey, her best friend, her beloved friend and maybe even more...
He asked about the prenupt, she told him the truth even about her feelings for Louis. She was so relieved to be back home, not with her "husband".
—How about your feelings for me? Because that kiss wasn't just like last year. You kissed me back, I felt it.
He caught her, she couldn't deny she felt it, she felt something she didn't feel for a long time...It wasn't like last year when her mind was all in Chuck, it wasn't like she was still in love with Louis, it wasn't like they didn't spend so much time together that he saved her in many ways, be by her side, ALWAYS.
But here it wasn't like she didn't hurt her best friend, Serena loved Dan, she couldn't do the same thing she did to her, years ago with Nate, she couldn't even look at herself in a miror.
—It doesn't matter how you think you felt, because Serena is my best friend and I would never do anything to hurt her. I'm sorry for giving you the wrong impression. Happy Valentine's day.
She meant the last word with sadness, she wished, he could be her valentine's, she wished Serena wasn't between them, she just wished for once she wasn't married to a man she hated and only be once again Queen B all over. And she left, attempting the gala as princess, the title she was wearing now, but not what she felt at all.
S didn't speak to her when she came back at home, they just closed their doors, she'll try to explain to her about everything tomorrow, when her mind couldn't be on that kiss anymore...
Breakfast at the Wardolf was never so cold, Serena blamed her for stealing Dan, she was so mad at her but she didn't use the fact she indeed stole Nate to her, not ever once. Dorota closed the door, they were inside for a while, ignoring eachother then she promised to her best friend, she couldn't come between her and Dan.
—There is NO Dan&Me B, he loves you, did you read his book? It's all about you!
The door opened finally and Serena left. Blair stays in the room for a while, trying to figure out what her best friend just told her...
Blair couldn't believe what she just finished to read. After months of ignoring the book, she finally read it all, not just the lusty part which once made her so dreamful but also unhappy. Dan's feelings was real and pure, she couldn't expect someone to love her this way. He was more a prince than a pauper in her eyes. Anyways, she couldn't ruin what they have built, she liked him, cared for him but she couldn't give up on their friendship for it, she has to tell him those words.
Blair arrived at the place, Dan was helping on building some stuff for the play of UPRIGHT CITIZEN'S BRIGADE tonight. She couldn't stop smiling, while looking at him, she didn't find Dan Humphrey attractive, she never glance at him more than a seconds on the past but since last year, they started to spend more time together and she saw his true nature, his own beauty. He was the man who did his best to support her in all drama which happened in her life, he was the one she could hug and forget everything she had been through. He was the one who wrote this book...
She looked down in her hands, the book, it was the only reason she was here today...
—It's pretty impressive, you got your book in play!
Dan noticed her, he was so surprised to see her in this place, after everything which happened last night.
—I guess i'm not a bad writer afterall, Said Dan, amused.
—I guess not...
they looked into each other eyes then Blair blinked and walked toward him, holding his precious book. Dan looked at her hands and noticed it too.
—I...I finally had time to finish your book, Affirmed Blair, trying to avoid his eyes.
—Did you like it?
—Well, except your fantaisies about you and me...
He rolleyed his eyes at the sky, was she never get over it?
—It was a wonderful book Dan, I'm sorry I didn't read it before, Added Blair, with an honest smile.
He just smiled at her, happy.
—And I can't wait to read your next one, I want the first copy Humphrey, do you understand me?
He laughed but nodded. Blair takes a deep breath and proposed him to sit down on the chairs for a while, he accepted and then looked at her, very deeply.
—So what do you want to speak about Blair?
Blair tried to ignore of the feelings in that moment, she has to stay focus on what she have to say.
—I'm sorry for trying to bring you with S, I just wanted to make you happy and...
—...And you know what could make me happy, Added Dan.
—Yes but I...I don't feel the same for you Dan, I care about you, I swear but I don't want to be in relationship with you, you're one of my closest friend, I don't want to lose you for some weirds feelings coming out of nowhere.
—They're not weirds and don't come out of nowhere, trust me, Declared the young man.
—Well, doesn't matter Dan, I'm married woman and I don't want to hurt Serena's, you've to move on with it, Affirmed Blair, with convincing voice, or at least tried to.
—I can't.
—Then try harder Humphrey! Yelled, the young lady.
Everyone around stared at them, she blushed then closed her eyes. Dan did the only thing he could think in the right moment, he took her hands in his, Blair opened her eyes, looked at him.
—I want more than to be your friend, Blair...I want YOU, Confessed Dan.
Her heart beat so fast, she never expected this conversation to be so hard.
—I don't.
—You kissed me back Blair, it's that to meant something!
—Doesn't matter, it was just a kiss, Said Blair, jumping off her chair.
Dan walked toward, took both of her hands in his, he glanced at her a long time, not so sure how to say it, but he has to do.
—You're lying to yourself. Look, I'm nothing like Chuck, I can't promise you an empire, or neither a prince who can bring you jewelries, I can only promise to love and cherish you, how much you want me to do.
—Dan...
She was speechless, he was so right, he wasn't like a Chuck, neither like Louis or anyone she dated, he was the pauper guy, the one who started to become famous with a book, she was his muse. Never in her life Blair feels so alive,he was the first man who didn't try to buy her in many ways. She wished her wedding was over, she wished Serena wasn't between them, she just wished she was really his, in that right moment.
—I can wait for your answer Blair, I don't ask you one right now, you've so much to deal with, I told you, I'll be on your side ALWAYS, Added Dan, let it go of her hands.
She didn't think anymore, she didn't want to, she could deal with everything later, she takes a step toward him and kissed him back, forgetting who she was, who he was, they were just Dan&Blair to people in love with eachother. He put his hand on her cheek and she grabbed him, getting closer to him. The kiss was gentle at first then more passionate, not the same kiss she could have shared with Chuck, there were no words to say how much Dan Humphrey was a good kisser. The kiss didn't end as the last time, nobody came to interrupt them. Blair breath healthy, looking into Dan's eyes.
—I've to go, Urged Blair.
He let her go but turned toward the leaving princess.
—Will you come tonight ?
—Of course.
Blair didn't expect to find Serena outside the building. Did she follow her?
—So what about this kiss B?
—What?
—I saw you both, and your lipstick is all over Dan's face now!
—Did you spy on me now S? Asked Blair unhappy.
—No, I didn't, I wanted to congrat to Dan but I should have expected to see you here...
Serena started to walk away but Blair followed her.
—Are you mad at me because for once a guy doesn't like you S? Please tell me!
The blond woman turned to face her best friend, still upset, we could say with the look on her face.
—Tell me the truth you like Dan!
—I don't.
—I'm done with your lies B, you like him ! You tried to push us together because you couldn't face your own feeling, I'm not only mad because you took Dan from me but also because you're lying right in front of me ! Yelled Serena before leaving.
The day passed very fast, Blair dealing with Chuck and his scheme against Dan then him asking if she loved him, she didn't answer, she couldn't face what she felt. The only one she wanted to really truly say it, it was Dan, she didn't want to spare her feelings out to anyone else.
The play happened very well, everyone in the room congratuled the young writer. Everyone was here, except one person, she said she could come and she didn't. Dan remembered the face to face with Chuck, he has loved to say to him he was winning Blair, though for him it wasn't a competition, he loved her unconditionnaly since a year and doesn't matter Chuck Bass tried to ruin his life, because he was simply mad of losing Blair over him.
Dan saw Serena in the room early but she didn't come to say an hello, it's not that he didn't care but for now, all he expected was Blair's arrival.
Then she arrived, following with her secretary or whatever she was, he just smiled at her, until she came next to him, she puts a kiss on his cheek, congrats him. The kiss lastest a bit, he got time to catch a sentence, then she walked away, doing her princess's work...
Dan looked at the door with no patience, he still remembered Blair's words "Your loft at midnight". It was almost 1AM...Was she telling him they could be together or the contrary ? He didn't know what to think. Finally the answer could come fast, there was a "knock" at the door, he litteraly runs to open it, looking at Blair.
—Sorry, I'm late, a lot of princess's duty to do tonight.
—It's ok.
She just smiled when she entered the room, watching the window next to her.
—Do you want to take off your clothes ?
—What? Asked Blair, surprised.
—I meant the coat, sorry it's just... Added Dan, totally embarrassed.
—I know, very uncomfortable
—Yeah...
Blair looked at him, with a very serious expression.
—You're not my prince Dan Humphrey, neither my King.
—I...
—Could you just for one second let me talk? Asked Blair, putting her hand betwen theirs bodies.
Dan nodded.
—I don't know how I'll work out this situation with S, she's my best friend, I know what she feels about everything happening between us and I know Chuck is still in my heart, very deeply, I love him and probably will always love him, but I don't know if we could get throught this now, we grown so apart...You and I, we became so close, you supported me, like you said "always", you're not a prince with title, neither a pauper in my eyes, you became someone very important to me.
—And what I'm Blair? Asked Dan, with a smile.
The young woman looked into his eyes then closed her eyes and kissed him, Dan didn't wait any longer and kissed her back, so happy to have finally her letting go of her true feelings.
They kissed for a while, holding eachother as it was their last time then they separated, still in eachother arms, looking into eachother eyes.
—Do you wanna be my secret lover Dan Humphrey? Asked Blair with adorable smile in her lips.
—Always.
She smiled and kissed him once more. She knew she couldn't stay all the night with him, but she decided to enjoy every moments they could spend together...