Title: Did you ever wonder how I truly felt?
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. I'm a poor uni student.
Author's Note: This is my first submitted story. Any feedback is appreciated. I was not in a good mood when I wrote this so that has influenced the way the story was done. Anyway read & review if you want to.
Did you ever wonder how I truly felt? Did anybody miss me when I disappeared after I defeated Voldemort? I guess not for who needs Freak the weapon.
Yes, Freak is my name. I may have answered to Harry or Potter but well any fool would know my true name. Uncle Vernon was right. He always was. My life has merely been a play written by the chief manipulator, Albus Dumbledore.
Dumbledore orchestrated every moment of my life so that I would trust and revere him as though he was a god. He enchanted the Dursley's so that they would treat me like the freak I am.
At first it was little things like not getting enough food or Dudley pushing me around and making sure that I had no friends that I could tell tales to. By the time I was for I was the only person who cooked or cleaned in that house. Do you have any idea what it was like looking after the three pigs? No you don't and you never cared to know either.
Finally you sent your minion Hagrid to rescue me & pique my curiousity regarding the philosopher's stone. Maybe I should have let the hat put me in Slytherin. At least then I would have died much sooner and not had to put up with those backstabbers that everyone had the gall to call my best friends.
Best friends do not get paid to be friends with the other person nor do they have stupid jealous fits. If Ron wanted my life he was welcome to it. Or did you fuck with his mind to Dumbledork? How do I know these things, you ask. I know because I was a natural ligilimencer.
I can actually do research and think for myself you know. As it turns out, Snape did me a favour by ligilimensing me, he activated my skills and every natural ligilimencer in history has be crap at occlumency but you already knew that didn't you, Dumblefuck. Anyway Voldie must be stopped & even though I think that it's not my problem your going to force me to fight anyway. So once I'm done fighting, I've made plans I'm going somewhere where nobody can ever find me & I'll be happy there.
I find it truly ironic that the only person who never lied to me was Voldemort. Did you ever wonder how I truly felt? No I don't think you did but I'll tell you now. I hate you all and once I'm gone, your screwed because there will always be another dark lord.
I know this because history repeats itself. See ya!