Kagome's Heart

He says that I'm not worth the time
Not worth the few moments that I would take
He says that I can't do anything right
I'm just so stupid
That all I'm good for is detecting
Shards of the sacred Jewel
I wonder if it's true
Am I really so worthless
Then I got to know Him
And I had something to live for
Someone that would dry all tears
Lick all wounds
Mend all fences
I decided to live for Him
Have my place be by His side
Now He wants to leave
I love Him with all my heart
And more
Yet still He wants to leave me
For someone else
I see Her every day
Or hear of Her at least
She is beautiful
Kind
Gentle
Graceful
Compassionate
An archery master
Everything that I'm not
My friends say that I am the better one
Not the copy
Not the reincarnation
Who do I believe
In this game I call life
My Shippo says that if I leave
He will be all alone
Sango says I'm her family
Forever her soul sister
Miroku says that I mean the world to him
And his offer is still open
Kaede doesn't have to speak
I know what's in her heart
She still loves Kikyo
Same as the one I love
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I did it
It's over
The Jewel is complete
That thing that caused everything
All the battles are won
Enemies vanquished
Naraku is dead
Miroku's curse is lifted
Sango got revenge
Shippo stayed alive
I still don't know about Him
He went off with Her in the end
And He hasn't come back
I don't know what to do
*
I sit here
Looking out over the well
Out of whence I came
I can't go back
I can't stay here
There's only one way to go
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He comes up beside me
He finally came back
I glance up at Him and see His tattered sword
In one swift motion
I grasp it's worn-down hilt
And prepare the one last strike
He looks at me in horror
As I stab my chest right through
I gaze at him with love-filled eyes
And He starts to cry
My hearing gets dim
My sight goes dark
I can't feel the pain
I inflicted upon myself
I hear Him whisper in my ear
As I slip into death
I love you Kagome
I always have and I always will