Prologue...

August 10, 2001

0500 EDT

Austin's Apartment…




Austin covered a yawn with one hand as she settled behind her computer to log on and check her email before showering and getting ready to face her day. A day that would be considerably less pleasant with Victor back in New Mexico visiting his mother and sisters for a week.


They'd been dating for a little over a month, but it was amazing how much of her life was tied into Victor's now, Austin thought as she waited for MSN messenger to open and display the number of messages in her inbox. Not that she couldn't live without him, she functioned quite well on her own, but it wasn't as much fun as being part of a couple.

"Ooh…12 messages…wonder who they're from," Austin grinned as she opened her inbox.

Three of the twelve waiting messages were from Victor she realized with a smile looking at the From: column.


"Gee Victor…someone might think you were attached to me or something," Austin murmured just as a Messenger window opened in the corner of her screen.


Hi


Good morning Victor. How are you?


Good…You?


Boy you're a real conversationalist in the morning aren't you? ;) I'm fine, I just got up. What are you doing up at 3 in the morning??

Just getting in actually. Mama wanted to go visit my Aunt Evangeline then I went out with some old friends. I thought I'd log in and see if you were around before I hit my bunk.


Such a thoughtful Marine. I miss you Victor. :(


I miss you too Aus. Mama and the girls would love to meet you. Are you sure you don't want to come out for the weekend? Then we could fly home together on Monday.


I've made plans all ready. Harriet and I are going antiquing. I'm sorry.


It's okay Aus, I should go. I need some shut eye. Take care.


Semper Fi Victor. I'll be waiting for you at the airport when you come home.


Can't wait.


Austin read the rest of her emails feeling a vague sense of unease as she thought over her brief conversation with Victor. He had really wanted her to come visit, but she wasn't ready for that step yet.


From everything Victor had told her about his Catholic upbringing she was sure him bringing her home would signal a serious relationship to his mother, something she wasn't ready for quite yet. Things with Victor were serious and they had spent the night at each other's houses a number of times: no sex yet, but Austin knew it was only a matter of time.


Frankly she was enjoying the wait. It was giving her time to know Victor as a person and a friend. At times it was frustrating when they were in the middle of an intense make-out session and Victor pulled away kissing her forehead gently. The first time he had done that had sparked their first argument. Austin grinned as she logged off remembering the dozen red roses that had been delivered to her at JAG the next morning.


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0710 EDT

JAG Headquarters…




"You're here early Miss Bradford," Admiral AJ Chegwidden greeted as he poured himself a cup of coffee.


"Good Morning Admiral. I have a lot of appointments today and I wanted to get some reports written."


"Carry on then," AJ leaned in the doorframe to her tiny office noting all the changes she'd made. The walls were a light blue and she'd mounted a huge cork bulletin board over her desk so she could tack up some personal effects. He'd read most of them one evening when he'd been in the office late after a meeting with SecNav. "You've done wonders with this little space."


"Thank you sir…I hope you don't mind the personal things," Austin apologized turning and indicating her bulletin board with a wave of her hand.


"Not at all…I encourage my people to express themselves, so long as it's appropriate. Have a good day Miss Bradford.


"You too Admiral Chegwidden sir."


Austin went through her day managing to keep her feelings of missing Victor under wraps by virtue of being too busy to stop and think of her personal life for more than a second or two.

It was 4:45 pm and Austin was closing down her laptop when there was a knock on her door. "Come in please."


"Hi Austin, it's just me," Harriet announced cheerfully as she walked in. "Colonel Mackenzie, Commander Rabb, the Admiral, Tiner, Bud and I are going to McMurphy's for some dinner and a little pool. Would you like to come along?"


"Sounds like fun. When are you meeting there?"


"I think everyone is going to go home and change so probably around 1900 or so. You can ride with Bud and I if you want to. We'll make Bud be the designated driver," Harriet offered. She knew Austin was lonely without Gunny around and she wanted to keep her friend from moping around her apartment on a Friday night.


"I'm sure Bud will be thrilled with that," Austin rolled her eyes knowing Harriet's sweet spouse wouldn't mind at all. Bud might have a beer or 2, but that was it. He didn't seem to enjoy drinking.


"You know Bud: he won't mind it a bit."


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2000 EDT

McMurphy's Tavern…




"So ladies…care for a game of pool?" Harm asked as he passed the table Harriet, Mac and Austin had commandeered as soon as they'd arrived.


"With you? No sir!" Harriet snorted.


"Harriet…we're outside the office…please call me Harm," the handsome Commander reminded before giving his attention to Austin and Mac. "Well?"


"I doubt it Flyboy…now go away," Mac ordered laughing as Harm shrugged and walked away.


"He's handsome…maybe not as handsome as Victor…but handsome," Austin sighed.

Mac rolled her eyes and took a sip of her soda water. "Oh boy…someone's got it bad for our Gunny."


"I think the feeling is mutual Sarah," Harriet smiled taking a sip of her strawberry daquiri.


"Well more power to the two of you then. Someone ought to be in a good, steady relationship," Mac declared raising her glass to the other two women at the table.


"Let's drink to men in uniform," Harriet giggled.


"To men in uniform," Mac and Austin echoed smiling as they clinked their glasses together.


"Miss Bradford, Ma'am...would you give me the pleasure of this dance?" Tiner asked hopefully as he approached the women.


"Sure Jason...why not..." Austin smiled getting to her feet. It was a fast tempo song with plenty of heavy bass notes throbbing beneath and she was finding it hard to keep still in her seat.


"You must miss Gunny, Ma'am," Tiner said trying to start a conversation.


"I do...now...let's dance," Austin suggested as they weaved through the other bodies on the dance floor. She found a little free space and began moving, losing herself in the rhythm while Tiner watched with slightly widened eyes before he started dancing as well

Austin spent the rest of the evening dancing, laughing, drinking and trying to forget how lonely she was feeling deep inside.


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