My happiness gone.
My life a web of lies.
No victory will rise from the ashes.
Tears burning me.
Crying inside but I won't let it out.
I won't show them how weak I have become.
I used to dance.
Dancing all around on my horse.
I was so free then.
Now I am not.
Freedom is beyond reach.
I am trapped by this evil I have become.
But I can not,
I will not let it go.
No I won't.
This evil is part of me now.
Even though it is the reason my happiness is beyond reach,
it is the reason I have power.
It is what makes me who I am.
For that I will not take the evil away.
Because to do that I would have to take my heart away.
Because this evil is part of me.
I refuse to let it go.
Just keep it close to me.
Because when it is gone so is my soul.