Sorry about that those of you who attempted to read the first Chapter. I didn't mean to do that. It was by accident. I hope you all enjoy this story. 3
I can't believe it. He left me. All alone in the middle of a damned forest. How could he. He and I loved each other. Well. I love him, I guess he didn't love me anymore. I thought he was supposed to be my soulmate, the was who I was supposed to be with, Love and cherish, and be by his side forever. I guess we were wrong.
Flashback...
I got home after school. I was a bit disappointed because Edward and His family weren't there today. I guess he had his reasons, but the sun wasn't out, so I don't know what it could have been. Mabye it was some family visit who happened to visit the Cullen' so Edward and his family had to be there when they arrived. Once I had thought about that solution when I was driving home in my truck, I stopped worrying, but when I got home and saw Edward there standing by his car, I began to worry even more.
What if one of his family members were injured, or somebody had threatened his family. What is Victoria was back, ready to kill me from the time when her mate James tracked me down and tried to kill me, then we ended up killing him. What if...
There were endless possibilities, and all of them seemed to have a bad ending in my head. It just put me closer and closer on edge and I began to get a headache.
I paused for a moment, just looking at my beautiful Edward before I walked over to him. He didn't even acknowledge that I was there. I stood next to him, ready to grab his hand and kiss him, and tell him how much I missed him, and how much I love him, and to ask what was the matter. I wanted to pamper him in my love for him and show him that I was not worthy of him...and along the line, that is what happened he figured it out, he figured out that I was not good enough for him.
As I was just about to grab his hand, so fast that my human eyes didn't notice, he held his hands behind his back, away from me. It hurt at that moment, because I figured out that there was something wrong with Edward, that he didn't love me anymore.
I remember holding in all my hurt and sadness, I finally expired, my 'get rid of by' date had come, and it was today. I knew he didn't love me anymore as soon as I looked into his eyes. All they held in them was, disgust, confusion, and hate. I held in all my emotions that were building up inside of me until I got home. Then I cried.
"Bella" Edward said not fully looking me in the eye. "Let's go for a walk."
He didn't even wait for me to agree, he just walked ahead of me, not even walking by my side. That is the least he could have done. We walked for a while, until we came to a fallen tree, he told me to sit down, so I did.
"Bella" He started. "I have let this carry on for far too long. I mean thanks though for making me believe that I am not a monster. Well thanks for part of it anyway." What? I was getting confused, What did he mean. "The thing is Bella, I don't love you Bella, I never did. I was just using you. If you hadn't gotten so attached to my family, I would have disposed of you a long time ago. " He flashed his Panty-Dropping grin at me. I just sat their. I didn't respond. I felt empty. I felt as though I could never be loved. I was just a plain Jane after all. "I mean, just look at you. A plain, boring, brown haired, brown eyed girl (No offence to anybody) clumsy, weak, ugly, and a human. Your boring. All you do is read that annoying Wuthering Heights book. And listen to Debussy. Did you really think I liked his music, human" He said to me with a sneer on his face "Gosh no, I was just playing around with my new toy, but then it got old, so it is time to go." Yep, my worst fears were confirmed. Edward never loved me. To him, I was just a plain, ugly boring toy. "Then look at me. I am a handsome, strong fast, and a Vampire. I am rich, but you are not, I have a great car, and you don't and best of all I am capable of finding a true love, and you are not!"
Hearing that, is what did it. He broke by heart, but the worst thing, is that I have nobody enough to fix it.
Tears began to slide down my face. He just took one look at me and laughed. "Ooh, crying are we. You poor thing. Oh well. And Bella, I lied to you as well. I was not a virgin. I popped the cherry quite recently actually. With this beautiful woman. Sexy, long legs. Red eyes, Black hair...and, oh. Did I mention I she is a Vampire. I love her. I bet you can't believe you were going to loose your virginity to me can you. I bet you never thought this would have happened. Oh well, what can I say. Don't judge a book by it's cover!"
He laughed, he laughed in my face. He is in love with somebody else. He hates me. Well, what can I say, right now, I hate me too.
"I guess I have no more to tell you human, but this. My family and I are leaving. You'd better hope that I am telling you the truth, because if I see you again in your lifetime, I might just drink your blood. And Bella...Keep these words safe, I'm leaving them with you.
End of Flashback...
And that was it. In a flash he was gone. And he just left me alone in the middle of the forest. How stupid is he though, it had gotten quite dark out here in the time that he was breaking my heart. I guess he doesn't care though, with what he just said to me.
As I made my way back home, I thought. I can't stay here anymore, it just leaves bad memories. I made the decision that tomorrow I was going to tell Charlie, that I was moving to Mystic Falls to live with his sister and my aunt, Liz Forbes, and her daughter, also my cousin, Caroline Forbes. I was ready for a fresh start. God knows I needed one.
That was my first Chapter. I hope you enjoyed it. This story is a request from Beauty6, who read my other story, Don't mess with the salvatores. 333. Tell me what you think about it. Please review. XoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoX
