To Touch Me Chapter 1: Touch, a d n angel fanfic

So I decided to redo some of the story if not all. Sorry, i redid this chapter again, I got anal about it. I want to be able to right like the "Digital Artists" who writes D N Angel or "InnocentGuilt" who writes Kingdom Hearts. Oh and if anyone wants to be my Beta, that would be great : P.

Please review!

I do not own D N Angel but it is awesome.

Oh, and thank everyone who actually likes this story(fuck if I know why), it really was just a comic made out of sheer boredom, one summer I had nothing to do : P.

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To Touch Me

Chapter one

Touch

'To touch…to feel, this is what love is my dear underling. To smell the sweet endearing scent of another, to hear the screams and moans of their wanting…needing of your body.' It was dark as the figure sat down, wrapping his cold arms around the boy in front of him. He nuzzled his face into soft hair, drinking in the heat he rarely felt. He brushed his tongue against his front teeth. Hungry like a wolf he bit his soft pink lips with a devilish grin spreading across his white face.

Satoshi cringed, but then slowly sighed and leaned farther out to try and pull himself away. He had to suffer this madman's insistent ramblings about things he often cared not to understand more then he cared to know. A man so purely devoid of any real good, so twisted that he could look like an angel and be the devil incarnate, ready to slice of your head with a swish of his hand. 'He exists only to ruin lives, soon I will be just as insane as my predecessors' Satoshi mused as he relaxed himself, the stone ledge that surrounded the three story building chilling his legs. He often came to this ledge to clear his mind of the dark thoughts that seemed to seed in his head. He stared at the depths below him, people talking...screaming, bliss, ignorance, emotion, together in their own special little world. So oblivious to the things outside of that small universe. Like ants spreading across the earth to feed their own selfish desires and delusions of life. Satoshi often looked down on others, But he could not deny the fact that he was no different. He too spent his life in that closed world, he craved the same cheap desires. But pain was not just a feeling anymore, pain was a man, a man in his head and his body...He wished to rip out that man called pain, that devilish smile that had corrupted him into solitude and anger more times then he could count.

'Satoshi…' the man said seductively, he slowly squeezed his thighs, trying to spur a response. Satoshi grunted, "What do you want Krad."

'Have you ever felt that kind of love, the sweet sweat of another as you lick their lips dry, their pulsating body beneath you, have you ever felt love…' Krad laughed maliciously, already knowing the answer. He stroked his long thin fingers through blue locks, smelling a scent he knew all too well. Krad thought for a moment of the containers he had filled before. None had every matched up to the boy that layed before him. In the long time that he had been alive, he never felt as amused and interested as he had felt with this one.

"Screw you," came the irritated voice of the fourteen-year-old boy, the streetlights reflecting in his bottomless eyes as his face contorted into a scowl. He had become use to the taunts, in fact he expected mean words to be shared between the two. He was no fool and nor did he feel that Krad was ever serious about hurting his feelings, but they still affected him against his own wil.

'Indeed Satoshi, I will come...' an invisible gloved hand caressed the face of the young boy, and although it could not be seen, it was more than felt on pale skin. Satoshi twinged and then turned his face away. 'Someday, sooner then you think,' a silky smooth voice laughed mockingly at the boy. Satoshi felt a slight chill down his spine, he looked up at the clouded night sky, slowly taking to his feet. Staring at the moon he dammed his life, and felt the weight on his back of the cross he bore.

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The alarm clock insistently sounded through the halls of the mansion. Satoshi slowly opened his clouded eyes and started at the light coming through his window. His early waking never seized to amaze him. His blood pressure made sure that no matter when he woke up he would never feel refreshed. He rustled slightly as he brought himself up, The covers of his plainly white sheets in his painfully placid room draping over his silhouette. Maybe the reason he never had anything in his room was because he himself was just as plain, but he knew that wasn't true. He held his face in one hand and his other arm lay beside him. He leaned his head against the backboard. Slowly he reached his hand out and spread his fingers apart, watching the sunlight stream through

"I wonder what I can hope for today," he whispered, hope was the wrong term to use since he almost never felt any. And although he could restrain the beast, he could not tame it, making him suppress any human emotions he may have. 'It will be the same, you know it just as much as I do,' Krad corrected, Satoshi was about to give a retort but decided against it, there's no point in arguing with a madman. 'Being lazy again I see' Krad snickered, trying to get some sort of reaction out of his partner that his previous words had failed to do. Satoshi gave a small scowl and let his hand drop. He glanced around his room knowing that he should get up. He pulled his legs over the side of his bed and stared at the hardwood floors as soft padding of feet could be heard shifting about the house. He felt an odd sensation burning in he chest, he dismissed it quickly and put on his school uniform.

"Hiwatari! Hiwatari! Hey over here!" a young red head gestured to the icy student a few meters away. Satoshi narrowed his gaze slightly and was almost tempted to turn around and walk away but he went against his better judgement and walked up to the insistently waving hand. "It's the last day of school before our summer vacation, aren't you happy?" Daisuke said loudly, his excitement barely being contained in his slim figure.

"No, its just another lonely week..." Satoshi let those words slip, mentally trying to grab them back, he quickly looked away embarrassed. He did not often voice his emotions to others, but the boy in front of him always seemed to provoke those dark things he kept locked away. In his mind, letting others know of his emotions could make him seem weak, things he was taught a long time ago. The red head's smile slowly faded and it turned into a quick frown. Satoshi saw the change, but was not expecting such a reaction. He quickly looked away again, pushing the bridge of his glasses up as a group of girls walked by, their skirts dangerously high.

"Satoshi…" Daisuke reached out but the the darkness emitting from across him was almost unbearable. He felt like he could see a black shadow standing behind Satoshi, holding him in a tight grip, a hand clutching his throat. For the last several months he had the opportunity to learn more about his friend (or at least, that's what he would like to think they were), but Dark had taken over more then once when they had discussed it and had kept him at a distance.

"Krad's just been...over zealous. Anyway, just forget I said anything, " Satoshi rubbed his forehead, his bangs covering his fine features," I should go…" Satoshi took one small side step and had only begun to put one foot out before the red head swiftly grabbed his arm.

"Hiwatari...I... I wanted to show you something, it concerns separating us, from, well..." Daisuke trailed off. 'Don't tell him anything, just let him go' shouted Dark, his anger starting to bubble. Daisuke twitched but did not respond to Dark and glanced back up. Satoshi now looked at the hand holding his arm, almost trying to use eye beams to burn through the fingers, and then let the words that were uttered sink in. Daisuke looked serious, and that sparked something that he had never felt. In all the time that Satoshi had known him he never saw such determination in those auburn eyes. "It's not possible," Satoshi said as he yet again pushed up his glaces. 'That's right, be the ever pessimest like you were raised' laughed Krad. He pulled his arm away and started to rub the place where warmth still emanated. "I know you don't believe it but if you only let me show y-you, I could explain..." whispered Daisuke. He looked even more shy then usually and Satoshi could sense the tension in the air.

Satoshi gave a look at the ground and then stared straight across from him. He knew that what Daisuke had to offer was a once in a million chance, but he felt scared. The possibilities that something could go wrong were many, and that frightened him. For the second time in a long while Satoshi went against his better judgement and spoke, "When do we meet?". He gave a simple answer, not wanting to go through the few doubts that he would otherwise voice, because he knew if he did, they would be stuck in a long conversation.

"Satoshi I don't know if this will work, but the possibility that even one of us could be separated…" Daisuke stared at the ground, the muscles in his arms tensing. Satoshi rolled his eyes as he gazed over at a squirrel scamper across the grass to a tree. Daisuke was such a tentative person and sometimes he felt that he needed a little more back bone, or at least a shot of some mind altering drug...

"Daisuke, just tell me when, and I'll be there."

"Tomorrow, In the park after school."

With that being said, Satoshi swiftly walked away. He felt like tomorrow he was going to a tea party with Daisuke and that they were going to discuss ways to do the inevitable, but he set those thoughts aside as he walked home, his eyes gazing lazily around him. As he reached his house he looked blankly at the grand wooden doors, and with a slight push of the handle, he walked into his house, feeling unsure of what tomorrow would bring.

(So now is a old blab, thought I might as well leave it for old times sake.)

Rei's corner

Rei: Well then that wasn't that a fun little prologue neh?

Satoshi: ya, I was portrayed very well considering

Rei: thank you, thank you

Krad: my name is so stupid…

Rei: huh?

Dark: He's right, its just dark back words. And why wasn't I in this chapter.

Rei: Sorry dark, there will be a good amount of Daisuke + Dark in the future, I hope.

Daisuke: YAY!

Krad: I still don't like my name…

Rei: But you're hot?

Krad: Oh ya!

Rei: All right then guys I got to explain some stuff ok? (For my own personal pleasure)

4 o them: ya

Rei: ok well this is my first DNAngel fic. I love the pairing of Krad and Satoshi. You can't tell who's the uke or the seme. This came to me because I was drawing a picture and then the words at the start of this chapter just popped into my head. They sounded so seductive that I thought I should make Krad say them, because he's uber sexeh.

Well thank you, Read and Review please.

Sincerely Rei